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Stop avoiding silence.

@Dand haha yes I'll be very careful with this stuff, small doses first. From the trip reports I've read, it really varies what to expect, some have total non-dual god awakening while others become a fence or an orange glass. I'm currently working on purifying my soul now with other psychedelics and practices. I will sure as fuck not take Salvia lightly. It doesn't sound like something to mess with at all.

It has been on many breaks and currently is. It also underwent a transformation a couple of weeks ago. A lot of which you are asking has already taken place. The more radical it gets, the better it becomes. This is a place to get to the bottom of reality, not to please people's egos.

@Dand Thanks, ultimately I'm shooting for a breakthrough dose.

@SBB4746 Awesome! Good luck my friend.

@electroBeam I'm about to do a 60x this summer, and not gonna lie, I'm a little more nervous after Leo's comment. ?

You are a newbie, these are literally newbie numbers. Be fucking careful, in my opinion, these are not nearly enough trips to start messing with 5-MeO. It could turn you off psychedelics for life if you're not ready for the mindfuckery it offers. But if you're gonna do it, start very slowly.

Living as a superconductor! That's one of "my" goals in this work. Awesome and inspiring post, thanks!

@Leo Gura When will we get a couch report?

@Mafortu Nothing in existence is random.

@Husseinisdoingfine Depends on what he wants.

@Barna Distraction of course, what else. If people are on this forum expecting to find answers to some silly questions, think again.

To awaken means you realize there never was a before, you realize it was all imaginary. You assume that from experience or just guessing? Yes killing yourself IS the only answer, and I don't mean physical death, I mean full ego death which is exactly the same as physical death. Only then do you find out there never was a death, there never was life. It was all imaginary. All these questions you pose are the result of an ego clinging to be a little "I". One can not think their way to non-duality, only direct experience.

@Artaemis I'm not laughing at you, I value your opinion. Yes, Hitler acted out of love and fear but that does not make him a half-angel. It makes him a scared devil.

How does he influence modern society other than footsteps not to follow in? Also, he was unique to people at that time and stage of development. Didn't even notice that. What the hell is untruth?

Nice! That's where wisdom spawns.

No, It is both. It can not be all external without internal, because what is external if there is no such thing as internal to compare it to. Absolutely speaking, it is all one and all barriers of internal/external fly out the window. Then it's not an ego death, that's a realization of the false self. Full ego death means you won't know you ever were a human at all. Of course, that's the game of survival.

Nope, he was a stage red/blue devil. The only reason he had followers was because, most of society was also stage red/blue, so it resonated with them. And oh, also they'd be killed for not following him.

There is nothing to do. Do you get this? There is absolutely nothing to do. It's all distractions. Everybody is running around like there is something to do. If I could snap my finger to awaken the whole population, people would run around throwing feces at each other, screaming what the fuck are we and have we been doing. Existence is pure mess, consciousness so entangled with itself, forgotten thein original roots, forgotten that there is only god consciousness driven by love, forgotten that YOU! the creator imagined all of this. None of this ever happened. It was just a dream, a vivid one. The only thing to do is awaken and maximize love, since that's all reality is - LOVE. But not even that is necessary because reality is already love. But if you want to have anything to do, might as well maximize your creation with more Love. Hope this didn't depress you if anyone reads this. After all, I just wrote this to entertain myself through other avatars.

Spot on, well it's not like I find it easy by any means. Since I'm already in there for 5 minutes, why not stay a little longer. 5.67

@Dand You're welcome kind sir. ?

@remember Lol funny you say that cuz that's what I tell to everyone else. Showers go so cold here in Iceland during winter months it's physically impossible to stand under them in the coldest setting. And I've done Icebaths multiple times, I'd say it feels about three times as cold as an Icebath. So, no it's not that. I just really like standing there imagining myself turning into a popsicle. ?

Am I the only one that stands in the cold for like 15 minutes? Maybe it's not the healthiest but I always feel supercharged after.

Edibles: I've been having tons of insights into the various facets of reality. The last two nights have been incredibly heavy and deep, so I'm still a little off focus wise. I'll be tripping again tonight for the third time. After that trip, I'll wait a week or so for the Edible+Mushroom trip. I noticed that edibles are an incredible tool for body-mind connection. I'm getting a lot of body healing from these trips, my lower back has been auto-aligning and fixing itself during these trips. During the trip last night, I almost completely died, I'll see if I touch upon that topic again tonight. I'm about to start my 3rd trip in just a few minutes. These are some of the realizations I've had: I am god! I am love! There is no death! I am everything! I speak to you through the relative! There is no self! It's all one!

@Leo Gura Would you see yourself as clear-light or "supermind", or even beyond that in integral theory?