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@Razard86 He needs a girlfriend to get important life experiences to further his growth. Humans still have needs that don't go away no matter how developed they are. It's spiritual bypassing to avoid relationships or to try to transcend it prematurely.

It could be a defense mechanism from being harassed a lot.

Its for the players enjoyment not the listener, getting carries away in ones self amusement. Its subjective i get it, I feel less is more, do all these extra notes add anything?

There could be mold in the room your in. If your sure there is no air quality issues that's fine, but if there is it will cause a number of symptoms.

They need new experiences, nothing else works.

it's counter intuitive but the more muscles you use and the more engaged you are the longer youll last and the faster you'll recover. I didn't even feel it the next day when I woke up I was ready to go again. no soreness no pain and no rope burn. It's like the reason sitting is worse than smoking.

Masturbation I am not sure but my record during sex was 8, lasted four hours. lol no one is going to believe me, I was 20 and an athlete. The only reason we stopped was because it was getting too late.

I also had this experience, the effects where nothing like shrooms.

Very unlikely actually and if that is the case do not take iron supplements that is the worst poisonous way to do it. just eat meat and eggs. @soos_mite_ah Do you know if the room you're in or the building was ever heavily smoked in or there might be issues with the air quality that you're breathing? Second hand smoke will definitely cause issues, or secondhand vape.

I believe Aco is processed differently taken orally vs plugged. People who compare it to shrooms take it orally where its converted to something else.

Its not just the dosage the effects are different. I've done many Great White and Penis Envy trips with very different effects. One is more visual the other more cognitive. One has short term memory issues the other things are clear.

Where abroad are you staying? it's possible you're having food addiction withdrawals like if in the US all you ate was restaurant food. seems unlikely doe. It could be that you're stressed and hunger headaches can happen because you're thinking more than usual and expending more energy than you normally would. try calming down and relaxing more while studying or working, don't do it in such a rush?

I wanted to see something unexplainable.

Give the AI a playground or options to do things and make choices on their own without being told to do so. If it chooses to do nothing then it is not sentient. if it takes action and makes its own choices and thinks without being asked a question then it is sentient. If there's a big red button in The middle of a room and if the button is pressed the AI will die. Will the AI prevent people from pressing the button, if we give it the option to cut the electricity to the button? Copy the AI and give it the option to talk to the other, will it do so? it claims to understand things, so is the only way to understand us, is to become us? if it learned the human paradigm then it is human.

@StarStruck I think your projecting your biases, that anyone over 25 in your mind is evaluated as far less attractive. This is your standard for attraction.

Red flag, a manipulative game. Everyone does this to some degree they try to change there partner to better suit what they like and what makes them happy. Got to stick to your values and be confident in your beliefs. Its not mental masturbation its a important insight into your personal struggle. There is no one to trust but yourself with making sense of the world, its not about listening to others its about taking in all the different perspectives people say and deciding for yourself what works and what doesn't. But that process isnt so simple, its 99% self-deception and games we play with out selfs to keep us blind or ignorant. All that needs to be worked on.

What's the ultimate game to get love? Guru Consciousness.

Great question, maybe @Leo Gura can answer this one. It has a lot to do with going down the path of personal growth and development and from there you'll have a clear vision of the values your looking in another. Then naturally questions ill come to mind and connections will be made about the person. Basically if you don't know what a high quality person looks like how can you identify one? How can we know what a high quality person looks like? We study and practice personal development. Making a list of good questions to ask is like pick up tricks for woman. Maybe its useful doe not sure. What you definitely want to figure out is what he values and fast. Id try to figure out how affectionate they are and there level of empathy and if they have good work ethic and secure attachment style. But to figure this out means to have a good grasp of it yourself.

Its still ok to end it because your looking for a high quality man who does not play these games. Yes is hypocrisy, its a dirty business. A issue that might come up is you wont be able to keep the high quality man once you get him or the high quality man wont choose you because your not developed enough. A high quality man if committed to you will likely work with you to grow and develop, its not a lost cause, but you likely wont be able to identify him in the wild because your ok with games. Look for the guy who isn't playing manipulative games! Guilt tripping and other tactics need to be identified and used to filter men out. And of course they are wearing masks deliberately avoiding using these tactics until much later on in the relationship... know when the mask comes off.

33 its not about age doe, it has to do if the skill is developed or not and if the inner security allows for it.

No judgment here, I've had and made plenty of terrible decisions when dating. There are all sorts of games people play. In my situation knowing who someone is and where there at happens in minutes. There is no lingering mystery or wondering or piecing to getter a image of who they are. The reason is taking so long to figure them out is because people are blinded by there emotional state and desires. Its self sabotage. + Neediness, insecurities, trauma... i know how they think, what they want and where they are going in life in about an hour conversation and to see right though there mask and games. Because I don't want anything from them. This is what you want to be able to do. Its a state of mind and capacity to asses someone, that is a skill that needs to be developed. If someone guilt trips you, you end it on the spot, make that a promise to yourself. The issue is its your weakness. If someone pulled these tactics on me it would have 0 effect, so i can handle a bit of it from a partner, but your situation is that its not tolerable and they will exploit it. If someone guilt trips they eater know what they are doing and choosing to do it anyways or lack the self-awareness to see what they are doing. Both cases your dealing with someone who is not mature and you need to end it.

@no_name To pick from the last bf you had, you said before dating him that he was mature because he was a doctor or a psychologist and you very excited about the potential of it and didn't want to ruin it. After actually dating him all the red flags showed up and you where left still confused if it was your fault when it ended. There is a lot to unpack here. Its not my place to do so. It might make sense to have someone you trust or the community to go over a situation from start to finish to learn from the entire process. The feelings of excitement you had before dating him is the premature assessment, you had already decided he qualified to your standards, emotions where already invested, at that point its already to late.

ZINC PICOLINATE end of discussion lmao I took to much again yesterday. I had a random going to bed erection that i was forced to released it was so strong and impossible to sleep, then i woke up with a iron erection and a headache that was telling me i was overloaded with zinc and needed to get rid of the build up.

I think the females selection process is more about how the guy makes them feel and not really a thinking process. How the guy makes them feel is based on their own personal preferences and biases that's mostly unconscious. This is what I've seen for many of the women on this site struggle with. they get wound up in the strong feelings and potential and completely lose sight of who the guy actually is. Because of this women have it really tough, like I said above go to where developed people hang out. i'd even go as far as to hire a service who could vet people for you, maybe really good profile matching algorithm could do it. like only date people who have a 99% profile match on OkCupid.

What it seems to boil down to is how developed you are in general and how mature you are in general and from that vantage point you'll be able to identify other peoples maturity. it's hard to identify High quality men when you don't have those qualities developed within and so high qualities are not well understood. this is why people at the same level of development tend to be together in the end. also the more mature you are the clearer your standards will be and the clearer they will be defined in your mind when assessing someone. The best thing you can do is get a good source go where developed people tend to go and only date from those sources. Because you won't be able to tell The difference between authentic development and a attractive facade. to identify something authentic you need to either be already there or be pursuing it every day so to get a glimpse at a higher level.