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oh for sure! him & leo are on fire!! I'm literally this second trying to create my own introductory video for the Actualized.org forum but keep criticizing my own videos, why do I do that oh gosh, I will try

incredible video..just freakin incredible! oh man, I learned so much and EVERYTHING seems so crystal clear now..damn

Mia, I will always remember you'e support... But I dont need fame to be happy..I feel myself everyday waking up more and more, If only I get to point where my life is completely aligned with my values from deep truths that I discover along way, I live where I love, around only inspirational people, growing daily, have my business too... that my coach, is all I deeply need to be happy.. ..my priorities have shifted forever...I dont neeed any sort of fame, recognition or approval just my close working clients I feel free..im understanding existence more and more everyday even though I am aware I will never know intellectually what reality is...I am still growing and I am not going to stop that..thank you coach!

I do too, real bravery. sometimes it's a limiting belief or 10 that we are too weird or dont talk good enough but just be yourself and it's all you can do ;P I look forward to when I start, just not on my agenda right now, doing too much other stuff on my growth..or show I say 'Being' too much not 'doing' ahaha

not only that Socrates, D: oh man, It's fine if you're asleep or using self imposed victim-hood there because then you wouldn't really care about honoring you're values or potential so much buuuuut if you're waking up to the existential truths in reality you see every thing clear through awareness and many more ways you see things differently and it all seems like pointless work 100& when you are awake im grateful I woke up and am leaving, dang...I am passionate and determined to change my life completely now

Good career here I guess though for a starter in someone who is only ever worked in hospitality, never again will I EVER work for somebody else! it's laughable now haha : D this could, (even if I don't like it eventually and want to transition career with the business i have in place) at least I will have that solid self employed foundation in place there which I can then change to another service of value to other people and myself. Highest consciousness values only though! and expressing my greatest gifts with people at large Mia the coach is Inspirational Y'all!! ;D

I am deeply grateful for you're support coach...an inspiration on to helping me on the journey to be the guy I ultimately want to be everyday from now and onward. I know there is talent and abilities within me I am not 'fully' taping in to yet and a real desire to discover truth and the real deep existential nature of human beings and how aspects of low-consciousness in society , some family and toxicity business in general can effect it greatly. Anyhow, on the subject of this coaching information, it's highly helpful, i took s few notes down as always and I am taking action upon them, I am leaving my job next week (that violates my values like a punching bag one after another constantly) and also next week starting an ICI London life coaching home study training program around £500 if they allow me to do this. If so I will study at home like no tomorrow with all my plans to set up the business now. I know I want my logo idea to be nature related somewhat like a elegant chestnut with leaves of grizzly bear as some examples As for the type of coach I see what you mean...who wants a generic coach with no specialty area, a vanilla coach. :L I want to specialize in a deep and unique specific area so it's not competitive in the market place which you're right!is highly competitive nowadays!! Good career here i

I really dont know what to do in the video D: oh man, I feel almost insecure posting videos, how can this be? I must practice my speaking skills a lot

Why Hey..cool! jump right on in Buddy! I have even starting planning my business in the upcoming weeks to set up the foundation for when I get my certificate! I use strategy daily! I have always been strategic but have never unleashed it to it's fullest potential until recently now : ) The only thing I am thinking about lately is if it is what I really feel is right as a career. I am aware only I can find this out alone but I am wondering, I may have to test this career out and at least then if I find out I hate it in a couple of years at least I will have the outlining skilled knowledge and the foundation from a self employed business I set up. I mean, are there any similar careers to coaching. I picked this one particularity because it seems to be the career that aligns with the highest amount of my personal dearest values!!! Not like now, my current job as a 5 star hotel waiter has absolutely zero of my values handled. Not good. But at least now I am aware what is really possible, just not aware of the career opportunities with similar values to coaching, or if I should just go all if for this option here..hmmmmmm

Hey! Thanks a Bunch for the Information! Helps a bunch! Well, I did have one but I kinda deleted them all :L but when I get my laptop up in a couple of hours I can sure send you a practise video showing you how I talk to the camera would be awesome! I am getting in to personal growth to a WHOLE entire new level, oh man!

