@Carlos
RSD can be some toxic content to watch. I studied with them for a long time and whilst I did talk with girls and had success, I always felt never good enough with who i am. So if youre watching their content along with Hulse, it doesnt surprise me you feel inferior.
I would advise to drop the comparison game. Buddhism psychology will explain to you that the way youre thinking about all of these things is how the human mind/ego is by default. Constantly coming up with anything to make you feel seperate to other people, or better than other people, or less than others.
Much PUA is selling you under the paradigm "youre not good enough, so come and get some help from us to improve yourself."
Guess what? That game never ends. There is never an end point where you can say youre successful enough and be content. Leos video on Being vs Doing is the only genuine 'end point.' Sadly PUA never promises a point where you can just 'exist.'
Having said all of this, if your heart beckons you to PUA, then do it totally. Notice I said "totally"? If you do it, go all in. Do be half in half out with it. Be a bit obsessive with it for a stage in your life.
But even when you reach a point with anything, youll realise you were good enough all along and there was never anything wrong to begin with in the first place. All that PUA stuff is just an illusion to make you feel like youre doing alot of stuff to fix yourself.....there is nothing you need to fix.
Dont bother with the alpha/beta style thinking. Every alpha is secretly a beta anyhow. Youll just get back into the comparison game which leads to hurt.
Advise? I would agree with Leo. Go and socialise a bit and do your best to meet girls. Power to you.
But after you do all of that, youll discover the secret one day on your own. You were fine all along to begin with.
But until you get there, you wont believe me or anyone here....So go chat up some girls today! Let us know how you go! ?
