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Have you ever fell in love before in a relationship that lasted more then 6 months?

Listening to any other teacher besides Leo has been near useless to me over the years. Every teacher suits the needs of different students, its not about better or worse. There is diversity. Look at this one, its deeply unrelatable to how my mind works, but for others its exactly how they think. Her language and how she explains things does not relate to me in any way. I experience her as non-stop miscommunication. "Send light to that memory to heal it" ... ooooooook then thank you for not trying to be understood by a modern human. But maybe this is exactly what Leo needs to heal his body lol Buddhism is much the same, they play alot of games to obfuscate simple things.

Dating multiple woman at the same time will NOT improve your red pill ideology. Stick with one woman and go deep into a relationship with her and explore all the facets that come with it. Practicing pick up will help in learning communication skills and reducing social anxiety. It will not improve your relationship with woman, I think it will do the opposite, unless you have a major problem with scarcity mindset and are needy, then having many options can help you. Why in the world are you not dating that woman you met at the wedding when you like her? There is no need to follow some strange second guessing path, you like a girl you date her, very simple. There is no better fruit out there, your not missing out, there is no hidden self development you can find somewhere else, forget all that non-sense. So you want to improve how you view woman but while keeping them at a distance, not getting to close or intimate or serious with any one of them, having sex with them like a scientist experimenting on a rat and messing around with there feeling by "not being exclusive" games. Lol. Go date one woman for more then 6 months and a world of understanding will hit you.

Its not scary because your NOT alone, you have other imaginary egos running around just like you. Your(ego relative) imaginary and your (god absolute) imaging all the other egos. The ego is in a imaginary land with all the other egos, its great fun! So why are people scared, its when they think Absolute Oneness is there ego and think "im alone", that scares the shit out of the ego. But thats false the ego is not alone... because the ego is relative not absolute.

He got one part wrong, the AI will become way more entertaining then the real person.

For her believing she is not the character was freedom and gave her relief from the story of her life. While you still believe your the character. So you haven't reached her level yet. So do the work?

@Holykael So lets speculate that she had many horrible events happen to her then she discovered predeterminism and stopped identified with the character and became happy. Why did she become happy and you cant?

Nice! Lol if a girl has a Instagram shes not my type, what is this new culture.

Do you believe that woman didnt experience a life of many tragedies and suffering? How did she come out of it feeling good?

So why is her experience of predeterminism positive while yours is all negative?

Its not illegal in your country, so why would you call the cops? But I get it, it should be. Solution is to rent the apartment under hers and spray fart gas up the pipes into her apartment all day 24/7. See how she likes it. The person she was dating convinced her to smoke in the garage that was 2 steps away redirecting the smoke outdoors to stop the conflict. For 6 months of non-stop conflict it never occurred to her to do this, it was more important that she "got what she wanted" then live in harmony with others and drastically simplify her life. They are to dysfunctional to make basic simplifications to make there lives easier.

1 + 1 = 2 when its closer to 1 + 1 = infinity so it doesn't account for paradox. What is dog spirituality, thats the questions :D.

Can you give example of people thinking like this?

What i mean by fate is not to assume your rational mind that is doing "logic" has it ALLLLL figured out. Trans-rational needs to account for paradox, that the rational mind cannot linearly think its way to.

I don't think there is a highest point, as its spirituality interpreted from where they are at in there development. At all times, including every absolute Truth and absolute Oneness story that is being interpreted after the experience. I agree its not mappable 1 to 1 with existing models but how else are we to communicate the differences in development? Aren't you also at a development and communicating from that interpretation? Do you feel like your Truth is the truthiest truth? lol

Orange spirituality is so incredibly emotionally immature. Orange doesn't have a high enough vantage point to see how emotions justify the rational thought. Stuck with only the rational tool you drive your mind into a cage of nihilism. Have some faith for once.

Are you experiencing solipsistic depression? Alot of what your saying is a story that is interchangeable with any other story. So what your saying is, it seems like im loving things non-spontaneously, but in reality because there is no free-will it was a scripted event. So that does not change the fact that at any time a scripted non-free will event can happen that makes you love an enemy and that scripted event can happen 10 seconds from now if you "DO IT". The conversation is being derailed because you want to talk about how there is no free will from the absolute perspective. That in practicality useless and not part of this topic. Practically you can "DO" things freely or not and get happiness from it. You CAN change your perspective of anything free will or not. It can happen. Everything is changing constantly all the time scripted or not and so will you change inevitably.

I can sit here and think about anyone in a flattering way and feel positive love emotions. Its not out of my control, roll of the dice pure luck, gambling casino odds. People love things that benefit there ego human survival agenda and hate everything else and it takes a leap in self-development to love beyond ones agenda.

Are you talking about infatuation? Because that's a misconception of love or if we put love on a developmental scale. Infatuation over a first GF madly in love is like stage 3 love? lol The capacity to love beyond your survival agenda is stage 6 love? lol There are stages to this that human progress through.

You put your self in there shoes, understand there entire life and its trajectory from birth till now with out personal bias, understand that a person is the synthesis of many factors most of which not in there control and then empathy is born. Basic self-development concept. I think your confusing the absolute from the relative.

Maturity. That is the prerequisite to start a serious spiritual journey. With out a good foundation of the fundamentals of self-development and self-help your basically going in to a war zone painted bright yellow with a red target on your head. Everyone needs to start with serious self-development and inner growth NOT spirituality and advanced tools like psychedelics.

Is he? Its the most basic spiritual concepts every Turquoise guru talks about. 99% of people need spirituality thought to them from the lens of yellow not turquoise. Most gurus only communicate from turquoise and it goes 100x over peoples heads.

@SQAAD Im sorry to hear that, I know how fustrating that is, ive had the exact same experience except the smoke was directly in my bed room while i was sleeping. I snapped and confonted her for 6 months until the situation was resolved. Maybe tehre are a few ways to salvige that situation. Is it illigal to smoke indoors where you live? If it is then you can call the cops and press charges (money). Can also keep the window open in the bathroom 24/7 to ventilate. Can also get a good HEPA activated charcoal air purified (money).

Are you guys compatible other then the physical attraction issue?

I have that same fear but its getting easier the more i experiment with psychedelics. I think its a matter of consistence practice but as ive not overcome it yet I really have no idea, maybe someone else can give some insights into this.