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@FlowerNote You could become the greatest historian the world's ever seen if you take the illusion of past into account. Do not let that stop you, but once you realize this you might have a change in interest and that's totally fine and good. That's life...to choose one path and end up on another. Just know you are in the same now as you read this comment, as Hitler was killed, as MLK spoke his speech, as Genghis Kahn went around like a barbarian killing and raping. Then you realize you were the rapist, you were Hitler, you assassinated Hitler, you became a historian who knew of Hitler who thought he was actually other than Hitler. You realize you imagined all this story up and it was just a dream of god's infinite will and love. None of this actually ever happened. It was a dream. It can become quite messy as you see but do not let that stop you. If your heart lies in being a historian, follow it.

@Inliytened1 And that it's exactly this way, for the maximization of love. Tears will start flowing quickly.

@Visionary Science gives us humans amazing benefits for sure, but it comes with a big prize. Once scientists realize oneness and feel compassion with other beings, and that materialism is nonsense, only then will we progress to amazing things for all creatures of life. I wasn't trying to dismiss science's amazing achievements either. But in the end, its all imaginary and anything that will happen will be out of god's selflessness and love for his creation.

You are avoiding the absolute because you are afraid. There never was a you, there never was a society, it was all a big story. I literally became god two nights ago, but there was no "I" to be god in that moment, there was only consciousness aware of itself. But I doubt you'll believe that. It's all in my journal on this forum, you're welcome to take a look. I was enlightened that night, but I'm not pretending I am enlightened now. You have a bias towards science it seems. Science literally created all the things that are destroying the world now, it's a fact. Science made cars, ships, and planes.

Science made billions of cars, ships, and planes, machines that chop down forests, greed and killing of animals. This is all from science. Yes absolutely, it takes God's infinite will and intelligence for any duality to exist or to be imagined to exist. Social is nothing but you lost in your insanity imagining "others". It's all YOU. You've just completely gone insane and forgotten there is only one thing which exists, and it's god. Survival is love of surviving, to not die, but that is that which keeps you in this illusion. You have to die to awaken. And I indeed am just talking to myself right now.

@DivineSoda he's an interesting character for sure. If you can put your bias aside and ignore is delusions. Then you can see his inner child, and his curiosity. It's a shame his ego will prevent him from realizing the truth, I feel quite sad for him, as I was in his place years ago. And I'd have done anything to be led to this path.

Wrong, the way people act in the world is all because of fear of death, fear of knowing themselves, they will do anything to distract themselves from turning inwards. Sure they may love little parts of which their ego allows them to love, but it's shallow love and minuscule compared to infinite love. Survival is a tricky business. You're thinking relatively here. Relative thinking again. Our environment is getting destroyed because of how far science got us. We went further than we could handle. But it's all total love anyways. If the earth and humanity gets wiped out, that's nothing to god. It so little that you can't even comprehend it. And it would be done out of total love and selflessness.

It's surface-level thinking to think science will solve any of the world's problems, if anything it will create more as it already has. Attack the problem at the core, which would be to spread love and awaken people.

I never said science is not love, I never said love is a feeling. More love = less selfishness = more selflessness = better society

hehehe, nothing of that sort will help society. It needs more love, nothing else. What Leo has provided through his videos has already had a profound impact on society.

@DivineSoda Me and my friend call him "Silly Tom" because of how every one of his trips turns into a bad trip.

To put it even simpler. Total Selflessness.

Everything is absolutely perfect! Selflessness so deep it maximizes love to be exactly how it is at any point. I am perfect. My creation is perfect. It couldn't be any other way. I was all alone, all along. ?

Osho

I was a huge Neil fan for many years, but he is a devil in the end and not conscious. I'd say stay away. Your time is better spent watching Leo's videos or contemplating on your own.

You should love every nook and cranny of reality, but ego gets in the way of you realizing that everything is love, it loves to choose one thing over another. So there is no way to befriend it. Ego is that which clings onto thoughts, concepts, and beliefs, which all goes directly against this work. But there is no need to hate it.

Nothing better than having a physical copy to get away from this nonstop technology. It's a break from the world to read a paperback, and they will last your whole life and maybe beyond.

Awesome

@Raptorsin7 Yes, very much so. Each trip seems to get way deeper than the previous one, and I'm much more aware throughout the day. But if I'm not staying conscious constantly from day to day it can fade back to normal pretty swiftly until I trip again, it instantly puts me in an enlightened state. @Leo Gura Thanks, I've been working on staying more present. Watching and reading Osho really helps, he's such an embodiment of this work, so it inspires me to be present, calm, and conscious. I'm becoming more and more conscious of reality being like it is right now for the maximization of love and that it's all imagined by consciousness shaped by gods infinite will, and it could only be this way due to its selflessness. But this is only the beginning I guess. Mdma tomorrow, and another LSD trip next week, let's see where this goes.

When one has experiences of let's say consciousness. One becomes aware of what it is clearly, but time passes and that realization fades and becomes less and less clear as ego creeps back in slowly. But yet, the understanding of what it is remains. Can I assume I know what it is if I am not directly conscious of it in the moment, or should I remain open and question it nonetheless. When I say understanding, I mean completely clear understanding. Is not-knowingness the key whether you understand it or not?

So I need to question things I've realized and understood from time to time, again and again. Two nights ago I realized total self-love on an LSD trip, and when I recall to that moment now, it's like the understanding is imprinted into my being. I'm moved to tears when thinking about it. Will I still have to realize this over and over again, or will it become clear when I return to higher states of consciousness effortlessly?

Most utterly jaw-dropping realization one can have, is total selflessness. Love so deep that you can never die. NEVER EVER cease to exist! YOU will live on forever, guarded by an infinite security blanket, ready to catch you whenever you wish! That "You" encompasses every part of reality as consciousness aware of itself. It's the only way reality could be, if God would lack selflessness, he wouldn't be total, reality would only be yin, no yang. This brings me to utter tears when reflecting back on this. My soul aches to know Itself as god. My being feels it.

@zeroISinfinity I appreciate you reading over my journey here. Thank you!

All pretending vanishes. Truth became. Selfless infinite will. Open heart and soul. TOTAL selflessness. (really get that!) Infinite LOVE. No resistance to existence. No-one to resist, nothing to give up. Death is fiction. I live for eternity and was always...GOD.