Oh Damn, that's so true, thanks for the advice and getting back! wow, I guess I will just be my authentic self afterself truly and honestly no matter if I look 'weird' huh? What tribe is going to outcast or kill me? haha no fear needed here. I will be true to who I am and that will be the truly magnetic quality. authenticity always is! oh man Thanks pal!

IT WORKS MY PEEPS! For a long time in my life you see I was focusing on what I really hated about my life and what I did not want so bad!!! what I really did not like thinking them attracted more of that!!! but recently I thought a hella lot more about what I did want outta my singular life, one big example being a career at a 5 star hotel, well..... I got that, the next was a flat I wanted to move too close by that hotel, I today got offered it! so now I am gunnu sell all my belongings, move there and meditate all day like a Yogi, gym everyday, super foods daily, set up a high consciousness YouTube studio in the bedroom and find my life purpose!!! Moving to Vancouver, Canada is next to learn to be a life-coach professionally with a strong sense of who I am which I already nearly possess at 19!! <3 I am not saying this is some magical force that comes just by thinking you want something but it just makes you positive! then positive emotions leads to good action with you're plans you set for yourself to carry on forwards and it goes on and on!!oh MAN! I insist you take this idea seriously! ;P try it Y'all!

For Sure! Glad you're on board! :D to being an excellent and fully self-actualized human being by the sound of it! Good luck buddy!!

So I am wondering, do you maybe have that pal or are even YOU yourself one of those people through the self actualization process, starting to stop giving a god darn thought to what others may think upon you from their perspective? Prime example : ) I was on the bus this fine morning, and this guy that I talk to on this bus comes aboard and I go over as usual, I suggest we sit at the front seats where the whole pretty full bus can stare and watch us in silence D: GASP RIGHT? judgy right? well no, I didn't give two fucks to be honest! so there we was on the bus, eyes all on us. I am authentic and I talk passionately and pretty animated to this guy, he looks so uncomfortable and awkward and it reminds me of how I used to be, like when I used to give a shit if the public would judge me. Sooooo there we were, I spoke louder, more passionately anc authentic. People giving me looks of hate really. Y'know why guys? Because it is RARE AS FUCK to find people who are Authentic. Society is a matrix there all conditioned zombies on a bus, perhaps told from childhood on a bus (JUST A BUS EXAMPLE-CAN APPLY TO OTHER ASPECTS IN LIFE) "be quiet Johnny, you'll annoy people!!TRUTH TRANSLATION- " Be quiet Johnny, you'll express yourself and society doesn't want that, hush hush hush, keep you're opinions and authenticity to yourself"

Always yeah I get that. I don't get Ruthless don't worry, wouldn't hurt a fly. Just expressing myself more in a socially conditioned world. I have a right to after all but I still respect always, thanks for you're honesty though....

Cool! Ditto Buddy! I do that too...I think about stuff, especially when captivated by the beingness and present moment of the stars above me. Makes you feel so deep right!?!? what the fuck am I???? I don't tend to think 'who am I' though because that 'who' means that you are searching for an identification for you're ego which is falsery huh? + we are not looking for our identification OUT THERE ...that's because it's always within us, just need to gain a bit of awareness, summon a little consciousness and only then are we all set to gradually begin on journey of being enlightened and being a fully self-actualized human being! The only worthwhile way to live in my eyes as this precious life is singular and wont come back once we die, most people don't appreciate or even acknowledge this fact in the first place...not a nice future deathbed... which could in fact be tomorrow for any of us now, oh dang it,NO! They gotta wake up and they will..if they want too.. BUUUUUUUT we know we want to wake up because there will only be regrets at the end of our lives if we don't take charge and we will think on our deathbed"why the fuck was I so afraid" (THEN DEAD)now who wants that...even one cloud removed at a time can reveal so much more clarity in moving forwards and persevering through..cause it is more than worthwhile once you embody this commitment and feel it in you're bonnnnes!! LONG LOST BROTHER! OH MY GOSH!

