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Thank you Murtaza...is a 9-5 retail job the only way to gain capital (savings) ..It kills you inside but if it is what it takes? :I just really at a lost point now...thanks though, appreciate advice

Hi I am really confused and would appreicate advice on this situation sigh, well...I am not sure here excactly if im going about about getting thr capital in the right way. fifst off I am 19 and I kinda regret not saving when I was 17 when I had A LOT of income! I didnt know the benifit of investing and the concenquences of not saving and now I feel like it's too late, I wasted two years...since then I have had 2 ordinary jobs which I left as they were unfullfilling but NOW, I feel like I have to go back in to the 9-5 ordinary job scene as I have no money and NO way at tall now to save for the future... It hurts to see people like coaches and business/organization owners being so financially independent when I gotta find a 5 days a week hospitality or retail job that will numb out and not appreciate my beautifully high spirited soul for what its potential is.. I guess a 9-5 job for a couple of years to create capital (savings) is all I can do right now though huh? and then I guess I can start a business...It hurts again that a lot of others like coaches/self employed people ect know what they really want and I dont, I keep dabbling, I wasted my free college education years (16 - 18) now I am 19, I got bills becausue I live alone, and wasted opportunities that I had 10000's of at 17.. what should I consider? a 9-5 job will numb down the potential I already have at 19, I dont want it to kill a part of me but is it my only option in this situation oh man! would really appreciate help, thansk guys!

Awww....swell (: thank you Bro...connecting with others and not conflicting...it's so sweet of you to understand friend...you and me are the same thing, all reality huh? ( : .. further liberation indeed pal, no right or wrong, you hit the nail in the head of my sayings ( : ..i'm so grateful you understand that this inst just 'my' point of view or opinion but how I wanna live with my beautiful & awesome, healthy, expressive and free experiential awareness... ..appears you are totally open mined.. that's beautiful I think ( : and I hope that you can live you're life the way you want to, no strings or thoughts of things that people tell you about...only if you want..whatever you want! life is your's man! not the 'wordiness' that others can put upon you're unique perspective peace brother, thank you & yourself on you're path of whatever you want it to be

cool, that's cool, it's what 'is' right? Wishing you good times with all pal ^_^, fellow human being..i'm sure that you can help lots of beings out there in reality

Then I ask myself this you see? "Damn hmmm, okay, if reality it's self is being the opposite of identifications (I personally do not really care about my 'identity') ....is there a point of it in it'self?, like, the universe and reality wont care if you had been noble and lives a higher consciousness life it'self...nor will it give two fucks if ya did not.. Is there any point in this debate? Who's determining who's right and who's wrong with us two right now? it's just perspectives in our minds...i'm not right, you're not right..i'm not wrong, you're not wrong either friend.. I dont want to fight and debate with you now..is life not so magical and beautiful though right? we could drive ourselves mad debating... Not sure about you friend but I don't like the idea of debate or what could go down on my post, maybe people will hate this post, maybe I love it, does any matter? are any true? reality man! I close my eyes and breath in and out right now! it's awesome what we are here (no identity intended) 'What' we are. not 'Who' we are. These are all words, mean nothing, I am nor right or wrong..Love you fellow Human being <3 I am just feeling to be on my knees right now I exist! oh man! DAMNNNN wow! I can experience all this stuff, dont know what it is or where im going! but cool! Imagion us just at peace right now, attactchin not to whose right and who is possible wrong in this 'argument' :L but just accepting we are here...it's pretty sweeto! Love this thing is all I say! one question "isnt dying being proud of you're life you lived just thoughts too? let's experience all we can NOW right! we are in life, dont need to change it! just make it beautiful! Be whole, clean" Love ya buddy!

good questionarino! being yourself personal definition: Think back to when you were a child..how you're personality came out with your buddy's down at the park for an example when you were playing games, building dens or climbing tree's? do you remember those days? just pure who you were before societies social pressures came on board and hypnotized ya to feel that I need this, that, them and all these 'things' to be happy. I feel there's nothing more beautiful than purifying you're life from all the fluff, distractions and toxicity and then building a beautiful by aligning it with all the things you love about it and getting inspiring, supportive others to go with you if they want (not forcing) and Leo's videos help, I just feel they can be too long and go into too much wordy complexity leading to confusion. I feel they could be better if had more 'ah ha!' realizations straight out. Ultimately I just need to build myself up by developing some consciousness (in a simplistic way) cause it is simple if you explain it bluntly and profoundly I feel :L Enlightenment ect ect i think is like going towards this idealistic yogi type person is just like identifying yourself basically with a label ALL OVER AGAIN quite simply...design a life that is YOU, the things you love, experience a lot of the things you love more (cuddling with your friend on the couch, sex, deep conversation and connection, nice food, excersize with friends and good habits, a place you love to live and nothing in you're life you despise...and knowing that reality is what it is and we are not meant to be happy all the time, sometimes it's our body trying to tell us a message that something is wrong..you're harming yourself. To be spending time doing this..it'll be fun transforming life to what you love, Be kind to yourself, purify you're mind from crap and false beliefs and just setting it up in such a way where you can just... ...Be Yourself <3 (: -Ryan

