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A psychiatrist who spent years prescribing drugs, then got sick and then started taking the drugs he prescribed, and it completely shattered everything you knew about the subject and realized he was wrong the whole time. these doctors are all over YouTube

A doctor telling people not to go to doctors. Paradigm: ”mental illness=chemical imbalance in the brain”. This mindset is disastrous in practice. And he explains why the guidelines are corrupt and fail in practice. He explains why doctors only focus on symptoms and avoid the root cause and why taking medication to mask symptoms and not treating the root cause is disastrous. Why there’s a lack of systemic thinking. He explains why the culture in med school makes doctors follow pro drug pharmaceutical guidelines that were pushed by renowned doctors that were the best in their field, and they were given that title because they align with the drug companies.

@Majed the moment 3d printing meat becomes cheaper than growing a full cow. It will replace the world production of meat.

I smoked weed once when I was 21 and permanently stopped sleeping for about 12 years until I figured out what was causing the problem. The problem was I would hallucinate nonstop and have thousands of voices in my head. Severe hallucinations permanently caused by weed. I thought everything was in my head, because what could it possibly be I just damaged my brain basically? but nothing else to do so I began experiment with everything possible and spent thousands of dollars for 12 years. Eventually, I narrowed things down and figured out that laundry detergent was causing me to hallucinate and have voices in my head. The discovery that scent could cause hallucinations is very difficult to figure out because you need to have a paradigm shift. There is no indication whatsoever that scent could ever cause hallucinations not from culture, or science and not from personal experience because you’re constantly exposed to scent nonstop, and the trigger was weed so you’re completely in the dark in terms of rational clues available,. It’s too counterintuitive. When I figure out what the problem was I stopped exposing myself to these things which was very complicated and difficult to do like a bubble boy avoiding air and I started sleeping again. lol I’m still allergic now, every scent causes a different type of hallucination and symptom. The problem is if I tried falling asleep in the presence of these sents, you get put into a hypnosis kind of state were you’re not sleeping, but you’re not awake. It’s like a middle ground and you just lie they’re kind of unconscious. Then you get out of bed 10 hours later destroyed.

I got a new client that wants me to build a sports betting app. I could take 120K salary for the job that would take between 5 months to a year to build or I could get a reduced salary with a 15-10% earnings from bets made on the site. Obviously, this isn’t aligned with anything I would enjoy building or doing lol So I have to decide whether to take the percentage or take the money. The guy says he could get 1000 active users the first month. But he has no marketing strategy after that besides traditional marketing pathways. So this isn’t an influencer who’s gonna like set up 15 social media profiles and start pushing on TikTok. I don’t know if I’m getting screwed with this.

Become a finance advisor on YouTube. It has the highest payout for advertisement revenue, and all you gotta do is pretend you know what you’re talking about on camera and have some video editing skills. And you could probably just get ChatGPT to give you all the finance bullshit wisdom you need. Make sure you sell at least one course and have a good personality

The entire domain of mathematics governing experience that no one bothered discovering. What’s the mathematics of interpretation?

1 + 1= 1 1 distinction + 1 distinction = 1 distinction When you merge 2 distinctions within consciousness you get another distinction. 😅

@zurew I agree that it’s annoying that the word empirical is reinvented lol When mathematicians discover imaginary numbers that are then used to create quantum computers. All of that mathematics was discovered logically not empirically. The issue is all of that discovery did not happen in a vacuum of closed system of axioms independent of mind. it is not independent of mind because It is happening in our mind because it is modelling a mind. Mathematics is modelling the mind and you are discovering yourself. It is the creative unfolding of mind understanding itself. You experience ‘1 + 1 = 2’ in your Mind, not in the world. And that experience is direct, just like seeing red or feeling pain. Making it empirical. If I count 2 oranges on a table or I visualize 2 oranges and count them in my mind, they’re both empirical. Higher forms of mathematics that are not mapped one to one to an external world like much of the mathematics used in quantum mechanics or non-Euclidean geometry, so they must all be verified empirically through your own mind.

A lot of people who have trauma experience hypersexuallizarion. For a 21 year-old to have low libido from stress you need to absolutely be hammering your body, like these are extraordinary conditions. So it seems unlikely. I remember there was another guy on the forum that said he was working night shifts, and that was destroying his libido. So again it’s body related. After all the endless sleep deprivation, I did and destroying my body for 12 years. My libido slowly went down, but then when I started focussing on that to get it back up, it recovered quickly. Maybe she has to masturbate or something to get her brain connected with her body again? Some people never masturbated before and or grow up in a culture of sexual suppression so they have no sexuality or connection to their sexuality. But even then, people universally want love and want relationships, regardless of their level of sexual intelligence. Something she says she doesn’t want. This is super unnatural and reflection of hormonal issues.

It’s truethings like PTSD and high levels of daily stress and unresolved trauma definitely can create chronic stress and affect the libido. So is that what she’s experiencing?