oh it will pal because that shining beacon inside of you doesn't go away, it's always there no matter the conditioning or life circumstances so it's awesome if you can recognize that you're future interaction through personal growth and overall confidence and contentment within yourself will get richer and deepen as the years go on, (BUT only through self actualization of some form of personal growth right? ) otherwise I guess people just stay at a baseline level or even decline if they dont stay on track, or get on track in the first place. Good thing is you cant unlearn stuff! I do that too though! walk in town like today and feel awesome! I just sat there today, the sun was shining (rare for UK haha ) and I was just being, and observing my surroundings and the people in a non--judgmental way but just recognizing the beauty of all of it! , oh man. do you ever have these times! you sound like me to be honest, are you my twin, hahaaaa

The beginning of the self-actualization journey people is not the life that you were always used to I am assuming.. Well, because of this fact speaking from my present personal experience, I know that results do not really just land on you're lap. You have to really, DEEPLY want this awesome life because persevering through it all every day ,IT WORKS! it DOES! I was a BIG ass skeptic myself about my life changing through my thinking habits here.oh dont worry but all the stuff like reprogramming you're sub conscious mind with repetitive thought, I am noticing in the morning now lately when I wake up, I feel empowered by all the knowledge and actions I have been implementing over the past few months already through daily keeping on track with staying awake. You may notice that you almost become more depressed, isolated and NOTbeing able to relate to anybody else anymore... less and less every month that goes by, less, less ,less..Well...THIS IS HEALTHY! means you are changing GUYS! growing, WAKING UP, wising up awesomely! PROUD OF YA IF YOU FEEL DEPRESSED NOW because that means you know you're potential now here and it's just going to take time and effort here to change the circumstances with you're life now to align with those potentials and REAL AUTHENTIC values that you know you should be aligning with... the depressive journey is healthy because you now know you're TRUE CAPABILITIES Y'ALL! AND THAT YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK..I mean, why would you wanna do that? Persavere and stick on track if you want because it is not a permanent depression I'm saying here, just means you've woken up and realized the way you've been living all you're life.... You're not exactly going to be trilled at the fact of the way you've been thinking your whole life has been a shame. you can now see theres going to be a lot of work involved, lotta responsibility now my pals..but it's totally worthit... LOVING YOURSELF! FEELING EXCITED EVERYDAY! NO PROBLEMS AND ISSUES THAT HOLD YOU DOWN! AMAZING SEX WITH CONFIDENCE!, LIVING WHERE YOU WANNA LIVE, PEACE, AN EXCITING FUTURE, POSITIVE HABITS DARLINS! You WILL notice every year a new reflection in that mirror as you will not even be able to imagion the you you were a year ago!, oh man! I know you may feel lost, just persevere becasue I am lost as hell myself but I love being lost in the forest, it's fun to use my imagination on the journey...this is existence, pure magic is life, dont need to be so serious though, in fact the most awake people are so un-serious from my experience Buddy's! GIVE YOURSELF A CUDDLE! THEN OTHERS WILL WANT TO GIVE YOU THAT WARM INTANMACY WE ALL REALLY DESIRE INSIDE, dont lie! X <3 -MR.gleeson

