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This is because you don't love yourself. Stop chasing girls, and reconnect with you, not seeking to love others so then you can finally love yourself. It doesn't work like that.

@LfcCharlie4 One Meal A Day No, or low carbs Bunch of protein, and a bunch of healthy fats Try and stay about 300-500+ calorie surplus And heavy weights, or bodyweight exercises And bam, you're ripped af. I've been doing only bodyweight exercises for about 1-2 months now. I'll start weight-lifting in May to get into athlete style shape.

@Nak Khid You.

Because he's stating it like it's fact, instead of asking and questioning with an open mind.

@Meta-Man Absolutely true.

@Meta-Man I'm not talking about meeting some machine elves or anything like that. More so, becoming conscious of how you are imagining all the components inside your computer, or how when you move your finger, there are trillions of variables in play, and that god imagines this all so perfectly. I find the deeper I go with LSD the deeper I understand how reality functions, and I absolutely love exploring it. But I also realize there is an end to psychedelics, I can feel I'll probably give them up someday. Since it's the sober state that realizes the absolute truth and becomes implements it to your being.

Minimalist to his extent is just ego.

@LfcCharlie4 Also watched this when it came out, I'm quitting caffeine today, at least to reset the tolerance levels. Then I can use it more wisely again, or not at all.

@LfcCharlie4 Yeah If you're sitting literally all day that would be smart. I personally do about 10 pull-ups every hour or two to keep the blood flowing.

@LfcCharlie4 @Meta-Man I agree with you guys. Once you get the absolute, you get it. There is nothing more to get than the absolute, because well it's the absolute. But...hehehe, do you not have any interest in how relativity works? You live inside, you are, the most beautiful piece of art there ever could be, which is the relative, which takes part in the absolute as infinity. Why not explore how duality works, even after realizing the true self. What difference does it make whether you realize the self and go start a family or a business, or you go exploring the most perfect creation ever? We are doing the same thing either way, one just includes psychedelic exploration, the other includes going to art museums, going to a sports game, etc, you are always exploring the relative either way.

@LfcCharlie4 I woke up to this show on loud volume two days ago, after a challenging trip. And man the insanity of drama there was to be heard, honestly felt like I had woken up on some alien planet that was just pure stage orange, and then I realized...I DID.

@LfcCharlie4 Same here. It's really been a test of ego resistance when I notice it on tv. But I try to love their ignorance and deludedness. And poor god has to take part in being them. ?

@Meta-Man Yes I fully agree. I guess I'm just trying to say "I'm" interested in how reality functions and how god's creation works. How duality works as it does.

@Meta-Man Because he doesn't know if he's fully there unless he tries it. I agree he doesn't have any reason to do so, he's "made it", but you'll never know what you might have missed about reality since it's infinite. I get the sense that these enlightened masters don't actually know the mechanics of god, not that it matters in enlightenment work, but there's a lot to explore, about how reality functions.

The problem I have with that is the "I tried it once and it was cool" mentality. Psychedelics have to be worked with, not tried like candy. When Eckhart tries 50+ breakthrough doses of any psychedelic, and comes and says the same thing, I'll listen.

oooo you will love this one "Love Island" This really puts you through stage orange drama torture.

Working out is extremely important, most problems can stem from that reason only. I think one hour is well enough for the day unless you literally lie in bed all day. Also stretching and breathwork can be very important. Do you meditate before bed? I find when I meditate for 40-60 minutes before going to sleep, I sleep way better and I get more intense and vivid dreams.

Do you exercise?

@LfcCharlie4 I use organic Icelandic ones. Most of peanut butter is vegan I think. They're super high in healthy fats, protein, potassium, and fiber. I could not live without it. Maybe you react badly to it tho, I always feel great after it personally.

Bad habit? If you get the right ones, they're extremely healthy.

You'll forget about this idea of having to become a millionaire if you really love writing. And you can definitely become a millionaire by writing, you can't set the bar this low for excellence. You could become as talented and wealthy as Stephen King if you love it enough. I'm not saying you have to aim that high, but if the skies the limit, and you really shoot for it, even if you fail, you'll only be worth 10 million instead of 500. Here is a great example of mastery. Give it a listen, I'd bet this will motivate you.

Last night I became conscious of the mechanics of god. I really went into the engine of how reality is run, and I'm utterly amazed by how intelligent this creation is. It's so unbelievable its the most beautiful creation there could ever be. I'm just utterly speechless and floored. I was also put through god's tough love. God is not just rainbows and sunshine for the ego, I was shown the most utterly terrifying collective suffering as a test to see If I could love it. It was uncomfortable, but I did not resist it. It was terrifying and beautiful at the same time. The most amazing thing about it was how selfless god is, the ego, which is writing this can not understand god's selflessness. Words don't do it justice, thought does not do it justice, not even close. I'm thankful for psychedelics beyond belief, but I'm also aware that it may become too much of a crutch. Maybe one day I'll decide to take a long rest, but I am not going to decide on any desires or thoughts. All of this "I'm going to do this", "I'm going to do that" is nothing but what the ego desires and wants. I'm going to start to try and live more spontaneously and just see what the moment brings. I'm done living life, it's time for life to live itself!

@trenton This is the wrong way to go about it, and it's kind of just wishful thinking. Nobody becomes a millionaire by wanting to become a millionaire. Those that are millionaires have a purpose, a will to create something they love, and before you know it all of a sudden you're a millionaire and you don't even care anymore because you love your job so much. You need to find a passion first. And believe me, you have to really search for what you want, it's not easy by any means. Psychedelics will show you the magnitude of god's love and imagination, after seeing that, you'll believe you can achieve anything since the highest human achievement are like a speck of dust to god. If you can't get hold of psychedelics you need to contemplate more. This life is a dream, and you can take control and create whatever you want. If you were dreaming one night and realized it, would you continue going to work and live a normal life? Fuck no! You would do whatever you'd want. Love is the answer to everything. Everything you've ever seen was made out of love, when you realize this you'll realize the creative power that comes from loving your work.

Thank you for reality! Thank you for being selfless! Thank you for only goodness!

After the MDMA experience last week, I've done a lot of work, contemplation, meditation, self-inquiry, etc. But the trip itself was not as powerful as a classical psychedelic. I took about 220mg, which is a lot for a first time. But it was insightful in many ways. It was more like being drunk on love, rather than the amazing infinite love I've felt on LSD and mushrooms. Now it's been two weeks since my last LSD trip and the tolerance has worn off. It's time to go back in there tonight, I've got some potent tabs so this one will be deep. These trips last couple of months have been really nice and smooth, some definitely rough, but overall great improvements happening fast. The ego is lessening by a lot every trip. The more tripping I do, the more humble I become I've felt, even though I felt I was humble before. I don't have an urge to be this "know-it-all" on the forum that tries to solve everyone's problems, even though I may know the answer, there is no urge now to respond. unless I feel I can really pitch in for fun. The more trips I've gone through the more I see how not knowing is the ego's worst enemy, It sure would love to have all the answers loaded up and ready to fire. Even after trips where I feel I've just gotten it all, when I come back I feel that the state of not knowing is the best state for staying permanently aware throughout the day. The last trips have been really focused on truth, and authenticity, and some on god's infinite Imagination, love, and selflessness. We'll see what comes up tonight, I've got no clue. Today I went with my family on a road trip to a beach near a small town. It was like a full-fledged summer which is unusual at this time of year here in Iceland. I managed to stay completely aware and meditated almost throughout the entire day, which was awesome. The sound of the oceans was so relaxing and the energy from the sun felt like it supercharged me since I've not felt the sun's beams for a long time.