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Well first you start out with a bunch of assumption made by observing things with your "senses", from there you connect does assuptions togetter to make more complex assuptions, everytime an assuption is created (or thought about) a feeling called understanding is experienced. So understanding is a feeling. The process of understanding is the act of clarifing or removing the fog of or interconnecting assuptions until it suits a paradigm known as reason. Reason is a algorithm that builds models of reality that is easily co-opted by egoic survival. Where does it come from? It could be in response to a need to change a feeling into the feeling of understanding. ? Understanding is the egos first coping mechanism.

lolol I know right? They enjoy the rando talks so they want others to do so to. On the walk in the park everyone is talking to everyone its like a community of talkers out there loving life, but im not outside to talk thats the least enjoyable part of my life.

Covert narcissist

That gave me anxiety watching it, flash backed to an experienced I had taking a micro of 5-meo-malt and that I still have to keep taking this stuff to make progress. Its a pain lmao Not sure how that guy was able to stay lying down.

@undeather It makes sense, lets see his results. I went into a phase where I was obsessed with testing my blood sugar after eating or when feeling bad after eating and it was always normal, nothing crazy. Then I gave up on that and focused on other things to try to figure things out.

I dont feel comfortable. I feel like im forced to be entertaining because its social expected of me and the act is fake and very tiring. When i want to talk to someone its not a problem, when Im walking my dog and someone randomly needs to talk to me because everyone does for some reason i really feel uncomfortable and dont want to talk to them, its also feels fake to bring up any subject im not interested in (small talk) and the subjects I am interested in would blow there minds so its better not to try lolol The first thing that pops into my head during a conversation is the last thing I should ever say outload lmao

I think there is a away to improve digestion if the oatmeal is mixed maybe with apples? Not sure what the best mix is, but it makes it easier to digest preventing the stress response. Maybe something in the oatmeal is being broken down by the apple enzymes i have no idea lol

I think what's happening is the insoluble fibre and how shows up in oat meal apposed to other foods creates a substance/texture that makes it hard to digest. Maybe it has nothing to do with fibre just the oat meal is difficult of the body to breakdown spiking stress levels. It also strange to think that his glucose is a problem when other foods dont trigger the same problem for him only oatmeal. Im speaking from experience with oatmeal my entire life, it creates stress when digesting and I absolutely never had glucose problems. Unless oatmeal has a unique effect on blood glucose that most high sugar foods dont.

I think its the insoluble fibre causing issues, same thing happens to me even when i was very young and healthy.

Isnt there a black whole in the middle of a galaxy and as it gets older it gets smaller?

Redpill over generalization, everyone is really immature, I see it everywhere, most of my friends when they get gf, the gf is at the same level of development as them and that's the only way it can be. Women that fit some red pill stereotype date men who are equally as immature as her.

"The experience you're describing could potentially be related to a few psychological concepts. One possibility is "Depersonalization" or "Derealization," which are dissociative experiences where a person feels detached from themselves or their surroundings, sometimes leading to a sense that people or things around them seem unreal or robotic." ChatGPT Again is goes back to have a issues with disconnected feelings. @Holykael This guys has major Derealization

The origin of the feeling does not make a belief anymore true. But direct experience is a good starting point.

Conscious Politics to change the fucking world.

Have you validated any of this? No its just speculation, we can speculate all day about anything doesnt make any of it true. But what most people do is the strongly conflict how they feel about it with truth. It feels true, intuition feels right, gut tells me something, So. Its. True ... oooook then. Sure

@lostingenosmaze Well I cant tell its an AI, but thats expected as his character not saying anything deep, its mostly predictable kids sound byte kind of talking. Still impressive!

Free will is taking absolute concept and thinking it applies to the relative ego. It does not. Predeterminism does not apply to you. Its an assumption that you know what is going to happen next, i read before you said "i had 26 years of happiness now im experiencing 2 years of hell i guess i have another 24 years of this suffering to go". That's OBVIOUS negative emotional thinking, its a PURE assumption with no ground behind it.

That girl is a problem you dont need in your life. Leo is right doe you missed the obvious sign. This girl can still be right for you if your a party guy, who goes to clubs and is extroverted. To each his own.

@MarkKol ??Listening to old men talk is boring, we need ACTION, We need hitler and adrew tate debating the first Homosapian on politics while Socrates gives witty remarks on the nature of human incompetence.

Guys where is your imagination, you want to be in a room with a radical intelligent different mind then your own. The first alien to come to earth.

DUDE you guys arent living, The First Homosapien HItler, Vlad the Impaler, Adrew Tate, John Lennon Plato/Socrates/Diogenes All locked in a house together for a month.

When she hates the dog I make a joke that the dog is jealous of her superior vagina, she wish's she can experience perfection. Saying "I admire your opinion" sounds like it would work, but saying "Amazing! Beautiful expression" aloud will probably not work lmao, Ill feel it and experience it internally but in communication with her ill give her what she needs to hear in that moment. Im going to add admiration + and - to our play and see what happends, good experiment!

Is unhealthy, these are kids games people play when there young. head over heels is not stable and is 90% infatuation and both men and women do it with equal frequency. Relationships as we become more mature become more sober and the love that shows up is more real. Healthy love is not a peak rush of emotion towards another that is actually coveting in disguise. Healthy love learns to first love oneself then move outward to love and nurture all around it in a stable way that does not rely on personal gain, it comes from understanding of oneself and "other" and deep cultivation of love for life There are levels to love we grow through, it starts very selfish and move towards very selfless.

Thats a good goal, do you already have a background in programming if so maybe try to get hired into a big company like google and apple to start off the financial and expert skill building process. After building a foundation both career, financial and skill wise you can start a business as that takes $$$. Its ok working at google will pay very well.