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Name: Ryan Gleeson Age: 19 Gender: Male Location: Luton, Bedfordshire, United Kingdom Occupation: Commis Waiter at 5 star Hotel Marital Status: Single Kids: No Hobbies: Nature, Foresting, Hiking, Consciousness, Awareness, enlightenment, meditation, personal development, making big personal goals, you-tubing on my personal development journey In summer 2015, I came across personal development through Actualized.org and ever since that time, I could not be any more happy that I did. Since the discovery of lifes potentials I have been on a journey of growth ever since. As a Kid I always used to think about deep topics but then family and society was a huge major distraction from that curios and inquisitive nature I always knew that I had. NOW however after all that I have been through, I want to continue to grow and expand! Nothing can stop me now I have to knowledge..I could talk about what I have been through now BUUUUT why!? It happened but it dosent exist now, it is not real really! I am free! I want to grow and expand to now where every month that goes by, I am a new Ryan Gleeson...The fire and passion inside of me has now been ignited once again and limiting beliefs will never again now hold me back from my true capabilities. I can do this alone! I now love Ryan Gleeson!! I can move to Canada! I can forget the past and keep on growing! <3 peace out!! Personal challenges I've overcome: *over three years of therapy and the life altering transformation I gained! *Serve Anxiety *Low self belief *Horrific bullying throughout my school life *Mothers abusive boyfriends *Moving out of home in to a care system that got me to independent living through 4 different places I lives alone *My flat *Caring what people thought of me, gone!! What I'm working on now: *Travelling to Canada to consider migration *aligning my life to my values *A future potential business in enlightenment, awareness and presence at a forest retreat in Canada *Self inquiry *A total shift in my self image *Eliminating limiting beliefs and childhood lies I happened to be conditioned too *Ability to be content whenever I shift my thoughts and gaining to knowledge on how to accomplish this simultaneously *Change in External circumstances *Future Gym goals! & diet! *A potential friendship or relationship of companionship where we help and support each others growth on a deep and intense level. * Youtube video journey and communication skills

As a Kid, growing up in the United Kingdom I used to think about deep things like if I exist now and this is my reality of what I am and I am reality then does anybody else exist? AS A LITTLE KID I THOUGHT THIS! and A LOT!! Through conditioning, society and family can lead our focus away from our deep and existentially Natural curiosity for life on a deep fundamental level. No wonder I was and still am working on depression for most of my years as I am now 19.. WHAT I AM TRYING TO SPEAK OUT ABOUT IS the fact that the most natural thoughts that you can have about life and curiosity in general can be tossed out in the trash, why you may ask? because we listen to the opinions of others that lead us away from our authenticity, away from our true nature of being and discovering! Through personal development now that I do this everyday, I really start to analyse people in public and those I (considered) close from my past I now drift away from, its all positive though! But what I notice is really how asleep they are and where I was, even the shop clerk today. me:how are you? Clerk: Oh fine :L BUSY! My thought: Oh yeah? Bust doing something meaningful to be enlightened and advance humanity, or is you're focus and attention on petty things that are dragging you in a hamster wheel of negativity and daily routines everyday???Do you even know you're potential if you wanted a new life of self love and exponential growth to create a deeply fulfilling life of expansion?? You have to want it, the help, support and momentum comes next. It is possible y'know my dear. Do not discount that fact. I notice my Mama doing this..trying to get a 2nd job doing retail and cleaning, she seems even more unhappy and exhausted, I see her squandering her potential as I grow and expand at 19. I can do nothing but help myself..i tried, does nothing.. On the other hand I want to get out there that personal growth is incredible and discovering you're real nature, the truth about you're behavior to change it to reach a more noble and meaningful + conscious life where you align you're values and keep integrity with them.. Nothing is more satisfying or deeply rewarding than realizing you're true potential in life.. Peace out! -Mr.G

Ultimately it is the outlook on who it is you want to become..you are you right now, you're in he circumstances you're in, you can accept those and then it it possible to slowly work everyday towards you're higher consciousness values in life as nothing in life really is more rewarding than living up to you're higher self, expansion is fundamentally what happiness and leading a fulfilling life is at the core! When you are gaining consciousness and awareness, you are able to fully assess the kind of thoughts that are occurring, the external circumstances in you're life slowly start to change in positive ways you never thought were possible due to the old low conscious mindsets and limiting beliefs you had, you live up to you're real values and passions which creates more momentum and motivation and therefor eliminates all suffering that you were consistently living (not saying the world will be an idealistic fantasy of paradise all of a sudden) BUT you have control over how you feel because you know what you're values are and where you want them to take you, external factors in life no longer have the power over you because you understand the truths and workings of you're psychology!! Striving for higher consciousness thoughts is the most rewarding and freeing feeling you can ever do, chasing after external success is a big trap, a big dead end and eventually you will find out it is not what makes you fulfilled but will create regrets.. -Mr.G

