Joker_Theory

To me hate is a illusion that is only seen as duality like seeing the act in a sort term and not the bigger picture and parts of the long term we don't get to see or experience for others that is. In our case we are to ignorant to see the bigger picture. Is being brutally attacked by demons really so bad when you were a child if you learn how to be so strong and defeat them in the long run and help everyone from demons when your older and you become stronger?? See to become stronger you have to suffer sometimes. Hates is love in the long run so to say

This is just a theory that i want to throw out there and don't say this is true cause i just don't know. I got this from watching Leo's videos and contemplating on it. "Subconscious mind" is the God head/God/self/formless/consciousness/you/me/everyone/everything...and is eternal. also, It's not yet manifested. "Conscious mind" is "subconscious mind" without the God head aspect cause the God head is manifesting the consciousness in form and not eternal. Both are one and not separated but looks that way cause we are not conscious of it on the other side so to speak Something like that.

@Markus cool, thanks

Something happened tonight but it's not really an experience but i got something from this. I take Ritalin for adhd but only use it when i can't focus so i got the idea to drink 2 10mg pills to see if i can meditate and maybe will be able to focus better, which was not the case. After the Ritalin was about to cum down, i was watching something on you tube. The Ritalin help me to focus so strongly that things around me all most completely disappear and it freak me out a bit. Then i thought to myself i need a practice to help me get that type of concentration and focus when i meditate so the things around me really disappear and then go even deeper like in jhanas. Anyone know of such an concentration meditation or concentration method to do what the Ritalin done so i can go deeper in meditation. That could help me gain more experiences. Anyone want to share a concentration method i could use, please help i want to go deep with my meditations and have experiences?? I use to do the candle flame meditation were you look at a candle but that one causes big pressure in my head. any other concentration methods?? thanks

@thesmileyone Maybe focus on your breath.

@Markus I did but not sure i like those. I was hoping someone had some other than those but thanks

Hi there I am new to the site even though i have been listening to Leo for a year or so and only thought of it now to come to the site. Glad i did and hope to have some insights and maybe become enlightened one day. I don't understand the point to become enlightened while living if one day we die and become enlightened anyway if that is the truth, i don't know. I am 40 years old and only started to understand life and reality now. Probably not even 3% of what reality really is but i get the drift. Anyway my question is why live a life like i did that for 40 years. I was totally in the dark and it feels so pointless why i even lived if i am only going to be enlightened if i even will become in like 5-40 years if i get to be 80 years old. What is the point of living a life if MAYBE a person will become awaken or enlightened??

@non_nothing Did not get it the first few time cause first i thought no then yes now maybe but i will meditate on it and will see. Thanks allot!!!

@winterknight Thanks allot!!!

@winterknight When a person dies do the go to these worlds, like spirit worlds or astral worlds? Am i a spiritual being? Does karma really exist? Last one did Jesus exist?

@winterknight Could you please answer 3 more questions. 1. Rebirth you mean in this world? 2.Can we go there to the Astral world? 3. Is there karma for doing bad things or is there karma for rebirth. Thank you, was always looking for a book explaining this game, or dream i keep on hearing. Thanks!!!

@winterknight Hi Wow it's very nice to read your thread and I am very honored to even have the chance to ask you some questions. Have a few questions i hope you would answer. 1. Is this reality a dream, a video game or what would you say if you have to tell someone that is open minded or trying to find out what is really going on? e.g. Is the One dreaming or playing a video game by putting himself in the game and so on...? 2. How does a person who cant shake the ego live in this illusion of a world? I try to think of everything as me, that it's a illusion and so on by does not help... 3. What happens when the 'body' dies in the illusion of a world if you have not become awake or enlightened? 4. Do you become enlightened when you die? 5. Is there an astral world that could be a delusion, like if this world exist as a delusion then why can't the astral world? 6. Is awakening like being God? 7. Do you feel energy? Thanks

Cool, thanks

Yes but the seeker want so desperately to find myself but i did not even know we were playing so that's cheating. Thanks

Yes something like that. Was is a bad space when i wrote it. Also, very important point you make that i forgot about is to be unconditional with myself and just was the opposite like 1 hour ago.

Thanks man. I have been meditating for about 5 years now but i have not stayed with a curtain meditation and moved on as i keep involving. Now i feel like doing a meditation that might get me to realize the truth. So you say zazen right? Thanks

@Nahm Thanks will read and hope it will loosen my mind.

@bejapuskas you right i don't get it but does the ego not exist as a delusion and cause i believe that is what i am? I don't believe i am the ego but the habit is so strong and deep rooted that it blocks me from the truth? So you say the way is though Zen? any books i can read about learning Zen??

I am not sure were to post this so cause it's my thread i hope it's okay. This morning i woke up from a really deep sleep and had vivid weird dreams but could not remember the dreams and the ones i do were just my fears so don't think they mean anything but what my fears mean but when i went to the toilet it felt like i had taken a psychedelic and i did not or even meditate. I did not see anything but i could hear like voices whispering but could not make out what they were saying and then this evil sounding voice said "Jesus." Also, i felt very weird like i was on a psychedelic but the feeling went away after about 5 mins or so. Anyone have these experiences before or know what happened??

I think it's both, you have to expand to become all of it. I get it or maybe not but the ego blocks it

I get you it's just i don't feel it like not there yet. Have to experience it as it

Thanks, Will try

So what you saying is i am or God is the now? Now is the mind of God. That is all i get from what you said atm. Will still meditate on it

Thanks and yes lolll it is, i just thought the game was you get rid of the ego and bamm you win and become God easy lmfao... When you are not present the game is not either. Not sure what you mean by that?

I thought i was a spiritual being with a soul that will reincarnate till i become one with God by letting go of attachment. Now i have no idea. I hear Leo keep saying we are God but i don't understand. I would like to know what i am but not as a label but as a description, if you can? know he says we are God and Consciousness but are we living in a dream really?? Thanks for your time