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A person cannot survive without sex with a high sex drive, but they could masturbate it out, I don't mean they actually have to have sex. Survival is more than just living, your tormented in misery. States Of Consciousness are temporary, higher States Of Consciousness on a psychedelic of course you have no interest in sex ( some of the time ) not all of the time. Those yogis and monks that do manage to push their sexual drive down already had natural low sex drives, if they don't and they're actually suppressing their urges then the problem is they're stuck in conformity and group think. Be careful demonizing any human activity, there is nothing less conscious or more conscious to sex. The more conscious you are does not mean you have less sex drive, and being high Consciousness and suppressing a high sex drive is stupid and denying who you really are If a person is highly creative, loves thinking, suppressing all that because "it's more conscious not to think" he's all conformity.

This is the experience "danger and mystery" it's also on the depressing side Look at the comparison. This is the music of the beauty of life. This is the emotion to be high on the beauty of life. Music preference is the mood you want to have, the experience you want to soak in and a larger identity game. People are so contracted in mood and identity they cant feel the beauty of life.

lol people have resistance to the 90-20s, thats why they stopped making anything good. Something to do with "old" is bad. The video game music of todays era are all universal garbage in comparison to anything made in that era. The tone of music shifted to depression.

I know it's almost childish but I have a fear of revealing my best business ideas or dream business that I'm currently actively working on, in fear of it being stolen lol. I have the fear of not releasing it until it's perfect or that I've built a substantial way of promoting it so that I'm first to Market. I don't know if this is rational There's a lot of wisdom going around that you shouldn't reinvent the wheel with unique Products, just take products that already exist that have been battle tested and copy them. But this bores me out of my mind and most of it isn't aligned with my highest vision.

Eating sleeping and whatever else does not stop after awakening Sex is just a bodily function that will not be outgrown It's like trying to outgrow eating, that's not possible Also growing up and awakening up are different axes they're not the same thing A close minded, religious person could have an awakening experience and they'll just interpret all that from the religious lens and continue all their self-deception and habits and whatever else

Leo shows up at 58. This video he said was the most important video he's ever made but all he cared about was the view count to make him feel good about it. You have to sacrifice view count for truth, of course you're going to get a smaller audience when you focus only on truth and discard all the bullshit

LMAOOOOOo evidence.lake, only a trained expert can survive a lake

Did his apartment smell like shit? Also, I'm waiting for that girlfriend interview. I thought he had like three new girlfriends a day.

It's very easy to drown in turbulent water, people don't realize how easy it is. There are undercurrents that will pull you in and you'll never get back to the surface. There's people who drowned every year on a lake in front of my house and the water looks so calm and peaceful. You really have to know what you're doing not to drown.

Slow compt + Glutamate sensitivity = panic attack and anxiety on 5-Meo-DMT if you know you have either of these things it's safe to say to avoid these drugs

The core idea (say this first) COMT is an enzyme. Its job is to break down dopamine, norepinephrine, and adrenaline in the brain "Fast" vs "slow" just means how quickly it clears them out Fast COMT = breaks them down fast → less dopamine hanging around → low baseline Slow COMT = breaks them down slowly → dopamine lingers → high baseline That one difference explains everything below Fast COMT — clears dopamine quickly → runs LOW Tank drains fast, so the brain is often under-stimulated → boredom, low drive, ADHD-type patterns Craves things that raise dopamine to top up the deficit Stimulants feel great and fix a real gap → nicotine, caffeine, amphetamine, cocaine → this is why addiction sticks Handles intense/high-arousal states better — more room before it overloads Steady under stress, restless when calm ("warrior") Slow COMT — clears dopamine slowly → runs HIGH Dopamine already piled up, so the brain is often over-stimulated → racing mind, anxiety, overwhelm, poor sleep Any surge lingers for a long time (taking copper supplement high-for-days) Stimulants overshoot → nicotine/caffeine push an already-high system into jitter and anxiety, not relief → so stimulant addiction is less the pattern Self-medicates the opposite way — reaches for down-regulators: alcohol, opioids Sharp when calm, tips into overwhelm under load ("worrier") Stimulants — raise dopamine/adrenaline Fast COMT: suits it. Nicotine, caffeine, amphetamine, cocaine top up a low tank → feel corrective → but that's exactly why addiction forms Slow COMT: poor fit. Already-high system overshoots → jitter, anxiety, insomnia → little reward, so these tend to be avoided rather than abused -> Fast COMT (loads the dopamine/catecholamine axis — fast clearance handles it) 5-MeO-DMT Cannabis MDMA Amphetamine Cocaine Nicotine Caffeine Mescaline 2C-B DMT / ayahuasca -> Slow COMT (doesn't touch the dopamine axis — serotonergic/glutamate, so it's tolerated) LSD Psilocybin Ketamine Alcohol Opioids Benzodiazepines - work i did with AI and years of experience

