fridjonk

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  1. The countries that make up the European Union could be looked at like U.S. states, even though it's not a country, they're still a "union". Not really fair to compare a country of 300 million to a country of let's say 30 million if you don't like to use the per capita measurement.
  2. Yeah, Europe is far from perfect. But by the looks of it, it's still the most developed political power in the world.
  3. "We form our bridges from the walls of the past." Both Europe and America are great, but Europe is the most developed on a spiral scale. And what you said about nothing getting done is really just a belief. Lots of stuff is happening here very quickly, to unite countries.
  4. There is some tiny amount, similar to green tea. I find the theobromine to nullify the caffeine similar to how l-tyrosine makes caffeine jitters go away. It's nowhere close to the amount found in coffee.
  5. The best way to make them more effective is to test more creatives, test as many as possible. Creatives are the true goldmine - if you're targeting the right crowd of course.
  6. @PurpleTree @Origins @AlphaAbundance Are you guys competing for a Harvard scholarship with these long ass elaborate replies? ?
  7. Thank god I have a clue.
  8. hell yes! I recently watched the Live awakening one (the newer one). I think it's his best and deepest video to date.
  9. Take 6 deep breaths. This is not deadly or even dangerous at all for your age. A family member of mine had it and it's not as bad as it sounds.
  10. Just came from a mountain hike with my friend and his dog. Was quite a challenge, we did one 300-meter mountain then ran about 5 kilometers to another mountain and climbed that one too, which was about 300 meters as well, then we ran back and sprinted the last 5 minutes. It was pretty challenging but I still had a bunch of gas in the tank. Show just how much progress I've made in the last 2 months. It really does not take that long of a time to get into the shape of your life. The weather was absolutely perfect, clear skies, just below freezing, and completely still winds. Made the running very "fresh". My leg was fine which was a nice surprise. I was wearing my daily walking shoes (Adidas Ultra Boost's Uncaged), which maybe indicates that my running shoes may be the problem. It could be that they don't fit my feet. I'll maybe try running more in those Adidas shoes on my next runs.
  11. Learned a lot from this trip. I feel like I get more and more what this is all about the more I dive into my mind and soul. It's all about dissolving your fears away. We're all so afraid, always hiding something from someone, we don't act out of pureness of truth most of the time. We slice and dice reality, take sides, debate on one thing or another, this and that. When in fact, it's only this and this. I can not realize myself as god if I'm afraid, If I'm hiding, because how can god hide something from himself, how can god be scared, when he's the one scaring himself. This ego is so tangled up with fear that It has lost sight of love, of what it means to live a pure life. Purify your soul, your heart, love with no limits. This partiality of love, I love this, I don't love that, I want this, I don't want that, I'm digging myself a deeper grave into my ego-mind with this attitude. Overcoming all our fears will leave no stone left unturned. No more hiding from myself, no more scaring myself. I have to choose exactly what I want and be precise about what I want. I act like I seek truth yet bury myself in entertainment to keep myself ignorant, hiding from my feelings, from what I truly am, that which has no self, no fears, and loves unlimitedly. After this trip, I've been contemplating more on trying the 60x salvia batch I've got. I've not touched it since the last time I tried to smoke it, but it didn't work because I didn't use a torch lighter. I can't think of a better way to confront my fears than with a salvia trip.
  12. If you have a loved one, you've got chips in the game. You'd always be biased towards their survival. So I'd say yes, an awakened person would absolutely grief a loved one. You'd have to be so awake to not grief that there would be no point in loving that person more than another, but then again, you'd also be so conscious that you wouldn't even be in a human state anymore. Edit: Why in the world do I comment about things I've got no clue about...ego alert.
  13. @Akemrelax You just need to start doing some basic leg strengthening exercises. Start by doing squats, lunges, and hip thrusters every day or every other day depending on how good of a shape you're in (with 1-2 rest days). You'll build a good amount of strength within 2-4 weeks in your legs - And remember to stretch.
  14. Tried it with honey, himalayan salt, almond milk, and tiny vanilla powder. 10/10 I'll try more of the recipes posted in this thread soon.