@Sugarcoat you don’t have a healthy body. I’m not talking about this superficially, there’s something wrong and you don’t know what it is and no doctors gonna be able to diagnose you. Your experience is not normal at all and none of it is in your head, you’re not gonna suddenly wake up one day and something clicks, and suddenly your libido comes back, that’s not how this works cause it’s not in your head. this is not in your head. I don’t know how else to explain this. You have to go down the path of extensive self experimentation to figure out what is wrong with your body. You could be allergic to laundry detergent… you could’ve high Mercury levels you could be highly super deficient in iron. You might have zero vitamin D left. Normal doctors cannot fix this. You have to take your health into your own hands and solve it. That means going to people that have a complete understanding of the body and doing a wide range of test. Your body slowly failed in a way you don’t understand yet, and that caused your mind to change and to disconnect. The body came first not the mind. No amount of depression or psychological perspective changing will cause someone’s libido to go to zero, it is a super primitive thing like eating or sleeping, the body simply does it. I’ve seen plenty of people come on this site with this exact issue and you’re not gonna solve it by thinking you’re way out of it. This isn’t about reading a book or one day you’re gonna have this grand epiphany and you’ll snap out of it and be normal again, that’s never gonna happen because it’s not in your head.

What does this mean?

@Sugarcoat you should not feel like this unless there's something wrong biologically, or do you have some nihilistic issues that you feel like everything is meaningless? Loss of libido is not normal at all it's a huge sign of a massive hormonal problem. It doesn't matter how enlightened someone becomes they do not lose interest in porn or sex or anything like that. None of this is "more spiritual" because someone has reached enlightenment. No libido is not "more spiritual". Healthy body equals healthy libido

The logic of an orange arises when the orange is formed. Form and logic are not separated. All form has a logic to it. A triangle has three sides. It doesn’t matter what metaphysics you have or you’re epistemology. is what it is. It’s self evident. In the same way when you look in the mirror, it is self evident that you’re looking at your own reflection. Now it doesn’t mean that you know what is the logical truth. It only means that there is logic arising with everything. We could be completely wrong about the logic of a triangle, but there’s logic, the triangle cannot exist without the logic. That also includes everything illogical. We are not talking about a closed system of axiom.

Have you tried walking on a balance beam for 2 hours once a week? A balance beam forces you to quiet your mind with a game element so it’s retained much stronger. Which interconnects the quitting with your entire body.

@Someone here I get a panic attack from hitting a vape just one time that’s high in nicotine. Your body was being overstimulated by cigarettes and probably causing your panic attacks. you need to get off the medication to test to see if your panic attacks were just caused by cigarette addiction and coffee addiction. I don’t know why you’re consuming so many stimulants and expecting nothing to happen. Our culture is sick and why no one told you how panic attacks work because no one knows that coffee and cigarettes are stimulants I also suspect you did not exercise with poor sleep and probably you had other habits that you haven’t really realized yet that were causing your panic attack. maybe you were taking thyroid medication (notorious for panic attacks) I don’t know what you were doing A panic attack is not all in your head, it’s mostly a body problem while you’re just not taking care of your body and your consuming stimulants causing panic attacks

@Leo Gura this is an infinite game were I must break a infinite number of limits which I set on to myself

You're in luck because biology has already solved this. As you get older you will start to enjoy life less and less because your body just doesn't work the same anymore and you will no longer be high on all the feel-good natural brain chemistry that you currently enjoy and slowly your mind will change and your perspective will change and your experience of life will become duller and duller until you get to the point when you're 70 80 or 90 and you don't really want to live anymore. So there's nothing to worry about. I assume this makes you feel even worse but what I'm explaining is your perspective depends on the health of your body and I'll just naturally changes to something else. Wanting to live or die just depends on whether you feel good or not right now in this moment. If life and everything feels very dull then you'll naturally be okay with dying it's only because life is so vivid because you're young that you want to keep living.

You can only introduce non-duality to people who suffered like crazy and then went into spirituality to try to find some kind of answer. Even hippie types wouldn't be interested in non-duality cuz it Doesn't align with their vibe When someone suffers enough with no way out they are much more open to accepting that reality is a dream lol

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@TheGod the best you could hope for is a woman that listens to what you say and agrees with you for the most part

It’s not absurd at all, and the answer is clear

LmfaOOOOO…. Exactly it takes intelligence to work construction that I just don’t have. 😂 it’s a good thing We have such intelligent people here.

You can't get everything you want in life. The game is deeply rooted in low Consciousness corrupt activities and you have drag your feet through the mud to get through it. Now you can do your best to follow your life purpose in a high conscious way but you still have to deal with the real world, which is dirty, messy and not ideal. What brand are you building? Tiktok and Instagram are built for shorts so you're going to be redirecting them to let's say your course or whatever products you're pushing and you're going to create short form content that showcases what you're all about for those platforms. On YouTube you could create more long-form content.