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That's a disadvantage in my book. More time equals more realizations and more integration for me.

@Zigzag Idiot Have you tried to smoke it? I wouldn't completely put n,n off until you reach a full breakthrough dose, so you know its full capabilities. As Leo has stated, he'll only be working with n,n DMT from now on. So there must be something to it if you learn to work with it. I'll be trying my first hit soon, very excited to do so.

Don't get your hopes up. My friend described it as dirty caffeine high.

@Lyubov @cetus It was certainly unnecessary to taze him. But he resisted arrest and told the cop "fuck you, die" and runs off to what looks to be a university campus after resisting arrest. The cop probably has dealt with situations like this with meth or crack users who don't take kindly to being arrested. Don't underestimate the uncertainty that cops face in these situations. For us it's all laid out, we know he's on LSD, we know LSD is not a dangerous drug, and we get to make a judgement after the whole situation has gone down. The cop is in the moment and has to do what he thinks is necessary to ensure safety to bystanders.

Maybe try and drop all these expectations or as if there is something to be gained from meditation; let all that come as a side-effect. If you're really looking to feel during meditation, try listening to Shpongle while meditating, or an ambient mix. I like to mix music-based meditation with silent ones every once in a while.

Wow, guess that's just how life goes, and god has to live through it all. In the end, each life is a miraculous blessing no matter how it ends.

@cetus But the barking dog certainly didn't help.

@SQAAD Ego backlash will always happen, no reason to fear that. Just take time to integrate your experience and continue to grow. God is in no hurry to realize itself.

This was actually handled very well and they were quite kind to him after cuffing him. For all they know, he could've been on meth and ready to attack, as he did first.

No, because there is no end destination you're trying to reach. It's the same with spiral dynamics, it can be helpful to know your color so you can work out your problems and shadows in a systematic manner. That doesn't mean it's useless to identify that you're at stage blue just because in 2 years you might be at orange; so its to help you evolve. But I definitely see what you're saying. Most of the youtube videos I've seen are worshiping this as if it's concrete written in the stars. The mainstream will always find ways to change it into something which suits their agenda. And I also find this MBTI to be way too simplistic and linear as I said. If you're at stage yellow or above it's really hard to answer the questions the test gives you as it's to right or left.

@IJB063 Yes I agree, some can not be stamped as one type. But there is a reason this test is so popular. People really resonate with it. It doesn't mean you're stuck with the same one forever, of course it changes over time, as do people.

@integral The best test would be to look over all the types, and identify which one you resonate most with...if you're honest. Many of the questions from the test were way to black, white, and linear to get any real result from it. But you know what you are like, and most likely can find your type unless your ego tries to take control.

Be careful not to idolize him. He's just a human being like you. There is no goat in consciousness work because it's internal and can't be measured.

My friend is exactly the same, navigating it in the lower doses seems to be really healing for him. I found the edibles likely to have played a large part in how well I was able to navigate it since I had been doing them a lot and was very familiar around them. I'm interested to see how my next ketamine trip goes, but I'd probably also take an edible again. I've had really good luck blending substances such as Ket and Mdma with edibles. But still, nothing beats a clean trip of Mushrooms or LSD. That sounds very interesting, enough time for integration such as with LSD; that's what I love most about it. Amen! Same for me.

Sit in silence

@Leo Gura Leo, do you think Salvia can be used for healing? My friend has been having some difficulty in his tripping. He has some deep-rooted fear of suffering and some kind of knot around his heart chakra. So do you think Salvia or n,n DMT could aid faster healing then maybe Mushrooms or LSD?

I ended up eating a potent edible alongside the 118mg of ketamine last night. And man was that a trip! I pretty much tripped on edibles every day last week and achieved some sort of control during my trips, so I can easily sail and navigate deep waters now (not escaping fears ofc). It's safe to say I went deep into the K-hole and enjoyed it immensely. I learned a lot, but I find it more difficult to integrate trips from substances such as Edibles, Ket, MDMA, etc. Nothing comes close to LSD in that regard for me personally. I really can't describe much of the trip so I won't try. however, I'm fascinated by this ability I was able to achieve on the trip, in which I was capable of taking control over every moment. As soon as some sort of resistance arose, I could somehow shape myself to just totally love it for what it is. It was truly beautiful and something I need to learn to use in everyday life. Me and my friend are aiming to try Salvia and DMT this summer which I think I'm getting more ready for every day. I've really felt the need to go deeper after experimenting with LSD to extreme depths this year. My mind has not been focused on enlightenment lately since I just want to learn to live happily and focus on enjoying life, but not putting consciousness work to the side, that will always follow. I want to learn to love more and express my love to the world through my creativity or service.

I see it as consciousness that is self-aware.

@Zigzag Idiot Thank you my friend, will do. I've just taken 118mg of ketamine as an experiment in consciousness, let's see where this goes.

I've decided to eat 2 potent edible chocolates that my friend who has an allergy to edibles, kindly gave to me. I'm in for a deep trip!

Tell me about it, god's a twisted fucker. ?? Yeah, we're literally working to kill ourselves. Sounds insane, but it's way more insane to accept this illusion as if it were real.

@modmyth I find the word "imagination" to capture reality, possibly better than any other word. These are the definitions from the Cambridge dictionary. Imagination: Something that you think exists or is true, although, in fact, it is not real or true. The ability to form mental pictures of people or things, or to have new ideas. Imaginary: Something that is imaginary is created by and exists only in the mind. Existing only in the mind; not real. But of course, these come from the perspective of a materialistic universe or a human brain/mind. But it applies perfectly to god's infinite mind as well. So we can say, consciousness is the substance of which is imagined into shapes or a finite form to create an illusion of reality.

And they yield the most love and integration too I find.