The Lone Path... Just curious if anybody else out there feels as though they are alone and on this journey of self-actualization and feel like they lack direction and overall hope that they will get to where they want to be. I mean, I am 19 in Luton, UK, I have my own flat, I work in a 5 star Hotel as a Commis Waiter and am just deeply struggling to find anybody like minded to mastering their own real and deep psychology. It sure is tough to be alone on this journey but folkies out their, I just want you to all realize that you are not alone and their are people (few but still..) that are out their looking for the same depth of knowledge. Any thoughts? Let me know.. -Ryan Gleeson

very true Ben! You have an incredible mindset to think that! The thing that all successful people possess is that ability to not settle for mediocre right? and never loose hope that there is something bigger out there for you because it is a beautiful life! and most of us do not realize how beautiful and surreally powerful things in this life can be because we can be so busy distracting ourselves in the same patterns, routines and ways of thinking within the box of society, it sucks! You're great in thinking that! oh man I believe in you Ben!, do not feel alone. Introspect and think about what you want vividly on a sheet of paper and put it on the wall to see every morning and really go towards that. Maybe it's a new flat in a new town to break free from the past, maybe bigger body haha, maybe it is starting a Darn youtube channel which I recently did myself and now have 4 videos in 3 days..it an happen! Special shout out to Mia a life coach that commented further up this page she is inspiring and incredibly motivating, so if you want not just a life coach but you would love a friend that will give you a 2nd view perspective on you're life in a beautiful way, contact Mia above :)) Hey Ben though, you're totally right..DO NOT I TELL YOU, settle for mediocrity, I see you as a leader of something great one day just by this post and you'll look back on it and feel, why did I ever doubt Ben for a second.....

Dreamspirit, oh man..100% agree with you..society at large is a HUGE distraction from learning about yourself from the inside..even you're everyday mundane that we are usually (so busy) with that is just a distraction from what we really want and how we must grow...sure, we re social beings but we really must be our own best pal and love isolation before we can truly be a content human being.. Life is Damn beautiful! I mean! when i am outside and I look up at the stars at night I think about how magical this chance that I've been given to live and how long the universe has been around, with the lifespan time of my life start to end in comparison and I and others just go through unconsciously wasting it without savoring all of it's mystical beauty and wonder that it offers.. I mean, we are here once..when you look up at the stars and think about this..perspective is born ..Damn, I created this Lone path post not over loneliness exactly for distraction but really for a pal that feels the very same way about this precious life and insists on living deep, by truth and understanding..what a rich fulfilling life truly is ..Look at those stars and remember what Ryan Gleeson here said...Perspective of this MAGICAL existence....

very very true I guess...But does not mean you are going to alone through it forever ...you can easily one day just come across someone all of a sudden who wants to walk a very similar path to yourself..& they'll keep you're back through the tough and the rough. But from the practice of being in isolation and solitude before that, you know if they cant always be there you will be just fine alone as you are used to this and know it is all okay ... Becasue you have a deep love for yourself -Ryan Gleeson

...Well Darn it's true..i'm at my flat, i am 19, i love who I am deeply but I get lonely and can loose my motivation a lot but that's okay damn it! it's okay! we all do it...nobody in this world is perfect... I could type for hours on how I personally feel about this life and the things i have learned along the way. Leo Gura has been awesome. He's a stranger to me and I to him but hes helped me to realize many deep insights since last summer when I came across actualized.org and since then to now have been applying it all to my life... it's deeply fascinating and magical to me that I can master my psychology and create anything seamlessly possible with my life..I want to prove everyone who ever doubted me wrong and most of all my worst critic...me Going to move to a new town in a new flat and start a new life for myself where I really understand life and what it means to live a fulfilling, rich life. Travel to the northern lights, United states and places of natural beauty and shoot more videos myself for my youtube channel and facebook! i am going to do this! others, my family or me is not going to stop me... I know it will all work out Beautiful... all I need is to keep my confidence to prove it and Ya'll can do the same...bye now

Damn...do you find that actualized.org has been a big help for you to realize what is out in this magical existence and what you're capable of? Don't let these past conditioning experiences form you in to who you want to be right now for the future because those were just circumstances that you went through and do not have to define who you want to be now...go travelling..the great thing about life is it's unpredictability and the way you never know who you're going to meet and be inspired by... Keep trecking! on you're unique & individual life path!