Aeris

I assume nothing, you're full of shit, total egoic enlightened at the core, try your godhood, cut your arms with a knife, nothing to fear

be my friend shin, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee. you totaly right though, I cut totaly the bridge with many toxic people and I feel so much great. ( to me ) I can sense the "reductible mindset" of old friends like nothing that empower you and makes you have a smile or something, just some nihilist clinging to their own misery. Is it a french thing, or my surrounding ? I believe I m better "alone" mainly I keep brother close, cause he want's to be happy and like to laugh, and this is this sort of mindset I want to see in my life, this and self improving will, I wish to have some interaction with people living close to my own perspective, but that's a rare thing. I look evil to most people, or just completely crazy when I don't speak their tongue, it start to be harder and harder to talk to them ( I know that just me ) so I m creating a new circle, I mainly just resonate on their bullshit, because it rarely makes sense anyway

it should better means something to you. dreams is not actuality. When hitler started to tell, no one dictate me, he was living in a non dual bullshit aswell.

> Computer game online ( creating a community ) really was more my path, I did art only since 4 years sadly, but all this is close to your story then, I just did it really "fast". "no life on a computer until my 21 > ( I m 25 ). Recently drawing, but with pure love, people around see how hard I m working toward this, just another game for me. > lot of manga / lots of series / lots of movies : watched probably 20k hours of videos. In fact I understand how music mix, harmonic content etc.. work. I just need to create something greater than "a music" I need " A music " fascination for understanding in all aspect of the mirror for years with total grinding mindset ( I was a powerful grinding chinese machine in video games ) corean mmo forge your "orange" to the core hahaha, pure dedication & focus to the point of not relating to anything else. psychedelic, 2 years ago, 2 days mushroom, integrating, then I did aswell last year in a pure dedication 2 weeks of psychedelics ( 3-4 little trip with mush/lsd and many microdose, but I was always "high" for 2 entire weeks ( yes I have OCD in everything I do, until the point of insanity ), then 2 months of pure dark knight of the soul. and tada https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKTpfRakdO4

his ego is up the roof, the roof itself it starting to crumble on his own weight. it means you're maybe full of shit. just maybe. I treat them like queen.

Loool ho man you did my day. The thing with dream. It tend to get off reality and mostly a projection. Some bullshit may be insered into it. But who knows. Sometimes it hold true meaning. But this kind of meaning is totaly personnal. Like being gay. I'll clarify for my part It's not a projection. I really really love womans.

Is mantak chia truly legit. I believe in my own expérience that he is full of shit. But please change my mind. No better teacher in this area ?

Joseph what are you doing in 'real common tongue'. Would you say True philosopher/writter ? in all insa nity nity For me doing the waves. I m not enough enlightned to stop this old dream of making our race improved by all means. Too much a big fan of mastering things anyways

In this exact moment he squirt with a part of the whole

the method is a biologic spiritual hack I pondered on, it is an old organical method of self transmutation that consist into turning the confused lower self into an higher self. for this method it needs A subject and a B keygen that I provide, a B keygen who will project the full subject into a deep love, for each one a different keycode method is needed. lol the alien story is still on his way I suppose, who knows, you ? you sure of holding some truth ? are you sure alien doesn't exist ? if so, may you provide an hallucinated proof of their non reality ? Alien is like non duality, maybe they are very real, they are just on a particle format, you cannot see them with humans eyes. I m talking sincerely here, I really don't know and I wouldn't say there is or there is no aliens, depend A, what I call an alien and B, in the common term, it's totaly possible there is alien out there, only a fool blowing idiot is sure of knowing.

shame on you, our great guru is on his way to pure knowledge, I m sure he was sincere. but you always do jokes when there is no jokes to do.

find a way out of this. you have litteraly nothing, but to get this, you'll to work hard, I have been there myself. meditation, cold shower ( not too harshly, don't suffer for it, just not "hot" ), hard work in art, hard learning/reading or others type of work you likes to the point of grind. the more you improve, the more confident you become. it's hard to see from your perspective now, but it will unfold, start to work

seams a bit strong for sex, but interesting. https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/2C-B

no you all gay dormant that's it, accept it, don't try to project upon me your gayness

and girls aren't gay that's what you mean huuu ? still gay !

I think you're gay, and you just doesn't allow yourself to be this way it manifest always this way, you should tho accepting to be fully gay without rejecting your very nature. there is no shame in it, penguin do it, pig do it, birds do it. that's totaly fine.

no you're not ready for this truth, it's too heavy for a begginer. I'll only give it to the people that really want it inside them.

you godamm right, I 'll send her my draw, and my need. fuck if she doesn't want it, I would have allowed a true expression of my inner self and that's all that matter

you're right, I totaly get you on this with your own words.

I want to fuck her without beg, should I beg I really want to fuck her, like a lot, I want to give her what she needed and wanted. any thought on this, she whispered me the most dirty shit I ever heard I m aroused as a pengouin, and today I m HOT FOR IT ? I really need deep wisdom, I don't want to look needy, but I think a lot of her though, such a weakness inside, why should I need a girl to fullfil me, I m not allowed to be a god this way, only a slave to my thought, I'll cold shower my head until I broke this shit out of me, STRONGER STRONGER IT S ALL THAT IS NEEDED ( I'll litteraly do it in the real world ) Should I contact her, should I show her the draw I did of her ? we only fucked 5 times, but still it was meaningful to me.

there is no sheep or slave, only shit. you're just another egoic deluded, I m sure of it 100% now But be thankfull I m here to save you from this delusion, don't be worry if that's hurting you, it's only me pressing love under this rock cover that you call an identity. let the ego broke and let me allow you to deeply heal you from the ashes of this deep sorrow that I can feel resonating through each part of your words. it's all self speech, are you aware of your awareness ? stop talking and start practicing ! true love will not come by speaking speaking speaking

France, we are all in yellow, every saturday

that's a lot of bullshit to talk about nothing don't you think, where is the actuality there, that's what I was fucking asking, who the fuck are you for yourself ?

I hear you, but you talk about the mountain there, be aware that after a while you'll have to go down to talk about it to others. because being lonely or with some friends on the mountain is good, but still not enough. we should appreciate the "lower game" and keep grounding a bit an awareness of this "higher game" that you're talking about.