I was a materialist before. I had experience of ego death by magic mushroom but I couldn't digest it. I had paradoxical idea about god. Some day I believed in god and other day I doubted it until I saw a bald man in youtube. I didn't want to see it. So I didn't see it. But infinite inteligence wanted me to be really enlighted so after a while I see that man again and I decide to see the video. It was one of leo's psychedelic trip report of 5 meo dmt. He said what happened to me in that video. How shocking is encountering with god. I was crying too. After that I saw many of leo's videos and specially the video "What Is Intelligence_ - Infinite Intelligence Expl...". After a while I digestet the idea of absolute infinity and I realized that in infinite world there must exist infinity. So you must have infinite inteligence, infinite power, infinite conciousness and many infinite properties that we even don't know them.
he showed the road to me.
Thank you leo.