Aeris

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  1. I have soon shroom s And I use both nootropics, you are talking about. Thing is you'll need to try. Seams positive so far
  2. on the level of the projection of being there is a morality in the present actuality experience, maybe a delusion, but it feels real for the actor/me. I live through subconscious mantra, I believe I can control my thought and what energy arise the most, just a work on the idea of the mind as an organic computer relative to my own self experience/ living experience. That is when you still need to cop with what everyone call duality, the cutting of the carrots. from my personnal observation/experience is key to reality anyway, this subject is open to a multitude of self observations. no one hold anything but the relative truth of his own experience with the physical realm. or how you want to see the "physical" maybe organical and mystical are aswell good terms depending where you stand.
  3. cause even if you act on right, or act on left. Result : A right = doing everything B left = doing nothing maybe you'll get a result C, that even looks like it's because you did A, but in reality, it was because of B. whatever you do, there is no right or wrong choice, not even choice, because whatever the choice, the result is always the same believing you have something to be doing, or not doing, maybe staying on your home a whole week allow you to not take a bullet per a terrorist, hence this choice has been the right one. ( if your goal was not taking a bullet, but you didn't know, that is the thing, cause you never know and cannot know anything at all. ) means, whatever you choose to be doing, anyway, you don't control your life, you don't control anything, you don't control the behavior of people, their mind, nothing, you cannot predict a result C, because no matter what C become, it's because you believed A was the thing, but in reality, maybe it worked because of B. so staying on your ass, or writting a topic, it doesn't matter at all, they are of equal value, you never walk toward something, you just walk.
  4. I see the thin line between being in the thought, and having the thoughts as in the model of being. it looks the same for the observator, but different for the actor when he transcended his own matrix. sleeper though cannot understand what they didn't experienced. but I agree on the football part, good and simple, understand-able
  5. true the ego to kill ego of others for fun kill them all
  6. This is what I explained with the concept of a cartography in the game : guild wars. ( or maybe not, but I get some sense out of it ) doing the first 90% was easy, but the more you're close to the 100% you need a serious effort to come back on your pace and line again on all borders of the map to really get it. ( and the last % can take more & more time ) that's there is a lot of spinning the more close of perfection you become. more easy in my mind, but same idea
  7. it sounds like you didn't humpa lumpa
  8. I m thinking of getting a pipe. any review on doing crack for an ego death ?
  9. Are you an alien girl ? your eyes tell me the contrary, wish to love.
  10. music, paper + pen free draw. free music. free drawing is crazy of sense, you'll draw your mind meditation + dancing
  11. I just see experience, I started to believe suffering is no different from the rest, it just a word, why do you put such a word by the way. it's your own feeling of the experience, for me it's love. I don't see this. I see love, when she is with me and put her hands in my back, ripping off my skins, ho damn, I hate it and like it at the same time hahaha I see your point though, I just tell, for some the poison is the cure, the cure is the poison, and sometimes both in the same time are the solution. it's always relative, the truth / fakery is always context dependant. I would tell, if you live with a big fear of death, it makes effectively your mind wander about everything, what about don't giving a fuck to be alive or dead ? but in the meantime it's a game, and player have to play. Play fairly and the game become an happy adventure, with high & low, or maybe just the story
  12. What is a flaw ? Isn't the idea of flaw vs perfection ideas ? Doesn't this cancel itself ? Why you/we keep using duality like fake vs truth. Sometimes I produce aa music with many flaws. And everyone like it this way. It still makes sense. And as long as the music goes. The sense of truth is hold somewhere
  13. Tinder. God bless Or your favorites places to hang. Or just work on your confidence. Work out. Read. Improve etc etc Self trust. Respect. Nonjudgement and you should fine. It is above
  14. Holy shit I eat 2 McDonald ( French régulated tho ) this week After 4y. I m on a blood test asap
  15. If we practice music we understand music is nature. Thoughts are not fake. They are nature will. If you believe in a sense and thoses ideas comes again and again. Maybe delusion is real
  16. Strenght is a point of view anyway. I know what are my strenghts and weakness in what I do It's not true there is a tons of animal that "fake it till you make it" some spiders and birds clothing.
  17. Yes she laughed at me. But she stop laughed when she understand that I was just having mind sex with her. Like this topic. When 2 enlightned masters beat at each others. Sure she was a bit more enlightned. 15 y of more than me. Expected getting more pharma crack for free until they didn't wanted
  18. A too much spiritual man can makes spiritual everything he touches
  19. I find that the less I talk the more I HUMPA HUMPA
  20. I did & my girl had rules .. I have known except respect & love. it was more hard than edging and no fap, such a god challenge. go try to knock at the door and not enter ! that's REAL CHALLENGE FOR THE MIND. BLUE BALLZ ? BODY BLUE I mean no man on earth could own the will I had, not fucking her with my hooky looky so close from her lumpiu lumpa 2 days she will tear up the sofa. I made her mind squirt by mental arousing
  21. lel let's have a baby together. nice stream of flow what a good idea, seriously good bass to dig there the mix is a bit airy comparatively to the mainstream ( but who cares anyway ) it's late ! I haven't been producing 4 years ago, I'll soon hit my 4 years. Will send you a pm with my lasts shits. I dig your metal stuff with eastian vocalist, ego split . ( kind of to me ) I like koan, I really need to dig more, look at Mr Bill or Au5 stuff if you like "deep stuff". but we go HS on the conversation, so get back on the subject, what is the subject ? where are the limit of the subject, are we in the subject ?