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Nothing at all physical turns me on anymore. An ass is just an ass, tits are just tits, the sexual vision disappeared, its like looking at the nipples of a cow. Watching porn I can only get off if the girl is having orgasms and she is communicating her mental state. When I was younger it was 100% physical appearance. I had sex entirely from my point of view and for my pleasure. Now I have sex from her point of view and for her pleasure because that gets me off. ^^^^ A sexy girl showing off her butt in yoga pants is still very attractive and i always check out a girls butt when they turn around, don't get me wrong, im a man lol. But when it comes down to having sex more then once its not the important part. The inner dialogue a man has during sex "she is so hot, what a perfect ass when she bends over, I love the sound of her voice as i pound her" no longer interests me to think this way during sex so im not using that frame of mind to have sex anymore. All of this is having sex from my point of view and inner monologue and fantasy and very similar to watching porn. I can still use it as a last resort to get an erection but it doesn't come naturally anymore. I much ratter be connected with her mind and experience her point of view. Dude when i was younger if in the middle of sex she said "it hurts stop" or for any reason she didnt want to continue i would be left there sexually frustrated and unhappy trying to figure out how to convince her to continue and fix the problem. It was purely me having sex with myself and she was a physical feature that exited me. Now i crave the intimacy with her not the sex.

God Realized Supreme Mingle App, Cant miss it.

Life has never been that same for me after becoming mod, its just so much better living like a God star.

Can you remember who you are? Can you re-ground yourself after being ungrounded by psychedelics? Can you find your way back while treading deep into a maze?

A depressed or angry woman is not very attractive, if she feels good and is smiling and playful she is more attractive, if she wants me and is turned on and is communicating it with her body and voice then it turns me on. In contrast if she doesnt want me there is 0 blood flow to the penis.

I used to be about her butt in my 20s, then it became about her emotional state.

China will become the next world power. Surpassing the US. Id be scared of chinas progress.

I need to concentrate harder on psychedelics to get it up.

How old are you guys? In my opinion this is not a good fit, find someone with a spiritual = empathetic background and who worked on themselves. Virgins are not the way to go. There a virgin at everything in life.

Thats a good point, well terminal patients have nothing to lose and everything to gain from a new perspective.

Dam I definitely experienced this in one of my relationships, but I dont think they realized they where doing it. One of the big signs is that if you show any resistance or tell them the truth or even say something random that triggeres them they will cry and blame you for it and your in a position that you are held accountable for every negative feeling she has about anything.

Be aware of the sensation and breath of the nose 24/7. Improves everything.

hikikomori?

I cant get an erection thinking about men, but if I try i know i can get the job done.

Can iron be absorbed from nuts? She has recently started eating eggs, but thats probably the limit she will go. There are moral reasons involved.

@Michael569 ?Walking's boring, who wants to do that? If im leaving the house its for some action.

Intrinsic vs Extrinsic motivation, but dont ask how the former happened. The trick is the set physical challenges for yourself and gamify the entire process. That's how 100% of athletes or anyone who exercise consistently does it. Its not about "i want to loss weight" or "I do it to be healthy". The mindset is "I want to climb that mountain because it looks fun!" "Can I do a handstand across this balance beam jugging 3 balls with my feet and holding a nugget in my ass?, Challenge accepted!" Its definitely easier with a bunch of friends who also like to challenge themselves. I recommened signing up to gymnastics gym, team sports. Avoid anything that IS NOT MENTALLY CHALLENGING. This is the biggest mistake everyone makes, they exercise with out the mental challenge component then give up over time, like jogging or mindless cardio on a machine. Sports, martial arts, rock climbing, slack lining, pair dancing... involve high mental performance and focus, this is part of the addiction. Even body building is about challenging yourself to be stronger everyday and setting personal records. To be athletic is mental not physical. Challenge channeling challenges. Gamification.

He must be lacking in social calibration. If he comes off as immature then obviously thats not going to work.

?this cant be real

I think a small get together or even just the 2 of you going somewhere nice for 2 weeks and have a unofficial celebration is the new next best thing.

Bad boys are in a better emotion state when talking to girls then good boys, so they come off attractive, that's about it. How you feel when socializing is the entire game, when you feel good you kill it.

I stopped taking showers long ago. ?

Its going to be ok. Where there any signs that things where reaching the end?

Think of it as preparation for her. Every relationship is a learning experience and you need them to grow up before you get to her. Your underestimating the struggle and learning curve of relationships, there is alot you need to learn, so go experience it.