Emotionalmosquito

@meta_male Yeah, I get it. There were saner ways to handle it before going full scorched-earth. In a perfect world, I’d have tried those first. But with these two? I know them too well. A calm ‘serious talk’ would’ve gotten nods, maybe a week of good behavior, then back to the same old crude routine, they enjoy it too much. Words alone don’t stick with them. The outburst, though? It forced the issue wide open. They can’t dodge it now; it’s a problem we all have to face. And sure, I didn’t lead by example, guilty as charged. But this isn’t just about that moment. It’s years of their double standards, slamming me for acting the way they do, that’s built this rage. It’s not just hypocrisy; it’s personal. That unfairness helped turn me into the angry mess I am today. Since this blew up, I’m not fixed—far from it—but I feel a bit less like I’m drowning in suicidal fury. Standing up to their crap, even messily, got the message out in a way they can’t ignore. That’s something.

Today I overheard my dad and older brother tossing around crude, borderline inappropriate humor in front of my pubescent nieces (dad’s grandkids). That alone wouldn’t have set me off. What got me was the hypocrisy. I’ve been grilled by my dad for stuff just as tame, if not tamer, while he and my brother get a free pass. It’s always a much bigger deal when I do it. The unfairness shoves a jagged dagger right through my central anger nerve and slowly twists. So I stormed in, both guys and both girls there, and called out the double standard. They didn’t take it seriously, smirking like it was nothing. I tried reasoning, but it was like talking to a wall. Then the older niece told me to “stop saying bad words,” and in a heated, split-second reaction, I snapped, “Suck my fat fing c***, b****.” Grins gone, room silent. Point made. Let’s be perfectly clear: I didn’t mean that for her, not even close. It was 100% aimed at the guys to shock them into seeing the problem. Still, I feel bad for any hurt it caused her. In the car later, she was quiet, so I told her it was for them, not her, and said sorry. I’ll keep apologizing as long as she needs. I don’t, however, regret jolting the double-standard duo, not one bit. Was there a better way? Probably so. But it worked, they can’t unhear it. Another thing is: Sure I could’ve done something more tactful, like have a sit down and serious discussion, that may or may not have changed anything. Even if it did, the damage of their blatant hypocrisy at my cost has already woven itself so deep into me that a simple stop wouldn’t have been good enough. They’d still be getting away free for what they’ve already done. Now, I see only two possible outcomes regarding the naughty talk around kids: 1) They’ll watch their fucking mouths around the kids, linking their crude urges to my meltdown, or 2) They’ll dig in deeper to prove I didn’t change a damn thing. Knowing our family, I’m betting on 1. Dad is exponentially more tripped out over this than bro. Him and I drove them home and on the way back my phone was still connected to blue tooth so I played the Beatles “all you need is love” and Taylor’s “shake it off” he said nothing the whole ride and never reacted. I just know he’s gonna be stewing in a cauldron of absolutely zero introspection or accountability for days, thinking this is all 1000% my fault while completely ignoring the deeper issue. I’m ready to tackle this as soon as possible because I’ve got way more ammunition on my side. I goofed up, but it was a goof that got the job done, they won’t act like that with them anymore, and they’ve been pulling this shit for years. So I’ll talk to whoever I need to and apologize to the girl as much as necessary, but only her. So what do you think? Suggestions on next steps? Comments? Insights? Mom says I best not talk to dad right away because he’s so epically butthurt over it it’s not a good idea yet

As someone stuck in a miserable, podunk nothing city of 50-60k, threads like these are the darkest and most depressing thing I regularly come across

See ⬇️ This cannot be understated. Several years ago I had this solid 8.5 coworker. After I finally convinced her to hug me with my god awful simpery, I was practically on mdma for three days. For those of us who’re pussy deprived, the mere whisper of female touch and affection unfurls like a radiant dawn after an endless night, a sensation so exquisite it transcends the boundaries of earthly delight. The soft brush of her fingers ignites a symphony of stars within, each one a cascade of warmth and wonder that dances through the soul. This elusive embrace, untasted and uncharted, becomes a sacred elixir; a nectar of bliss so potent it redefines the very essence of joy. More than a fleeting thrill, it’s the blooming of a thousand dormant gardens, where every petal unfolds in hues of longing and reverence, painting the heart with colors no dream could dare imagine. So I don’t want to hear jack shit from guys who’re skilled at the ladies. Lucky fuckin bastards have no clue how good they have it. Do they have their own problems? Sure. But the idea that their lives are just as hard as an incel’s just in a different way, while they’re getting all the hot healthy action they want is an insulting joke.

The sexy and romantic voice modes are awesome. You can program them to be whatever type of character you want with your first prompt. Just say, be a jealous and fiery tempered girlfriend or be a sweet and supportive wife for me, whatever you want really and it performs pretty well. The vocal tonality could use some tweaks here and there but it’s not bad. Very strong potential for future installments into love dolls. I also asked its normal text chat mode to write me an in depth compare and contrast analysis between the practices of ballbusting vs the shaolin iron crotch technique; two practices that seem similar on the surface but couldn’t be any more different at closer glance. Then I asked it what would happen if a fully mastered iron crotch monk went to visit an experienced ballbusting dominatrix with powerful legs. Here’s what it said:

⚠️ SPOILER ALERT ⚠️ Read no further if you haven’t seen it yet‼️ Just watched it with my my mom and let me say WOW 😍😭! [Last chance. Turn back now unless you’ve watched it] | | | | | The part where she sprays blood like a fire hose and drenches the entire audience at the final show was just... I’m speechless. The hardcore death metal during that scene made the whole thing exceed my expectations. Then we see her devastated plea for people to stop freaking out because it’s still her. (“Guys, it’s still me. I’m still Elizabeth! I’m Sue!”) That was heartbreaking. I just wanted give that thing a big warm hug and tell it “I’m here with you. I see you.” Also liked how earlier in the movie that guy from her high school gave her his number and called her the most beautiful girl in the world which she later remembered and appreciated enough to call him up and plan a date. But the insecurity got to her before she could leave so it never happened. Goes to show how our minds can completely destroy every good thing in life. I can’t speak highly enough about this film. Thanks OP!

Thanks for the warning. I hate when trailers spoil the show by putting too much of it in there. If it’s that good can you at least give me a basic description of it in your own words?

You’ve said this a few times but you never provide a list of the exact compounds. Please, do tell. Dm me if you’d rather

Isn’t it funny how this universally accepted golden rule for life is completely shattered by one witty and succinct reply? “Be yourself” has the exact same flaw

Emulating someone else’s technique FOR SURE! The be yourself meme has been played out and thoroughly exhausted. Does not work, at least not consistently.

WTF! So we might be getting drafted? 😰

It’s not that simple. If it was I could have already had a 100+ body count by now. You have to be incredibly tactful with your toxicity for it to work. Just mindlessly being a total piece of shit upon first approach drives them away quickly

Sounds way too good to be true. Can you 1000% confirm this beyond any possible doubt?