"I'd like the place tidy" is a preference; "he must be tidy, and he's defective if he isn't" is a demand. This is called it musturbation. Many relationships turn into a scenario where someone mistakes a personal preference for a lack of maturity in their partner. Men don't feel a nervous system response to their clothes being on the floor, but your partner might feel a negative response to it because her preference/lifestyle differs from yours. Then one will project that onto the other as is irresponsible and immature. It's the pattern of the Dunning Kruger effect because the immature person thinks they are the most mature one. They overestimate their competency. One partner cannot take on the perspective of the other to understand that both people are individuals with different lifestyles, preferences, values, and operating systems, for which they live their life and enjoy through. The feeling a woman has of mothering Their boyfriend is an epidemic that happens even in the honeymoon phase of new relationship. Mothering happens even when you’re not living with them, there’s no shared responsibility and you guys are in a relationship for less than six months Why is this happening? Because she disagrees with your way of life and she thinks she’s correcting your way of life because her way is more mature. Is her way more mature? Of course not you’re just different people.

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Sages go live in caves because it suits there lifestyle, there built for it, a social butterfly is not suited for that. The hermit wants to get away from the circus (sociaty). Awakening does not mean you stop enjoying life and want to do nothing and it doesnt mean someone is free from suffering and desire. Sex is still necessary after awakening lol

his record is 50/50. A good prediction has to be right about Direction and about timing, Its extremely hard to get both right AI bubble could pop six years from now and what exactly is going to happen that we can benefit from? Do we buy the dip?

autoimmune gastritis. is it the lentils or the 100 morning pills? Lentils destroys me, takes a massive energy to digest or wtv is going on that make me so tired.

Yeah, but what's gonna happen is there's gonna be the bubble pop, the stock market crashes, there's gonna be bailouts to keep companies that cannot fail alive, like banks, the cost of living for everyone will go up dramatically, 30% increase in all the grocery bills because of inflation. For about two years around the crash point the price of AI will be 5x higher because there's no subsidies. And then, after that point things will stabilize to AI businesses but without the hype.

I assume they're spending so much because they're building the infrastructure of AI (data centers) but the cost of just running everything won't be to the same degree.

But is it possible to be in a relationships with some one who doesn't become like this? I never seen it lol

As long as a man has has 0 plastic in his testicles and 56 erections every night, thats what counts. We are scientists.

Ye its identical my mother and grandmother, and they think the messy bed is objectively wrong with out understanding there own ego needs/wants. They loved saying "its my house my rules". Of course they abuse power to enforce petty things. Its insane the woman in the video absorbed her own mother and then now holds the world to that standard. She hasn't even lived with any of the men she was talking about and shes THIS neurotic about it already.

@Hojo https://www.facebook.com/share/v/1JRgN77zPc/?mibextid=wwXIfr I found this clip, exactly what im talking about. Now some of her examples are real problems, like garbage stacking up. I know I'm not supposed to say "woman" but from my personal experience women a lot of of them have a undiagnosed neurotic cleaning disorder

@jimwell I feel like im staring into the eyes of infinity

its been 5 hours im still waiting for that DM

My problem right now is I built a content machine AI automatically generating videos, but to my standard it's just not good enough. And to get it to be good enough, I'm gonna have to spend at least 3-5 hours editing each video a day, its probably going be more. Absolutely, also one of the good reasons of partnering up with someone is accountability.