Actualizer777

@UnbornTao But Leo is not any random dude on the internet. People say all sorts of nonsense. But for me Leo was a mentor for so long. Him saying it seems so personal to me. And I don't understand why he would tell me that his perspective does not exist in the same way my perspective exists. Because he is only a figment of my imagination.

@Princess Arabia I meant that it was not a "threat". But if this is the only perspective there is in reality, I don't want to live anymore.

@ivankiss But why does he not say it in a way where I cannot interpret it like this. It seems like he actively wants to communicate the idea of relative solipsism. Otherwise he could say: "Other people have the same illusion of identity and subjectivity as you but all of it is imagined by the real YOU". Instead he says only my perspective exists. Only what is in front of me right now.

@UnbornTao Can you explain in any context why he would be saying things like in this one thread? In his video about infinity of gods everything makes much more sense.

@Princess Arabia I am not "threatening" suicide. It just overwhelms me. Leo was such an important figure in my life. For so long. He is neither stupid nor delusional. When he tells me he does not experience a subjective experience the way I do, I just freak out.

@UnbornTao I cannot ignore it. It eats me up. Maybe it is hard for you to relate but I am paralyzed because of this. Why is he denying his subjective experience telling me that only I have one?

@ivankiss But it's not even that. Leo in some threads claims that he doesn't have his own subjective experience. How does this make sense. Leo says he is an imagination of myself that I use to wake myself up. This sounds to me like Actualizer777 (me) is real and the only perspective there is.

@UnbornTao I know but when Leo claims "You are typing a message to yourself because you are asleep and seeking to awaken." I just want to kill myself. This does not sound like absolute solipsism. This sounds like relative solipsism. Not that I am not real and Leo is not real. It sounds like only I (Actualizer777) am real.

@An young being But it doesn't sound like that. Look at Leo's first response in this post: User asks: So are other people also having an experience of life the way I am? Leo says: No. You imagine that. Your consciousness is absolute. And later on: You are typing a message to yourself because you are asleep and seeking to awaken. As if Leo doesn't have a relative perspective the way I (Actualizer777) have one.

@An young being That is all I want to know right now. Not if in the absolute view they are all one and there is only me. Just from the relative, dream perspective.

@ivankiss But why do so many people here, including Leo, say the opposite. That other perspectives do not exist but mine does. And it is all there is.

@Yimpa I still don't understand. This is so painful. I don't know how long I can take this. Is there any perspective but this limited one right now?

@ivankiss I just want to know that there are other viewpoints than this one right now as well. I am throwing up and crying. I cannot take it.

@UnbornTao You don't understand. I am throwing up because of this. I can't take it. I cannot follow this path like this.

@Someone here How is it not true. The person literally asks if his mom has a similar experience as he has. And Leo says no. This to me does not sound like absolute solipsism but like saying that this one limited character's perspective is all there is.