07:00 -hope helps Y'all <3

HEY PALS! Y'know, there's something I came across lately really conflicted me with Actualized.org. Now hey, I am not shunning this site, it's been very beneficial to my language skills or talking, made me understand awareness, consciousness, what it all is and all these useful and cool things. But I am posting this because I realized that I can implement stuff I learned on Actualized.org... sure!! great BUUUT... ...But I realized that...it started making me start to loose track of who I was deep down in my heart to be quite honest...glad I realized this now...like I say it's a good foundationals and learning of awareness but personally I no longer wish to carry on following as now I am aware of the say, (Matrix of society ect ect ect)it taught me on Actualized.org BUT I now stopped and realized can be whole without it, to just be myself because everything is all inter-connected, it's ALL made up of the same thing..this reality if I meditate, I am still on planet earth, in reality,i'm just inside my mind more (so it's useful for understanding your thoughts and whats worthit in life and whats not ect ect) But if you love, prefer of despise parts of yourself over other parts. Like your animal self, lower self ect ect ect. you think like.... "Oh no! my lower self! I am bad I am broken!" D: ... JUST NO ....it's all YOU, spiritual you, higher you, lower you, animal you, sinner you, mother Teresa you...it's all YOU. they're not separated. so when you see them as separate parts of YOU. This causes disharmony within you. Trying to conform to something your not.." OOH Im bad, I need to be fixed, I gotta spiritualise this, enlighten that, meditate here, be here, affrimate this, go there, do that, feel this way!".. Does this stress you guys? take you away from who you truly are? following content and feeling less than?... because what I realized It made me loose track of my self, it's pretty much a dogma in itself if you think about it... all you gotta do really is work to rewire false past or present psychological belief systems from your mind, clear your life from toxic people and situations, be whole, experience emotions as they are, be yourself, eliminate distractions, be healthy, but dont loose site of yourself..your true self. I dont mean a (spiritual) identity though. Leo, if you see this I am not shunning your cool business...I just would like to say this to you fairly. and I am open to your feedback this....don't let others feel lower than or (broken) life has no need to be too complex or (worded) or overly understood, keep the message of being aware of what reality is brief and beautifully profound...hours and hours of content creates confusion and actually a lot of chaos and misery that we arent enough or need to be fixed thoughts occurring in many peoples lives..I can see it becoming worse... so objectively and fairly what you do is cool, just dont over complicate life, us humans can only learn so much at once right? short and profound is much more insightful than LONG and complex video content. Reality isnt complex right...it just IS is all you need people out there to know...getting those to realize what a beautiful, precious thing reality is (simply and profoundly) and we should clean out the crap and love it..please dont overly complicate the minds of planet earth...could all counter-act and end disastrous and leave people feeling inadiquit. Bye

Awesome! thanks for the advice there pal..appreciate it I will start very soon, just not ready (right) now but soon! you're right, perfection kills authenticity so I will just be me whatever that 'looks' like

That's it my friend! you hit the BIG ass nail in the head! awesome stuff!!!... Language is the key to ALLL healthy, growing relationships socially, identifying necessary externals to identify, not ones self though...talk is very connecting ..in fact the MOST fundamental way to get you're feelings communicated and create a kick ass life, oh man! you got it buddy!

Damn..just proves right there that if you invision something wacky and unique to you deep inside. society doesn't like it because it's not realistic to it and will never happen. they most likely said that about the future of cars back when the first one started being more actively used.. our personal visualizations are what make the world think "oh look what that persons doing there! that's different! that's SO COOL!!" like that..things are possibly right guys? anything can be, cause we are all special and unique in what we can create on earth, what CAN be made possible and tangible..

CHEW ON SPINACH as you're studying you're high consciousness work or watching videos/blogging/vlogging whatever! if I chew spinach while doing that stuff...my mind suddenly has more clarity and ability to feel and express myself better and my mood! tip #2 find people pf buddy's to go to the gym and classes with sometimes that you can laugh with! motivating! DONT FORGET ya'll, CHEW ON SUPER FOOD SNACKS IN THE DAY, the strenuous habit becomes a pleasant one in the long run, even enjoyable with lasting POSITIVE BENEFIT!. throw out the other stuff!! you'll be so glad you kept it up for a month till it sticks! CHEESY PHOTO, my apologies, BUT PROOF! xP peace out!

OH MAN! so! so! so! so! so! sO! so! true! I cant feel any more passionate about this right now or my head may explode You're right, i hear you...words are labels, noises our ears drums perceive from noise melody's in the voice box but they dont have ANY true existential 'meaning' . not in reality. They just help us support and communicate and function in reality so it's good we have the ability to do all this..lets just now use it for it's greater good huh? high values, not worse outcomes the power of words and communication can create..we couldn't share this and understand other beings across the globe if it weren't for these words right here right.? human language that has been developed over many millenia..pretty swwweet really..we take it so will nilly for granted.. :L

BLOODY TRUE!!! I mean a 'car' is not a car in reality but a label assigned by language and now people associate them as a car when in actual fact it's just pieces of scraped metal put together...who's to say metal is 'metal' either actually..? We are, you're totally right!oh man,...comprised cells as formed orgasms..not an identity?? I mean, it's low conscious Bull shit! when you really put it in to context! total low-conscious habits of labeling things we see as outside of us (our bodies) we are not identified with it right? is our body us? no are we the whole existential field of 'pure' awareness of reality, an observer, a perciever..hell yeah!