fridjonk

Seems to me like you've hit the ceiling of orange and are kicking and screaming because it didn't fulfill you as you'd have expected. Let go of all resistance and attachment, open up to stage green, yet keep all the positives of orange, they're very valuable especially at green.

After my latest trip I kind of fell out of my structural reading habits, and realized in the meanwhile it's kind of beneficial in a way. I read when I feel like reading and most often when that feeling occurs, I tend to feel like I've contemplated and integrated what I read. so I'm not forcing an overload of information into my mind. I find contemplating the information one reads to be just as if not more important than the information itself.

Use it to contemplate, it will get you far in life in every aspect.

nah

LSD can certainly take you as deep as DMT. It's just harder for normies to do so.

I REALLY do believe I want to, but I can see how I'd be fooling myself. I'm really curious about knowing the ultimate truth of it all. Your talk of those infinite dimensions of awakening really peaked my interest I'll tell you that much.

how certain are you that it would've been a total samadhi? Is there no way you would've been back once the substance ran off? Totally and utterly reborn.

Will you do it again? LOL Maybe a 15 day one, or have you seen all you need to see? Are you not interested in exploring the infinite dimensions of awakening you mentioned at the end of the outrageous experiments?

Thorium nuclear energy is clearly the way to go, India will be going 30% Thorium before 2050. And let's hope more will fallow. Let's end this scarcity on nuclear energy.

I'm thankful to witness @Shin 's opportunity of thankfulness towards @JosephKnecht thankfulness about being thankful. wat?

Yeah, but that's the problem of telling this to people who've not gotten it. That may be the truth in the direct experience of the one who has awakened, but saying it to a none awakened person is dismissing the process which led you to your awakening in the first place.

I've felt this to a certain extent myself. It can be tough to "do the work" with great vigour when you experience pure god consciousness states with the assistance of psychedelics. Yet the imprinted understanding that one gets from these experiences feels so valuable on the path to awakening that it's hard to deny the impact they can have, and to dismiss them as most teachers in this work do is a great tragedy. That's correct, but he still has his close-minded stance on their purpose for awakening.

It's needed relative to you wanting to awaken. It's not needed if you don't mind living in the illusion.

@Forestluv Amazing post, my friend! Thanks.

Could he be in this weird stage because of low spiritual intelligence, as Wilber speaks about in (Religion of tomorrow)?

A change in consciousness is needed if you ever wish to realize what it is that's arising right now. Even though it doesn't change the objective nature of what is being observed, yet it lifts the veil of ignorance and leads to truth and love, which are identical. Infinite love is the highest awakening and the purest unfiltered truth.

Exactly. I don't get how he doesn't see this. Is it his self-bias towards psychedelics that's leading him to cover it up with this silly notion?

This is only the midpoint of a total awakening, a crucial and necessary realization to have. Love is absolutely the final full awakening. There are many stages that one must pass through to realize that, some eventually get there, others get stuck in the emptiness zen space. "When love reaches its peak the lover disappears" - Osho

He ain't really wrong on that there's not a lot of evidence that psychedelics alone can push you towards permanent enlightenment. Yet he always dismisses them because of how "truth can't be realized through states of altered consciousness" which is utter nonsense. It's like saying you don't know what sex is like because you're not doing it right now, despite having done it before.

I'll bite the bullet and be the one to say it. Love.

I did feel like after his explanation of god video that he was getting it. Now after this actualized one, I think he's gotten some glimpses, but parrots a lot of stuff and has some mental instability. Just my 2 cents. This talk of bringing heaven to earth, when...it's already here. Also, I'd suspect he's still looking through a shadowy orange worldview lens without having properly integrated green, yellow, or turquoise. Realizing such states of consciousness without evolving and integrating your world-view can be very problematic.

lol

Stay safe!

Could depend on so many factors there really isn't an answer to it. Maybe they say 5 hours is healthy so you keep buying their energy inducing products because you're always tired. I feel about 40-60% better after 7-8 hours sleep than a 5 hour one.