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@max duewel As a kid I had social anxiety, now its lack of interest, I dont really want to talk to them there is no dopamine. @ValiantSalvatore Sorry i should of been more specific, for dates and stuff im properly socially calibrated, it goes well and there is a connection that is quickly built with lots of playful fun. The issue is on dates im motivated and want to talk and have fun, for random people i meet when walking my dog in the park everyday I don't really enjoy it. The social issue im having are specifically for meeting random people and having absolutely 0 interest in them. Yes I should change my mindset and try to find the fun in it, but I also have a issue with how society conditioned all of us to speak to each other and its souless, im already fully connected to these people they just dont know it yet.

What about time travelers? Why can we rule that out?

Well the issue is general social stress having to be around people that I would like to practice overcoming.

@Michael569 Thank you, I re-laid the message. lol she will never drink blood.

It is difficult if she does not want to have sex with me? I must be a narcissist? 34 First of all, kate upton is bottom of the barrel, her personality and facial expressions are fake and lifeless. Great energy, a great smile, a living joyful thing is attractive. It doesn't matter what they look like if there energy is amazing, what they look like is a secondary fantasy for me. Ass, a pretty face and tits matter to me at a glance and in theory, but its worthless in practice for real sex. When watching porn I'm doing it like you guys, hot girls and dirty fantasies, but after a while it gets boring and I focus on emotions. In real life its worse because you already had sex with her 100 times so the body isnt as important it becomes about emotions right away.

She is now experimenting with a iron supplement. No real change so far, unfortunately the iron supplement she took had b-vitamins in it and it caused increased day energy with sleeping problems. So she is looking for a different source with out the b-vitamins.

No lol my sex drive is very high, 34. There is a misunderstanding, her emotions are more attractive then her body.

Well can you describe non-narcissistic sex? ?

@Schizophonia That's reasonable, I'm sure I'm experiencing that as my gut health is not good, but I'm eating balanced, meat, eggs, milk, vegetables. With out animal products my sex drive dumps and its hard to get or keep an erection. I think there is a difference between porn/fantasizing and real sex in this case. For watching porn the frame of mind is her features and dominating her that turns me on but in real life having sex with the same woman over and over again it depends on her energy, her needs and the intimacy created from it. The last gf I had wanted to be "fucked" and I got tired of that frame, my current one wants more closer intimacy and its 100x more interesting. Ye im sure if my body was healthier id want more animal sex, but I cant be sure as of right now im really board of that kind of sex. I totally get the ugly/pretty girl thing, I've had similar experiences.

Lmfao this is what stage green sex looks like, when the man is more shifted to there feminine energy. When not having sex for a week ill still get exited by her "features" + physical touch but this is not why im having sex. Its possibly high serotonin/cortisol, but I have no idea why "narcissistic and authoritarianism" is included in this conversation. ??? I like her body but I cant go 2 hours having sex only from "porn frame", it gets boring. 30 minutes into sex her body gets boring, I need to be there for something more.

Nothing at all physical turns me on anymore. An ass is just an ass, tits are just tits, the sexual vision disappeared, its like looking at the nipples of a cow. Watching porn I can only get off if the girl is having orgasms and she is communicating her mental state. When I was younger it was 100% physical appearance. I had sex entirely from my point of view and for my pleasure. Now I have sex from her point of view and for her pleasure because that gets me off. ^^^^ A sexy girl showing off her butt in yoga pants is still very attractive and i always check out a girls butt when they turn around, don't get me wrong, im a man lol. But when it comes down to having sex more then once its not the important part. The inner dialogue a man has during sex "she is so hot, what a perfect ass when she bends over, I love the sound of her voice as i pound her" no longer interests me to think this way during sex so im not using that frame of mind to have sex anymore. All of this is having sex from my point of view and inner monologue and fantasy and very similar to watching porn. I can still use it as a last resort to get an erection but it doesn't come naturally anymore. I much ratter be connected with her mind and experience her point of view. Dude when i was younger if in the middle of sex she said "it hurts stop" or for any reason she didnt want to continue i would be left there sexually frustrated and unhappy trying to figure out how to convince her to continue and fix the problem. It was purely me having sex with myself and she was a physical feature that exited me. Now i crave the intimacy with her not the sex.

God Realized Supreme Mingle App, Cant miss it.

Life has never been that same for me after becoming mod, its just so much better living like a God star.

Can you remember who you are? Can you re-ground yourself after being ungrounded by psychedelics? Can you find your way back while treading deep into a maze?

A depressed or angry woman is not very attractive, if she feels good and is smiling and playful she is more attractive, if she wants me and is turned on and is communicating it with her body and voice then it turns me on. In contrast if she doesnt want me there is 0 blood flow to the penis.

I used to be about her butt in my 20s, then it became about her emotional state.

China will become the next world power. Surpassing the US. Id be scared of chinas progress.

I need to concentrate harder on psychedelics to get it up.

How old are you guys? In my opinion this is not a good fit, find someone with a spiritual = empathetic background and who worked on themselves. Virgins are not the way to go. There a virgin at everything in life.

Thats a good point, well terminal patients have nothing to lose and everything to gain from a new perspective.

Dam I definitely experienced this in one of my relationships, but I dont think they realized they where doing it. One of the big signs is that if you show any resistance or tell them the truth or even say something random that triggeres them they will cry and blame you for it and your in a position that you are held accountable for every negative feeling she has about anything.

Apple is finally taking that next step to keep people in there ecosystem 24/7. IEmpire

Be aware of the sensation and breath of the nose 24/7. Improves everything.

hikikomori?