Hello.
I've been working out a lot for over 5 years.
Then something happened in my life, i stopped and i started eating unhealthy foods and smoking for the past year or so. Am 25 btw.
While i was 90 kg, now am 130kg with lots of fat.
I really feel bad about myself and i compare my body to my old body and this makes me feel even worse cause i know i have to go through that pain all over again.
I don't know where to start and where to find the motivation.
When i start nutrition and i make a small mistake i beat myself so badly and i feel like the game is over and i start all over again getting more discouraged cause i didn't have the discipline to stick to eating healthy.
Any advice is appreciated.
Thanks.