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I resolved it through dumb luck trial and error. I discovered that I was "allergic" to anything that gives off any scent of any kind. And if I remove 100% scent, all my hallucinating and the thousands of voices in my head disappear. I know it sounds really stupid and simple, but there's no way for you to know that a smell can cause total sleep deprivation and hallucinations. I'm not saying I have a solution for anyone who has psychosis, but in the same way that you attribute heavy metals to a lot of illnesses, scent, like all the toxic man-made stuff and even counterintuitively normal things like cooking smell, will trigger all sorts of health problems within people. If there's a flower (natural) anywhere in a house that I'm in I will experience hallucinations and total sleep deprivation. Even vinegar causes Problems and I have to avoid it, so I just wash with water. This sounds like I don't have psychosis and I just have an allergy, but the question is what if a lot of these people with psychosis are just allergic to laundry detergent, and the laundry detergent makes them hallucinate? Does society really understand what an allergy is? Can an allergy cause psychosis? I'm hesitant to say any of this out loud because it sounds so wrong and stupid. That's why it took me 12 years to figure it out, embarrassingly. If you're hallucinating with thousands of voices in your head the last thing you're thinking about is that some scent is causing it. And there is absolutely no human or resource on the internet that will ever explain this insight to you. So I was on my own and forced to discover new knowledge that doesn't exist. All I know is that I smoked the weed, I was then in a permanent state of hallucinations because of a intolerance to smell. So the conclusions I came to was that my genetics make me more sensitive to environmental toxins, and in my case after smoking weed it began causing hallucinations, while for other people it might cause different problems that are unrelated. So it's a wide net.

@Natasha Tori Maru I'm surprised you know so many people who have weed induced psychosis. No one in my family who have similar genetics with me have this problem. I think this is what weed dependency is. It makes you dependent because without it you don't feel good, and it takes months of abstinence before the withdrawals or side effects leave your system. Most people can't abstain long enough and so they live in constant emotional instability caused by weed withdrawals. Thanks! Yeah the only people that can help him are those who have experienced it and resolved it. Doctors are completely useless in this scenario. So I was thinking of making a business around this, to see if I could help people who are trapped in the exact same problem.

Psychosis is very complicated and it's not all in your head. This is what most people don't understand. When you smoke weed you're not just in psychosis now and your whole brain chemistry is gone. Many factors are all coming together to screw up your system. Slowly over 12 years I figured out what was causing my psychosis, after weed triggered its activation. Weed is just the activating switch. The video bellow is of Jordan Peterson showing how he ingested a substance and it put him in a state which he cannot control for 25 days. Weed activated my system were I no longer was able function in my environment and my environment was causing psychosis. So I identified the environmental issues -> remove them from my environment -> and I experienced peace.

I was predisposed to psychosis genetically, at 6-12 years of age I experienced many psychosis episodes, so genetics played a role. Everyone I know has smoked weed and none of them have this problem it's very rare like Leo says in his blog post. I just got unlucky because Society didn't tell me this was possible or else I never would have done it.

I think I took the bullet in the head and spent 12 years recovering You are lucky that it was solvable through mind alone. It's not always all in your head. Psychosis is not something you think your way out of, making it very difficult to solve.

Yes your post is on point. No one understands this about weed, the cultural perception is that it's "perfectly safe" and "you can't die from it" or it "takes the edge off and helps you relax". People think you're crazy if you attribute weed to psychosis.

@Jayson G Sedona method might be useful for people who have chronic weed addiction, because they always seem dulled and at a low state and lack Clarity in every aspect of their life.

I smoked weed once at 21 and I stopped sleeping for 2 years from intense hallucinations and thousands of voices in my head. Devastating sleep deprivation of the highest level. I woke up every day on the verge of suicide for 8 years before I figured out how to resolve it and start sleeping again. It took about 4 years after that for my brain to rebuild itself back to a normal state. Weed is serious and can permanently alter how your brain functions from just 1 use.

@Majed the reason I think you're making these comments is because you enjoyed the rush of attention like you alluded to in a previous post relating to pick up. I tend to do the same thing in that I like to spice up things I say to make it more engaging, a lot of us do that. Try to be write for engagement while also being (wise, likable, funny), and you'll get the attention you really want.

Nope. Try again? 😵‍💫

@Emerald I would add Find an environment where men who share similar values to you are likely to be. It’s unlikely the guy you’re looking for is at a bar or in a club, so that’s probably not the target location. Maybe go to a book club maybe go to yoga maybe go to meditation retreat… Also, if you’re using online dating apps filter out men based on values and not just appearance, look for words like (spiritual) in their profile so that there’s some compatibility. Of course this still doesn’t work very well and you’re gonna get plenty of immature men. But most women don’t understand spiral dynamics or integrity or self development, and really don’t understand how to filter.

Not serious about learning.

That’s what she said

Are you out of your mind? lol she was just being socially nice because she’s conditioned to avoid conflict and to make you comfortable while you act like an idiot. if you’re really good at reading the room, then you could get away with a lot and you could understand implicit consent. But it’s a gray area. The situation matters if you’re in a club it makes a lot more sense and there’s a lot more room for implicit signals. going to random people and kissing them within seconds, it’s just stupid, if anyone came up to me and kiss me within seconds of talking to him, I would feel very uncomfortable. —- On the topic of rape, I need you to do some work to show me that you put some effort into this topic to understand it, use AI and really try to make sense of rape and then post back here. If you’re not willing to put some real work into this, I’m not gonna indulge in this kind of topic because it’s too sensitive. It’s like trying to understand theoretical physics, but you didn’t bother learning anything about the subject.

🤦‍♀️ Do not use logic to understand rape as a male, you guys have not experienced it from the female perspective so you know nothing about this subject. Most women experience the freeze response and so Russell probably didn’t even know he was raping them. Rape is not A violent struggle most of the time, she will say no at the beginning and then give up. Women all over the world are ashamed to go to the police because of social backlash which is extremely real. People will blame her for it. And her whole life she’s Condition to avoid conflict and would ratter die then face the emotional struggle of prolonged social struggle. It is also very difficult to convict because you need DNA evidence most of the time. Then you need to re-explain fresh horrific traumatic memories over and over again to bunch of people who half of them don’t believe you. The last thing a woman wants to do is fight. Instead she wants to lay down and die because she was just emotionally destroyed By life. Women are hyper sensitive they’re not like men.

He's explaining that you're a shapeshifter and you could shift into a better reality for yourself?

Naaaa the women on this forum are battle VETERANS, for years they've plowed through the trenches with their bare hands on the very grounds we text. This is a walk in the park for them!

None of us are engaging in personal attacks, we are exchanging World Views, without judgment.

So you interpreted it as my girlfriend's scolding me for not playing my masculine roll correctly?

Because my girlfriend is not offended by this conversation. Or anything Leo said.

This conversation has been like walking through a Garden of roses in comparison to the conversations we used to have on this forum. This is a very impressive clean conversation overall.

It's ranking countries based on standardized testing. South Korea and China have the most ruthless slave labor education system and high pressure zero childhood schooling. They rank children on their ability to pass tests and it's extremely serious.

There's no need to tiptoe around people's emotions when they're serious about truth. You're Assuming he has contempt and that he's shaming people. My girlfriend has told me multiple times that she's just a child and she wants me to take care of her and she can't handle life. If you want I will get her to text me that right now, she has enough self-awareness to know who she is and I didn't implant any ideas in her head.

So leo was not victim blaming? I'm glad we agree? lol I guess we have something in common?