  15. I just try and face my fears head-on. Silence is good for that, I find music to be a form of escape often. But of course, you can enjoy that as well during some periods of the trip. You should set your intentions based on your developmental level. Only you'll know what intentions you need to set, sometimes I like setting them, other times I just let the trip decide.
  16. Dive straight into your fears, It will feel liberating afterwards. The only thing keeping you away from realizing yourself as god is fear, once fear is out of the way, only love will be left.
  17. Well, the time has come. I'll be eating the mushrooms in about one hour. These are "psilocybe semilanceata" also know as liberty caps. I'll be consuming 2g which should equal about 3g in the normal cubensis strain. Just took my second cold shower today right now just because it really wakes you up and gets you out of the comfort zone. Nothing much else to say other than - May love guide the way.
  18. @Average Investor Absolutely, it's very important to give enough time for integration of each trip. Usually, there's many months of work-material to go through. It's been about 6 months since I last tripped, but at that time I was doing back-to-back trips which can be really valuable as well (with about 2 week time period). But you don't manage to take every lesson learned back, yet you learn all about the mechanics of how god and reality works, yet you can overshoot so far above the personal development aspect that way that it's not as much about building a "healthy ego" in a way. There are so many ways to trip really. But for now, I'm taking it slowly.
  19. I'm finally in my reading groove after procrastinating on it for many months. I had a trip that really made me lose all interest in reading because it's so minuscule and silly compared to the truth you realize on a trip. And I'm heading for a trip tonight, please lord let me not lose interest in it just when I finally managed to start. ? It's a really good meditation to read. I feel a lot of ego resistance when I'm starting out, the ego just wants stimulation, and no stimulation is to be found on a paper page. Meditation was definitely crucial for me to be able to start reading daily again.
  20. Don't overcomplicate it. Remember to let go if any resistance arises. Try and stare at your hand for some time, contemplate how it moves, who/what moves it, what is it made out of? If you want to go as deep as possible with 200ug. You have to contemplate your way to deeper and deeper places. Let your mind gain traction on questions such as what is reality, what is god, etc. There are few things better than pure silence on LSD.
  21. Honey seems to be the trend with it here. Will try some honey with mine tomorrow.
  22. Really been thinking about what I want out of this upcoming mushroom trip. I've contemplated and meditated a lot on it the last couple of days, without trying to bullshit myself. What do I really want to get out of it? And what I'm most interested in at the moment is just to figure out how god works. This has been the main theme of most of my trips, how does god construct this reality, how am I doing so right now. I've gotten many great insights from that on various other trips yet it seems to slip away fast if you don't continue to do this work afterward. I'm also still trying to figure out my life purpose currently. That might be a theme that will show up. I've gone into trips without any intention and others with. It seems to be hit or miss which one I like more. I guess each trip comes with its own lesson at the current development I'm at. I'd love to have some general pathway for this trip to head towards and that will likely be just exploring god more, delving into consciousness. Yet mushrooms often want to lead the way so maybe I won't have any say in the matter.
  23. A little update: Went for a run on Saturday with a friend of mine. Was a pretty long run and felt good almost the entire time. I did stop a couple of times to massage my calf but all in all, it felt great. That's until I stopped. After I got inside this stabbing foot pain occurred and my foot basically swole up in less than 2 minutes. Could barely walk the next day. So my running has been on hold ever since that happened. I've been actively stretching each day and of course doing my flow workouts with a weighted backpack. Safe to say I'm in tip-top shape even though I'm missing the runs, those are kinda extra. It's the flow workout that's really difficult. Just finished a great flow workout just now and a cold shower. This cold shower felt oddly satisfying, the shock of it felt so pleasing like it was washing off some toxins from my mind. Been contemplating a lot for this upcoming mushroom trip I'm about to head into. So I've not been very mindful of this strongminded discipline because I know that falls apart as soon as I go in there. I've been living more spontaneously lately yet with a disciplined mind at the same time. After this mushroom trip, I'll go back to 5 AM running if my foot allows me to.