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EVERYBODY READING THIS! ...I want you to fundamentally understand that we need to WAKE UP. Life is something that is greater than ourselves, it is ourselves actually and do we really love and understand ourselves everybody on the deepest possible level! NO!, HELL NO Imagion changing humanity and making a big impact on the way you feel about you're life and who you are before you're gone and it's over before you realized you'ld have regrets!. THIS GENERATION OF PEOPLE ON EARTH RIGHT NOW ARE ALL GOING TO BE DEAD SOON, some in 80 years, some 60, some 20, some tomorrow. But the next genearation has got to be inspired, if not by everyone, then you, do you want a kid 100 years from now to stumble across somthing you created and be inspired? a video, art, writing, a story about you you're grandkids can tell about there inspiring, noble grandparent... Y'know i cry when I THINK AABOUT THIS, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR EXCACTLY? life is not going to let you leave an impact without you having had that passionate fire in you to make that difference! PEEEEOPLE! THE WORLD HERE DOES NOT LIMIT YOU! THEY ARE UNCONSCIOUS THEMSELVES IN SOCIETY, THEY WANT TO HOLD YOU BACK FROM YOU'RE HIGHER VALUE AND CALLING IN THIS LIFE! IT'S GOOD FOR BUSINESS OF COURSE.you play this game for years, then you're dead, 90 years spent asleep, That's it. YOU THINK " WHY THE FUCK WAS I SOOO AFRAID, WHY?" then you die. And i'm not saying this to scare you here, living this life of highest self means you will never fear death or feel a need to understand it .but you will understand that it happens in nature and you can be okay with that! in fact it's beautiful!! Imagion dying noble though...Imagion dying knowing that you were noble to who you were inside. it's not too late...wish you'd done this 10 years ago? well, picture it being tens years later from right now and thinking "I wish I had done this ten years ago, now another ten years has gone down the sewer" damn it WAKE THE FUCK UP <3 -Mr. Gleeson

LOOK HERE....this is fantastic that you want to adopt these higher, noble consciousness values, that is the best thing that you could be thinking right now in the present to start because it is indicating the rising and expansion of awareness and mindfulness of there being more to you're life right now, as a true journey you can honestly be going on in this life. GOOD NEWS HERE! - IT'S TOTALLY POSSIBLE AND LIFE IS 100% IN YOU'RE CONTROL! now, of course I cant know you're unique and specif situation and past history, i have no crystal ball here. But ultimately, the vision you create for you're life right now can become real, as long as the things that you want to work towards and put ALL you're inner passion and energy in to can create sustainable happiness and is focusing on the good of something that will improve others lives in small or big ways. I am not saying go out and be mother Teresa here, no..what i am telling you is to try you're BEST always even if you struggle through that, ultimately to look back in 5 years and be proud of all the hard work you worked on to put a sustainable foundation down for that point in the future. These can be positive habits that stuck. WRITING PLANS AND BE ORGANIZED IN WHAT YOU ACTUALLY WANT WILL HELP! Society is out there at large though and will be for the rest of this generations lives but we can wake ourselves up here, even if everybody around you in asleep and we can be noble. Wont DEATH here be so much sweeter knowing how noble we were and weren't held back from doing what WE WANTED in this one life...A LIFE TO BE FUCKING PROUD OF! -Mr. Gleeson

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Hey Y'all, my name is Ryan and I am 19 from the United Kingdom. I am considering for real in the next 8 weeks to move to south east Canada but am suddenly terrified as I put in a deposit to save my Visa card. I was so totally confident until now it has become real and doubts are creeping in, any advice? :L I mean, I am 100% about starting a new life style in Canada and leaving this country so I am going to get a flat/ house room rental share in Vancouver possibly but I have never been to America and am scared to be quite honest I want to do this! to prove I can to myself and start a whole new life there of personal development. My family here do not even know about my plan to migrate soon, I will tell them the week before. Any advice to kick these negative and worried thought s out? Is migration a regrettable choice , I DONT KNOW!! D:

Dang (:...thanks for the advice ..that's true I guess...having backup money..I meant to say south west Canada I meant haha but the visa I am applying for is two years so I can come back if I wanted but I know I would Hella not so I'm good..I will make the move with as much money as I can bring ...thanks again!