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in fact reading Nietzsche is like taking only the dark side of a very violent psychedelic for instance. but it has his own context, and maybe there is better lecture now. I only needed a very insightful and meditative trip on LSD for a week, with a lot of mushroom trip, I did a full 2 weeks on mild and moderate dose ( don't ask me why, I was feeling doing it like this at this time ) music, drawing, inquiry/philosophy. I had the biggest dark soul ever though for the 5 months after, would not recommand this lvl of violence without integration hahahaha But I was already a philosopher/self improver and weed smoker since a long time. but I m very clean now, cannot regret what was written anyway

law of magnetic fields are not a thought though when you do music, you are with musician. when you kill people, you are around killer, etc etc etc.. karma is a very real thing, but what is understand of karma is relative to the perspective of the observer, aka, we all have our concept of karma. but it's mathematic & very real, it's just not horoscope or "christian guiltyness", it's a Physic thing with a big P

no, god give us the choice to create hell or heaven with imperfection we can fix or not, it's the game that is offered. in fact he is so perfect, he allow us to strive for perfection or to do nothing. what is infinite is in all side of the coin. no dark/light pack, just what is

Marilyn manson in enlightened though. very enlightened, I mean, he is probably more a master than everyone on this forum. I suppose even that Marilyn manson is above coral stage, he is very Teal in his own way. nice well done, psychedelic are work out, not a swimming pool day any insights on your lesbian adhd energy ? you're still adhd ?

totaly worth it. Cause I didn't do it for the end result but for the present result in the act of learning & improving. no smoother route, the more you work, the more you learn the hard way, and you start to love it this way

he justify having faps for 34 years don't trust leo

that's why the stage above Teal are weird and not straight on a line of thinking. You sure you ain't projecting what the layer of a mind is on ? relative to what ? your ideas of what is a spiral stage ? it's more of an upgraded understanding of reality and the path to this tier of thinking can happen in all types of people. ( ok maybe not Trump ) But trump is clearly a poker card for Above stage coral. Don't believe the hype that the top richest people in this world live in a " orange delusion " they are not. You can teach the world in many ways, ways that are technological and so above the talking. Reading the life of Hitler, he was clearly for me above stage yellow. So whatever people think he was "red", not so sure. Coral still need to act according to his society-context, and being a part of the stream doesn't mean you hold the stream. Or maybe I just deluded myself and he was just an idiotic racist. Why it would be so non understand-able that pushing for absolute love means acting on a red fashion to get the power needed to makes everyone upgrade in stage, it means sacrifice, maybe even fire & blood. Coral is being like dark vador, for me it means you fight for your race / planet at your own scale with your own natural strenght. Yes not all kings are great, but kings have to makes hard choices, choices of gods.

nah. He can't. Stage coral means you can fully embody red if needed, or looks like red. I could kill 1000 people with a knife if that would save the earth. Not that I want it, but I would if that was needed. but I wasn't saying Trump is coral though. He could just be a stupid red/orange aswell.

What if Trump was coral, what would it mean ? a stage under coral could not understand what a coral is doing. Maybe trump is working toward a massive enlightment of USA by showing how politics is corrupted and how monney is bs anyway. ( he probably see through the limit of this delusion that's why he live like a memes ) or Elon musk ( same thing ), he isn't about "orange matrixed", just a delusion, for all I know everyone around me could be coral playing the orange game. just speculation over there, means, be aware of your own delusion

Harmonic engineer system Means you understand your context, your bubble, the destruction, but still push forward your authentic capacity/self in the material world to the best extent through absolute love. You think in term of energy/ etc etc.. creating your own metaphysics resolving around the flow that you grasb. You accept what is, and doesn't accept what is, it's sort of an aware controled skyzophrenia this stage is living through the mainstream delusion with awareness of your own, but still cultivating an awareness of "what is" and "what is for others" separation between the identity and the I, we still fight in the same area of capacity than before, we just keep the road and the work. at this stage all words/concept becomes relative to the current understanding of the I ( that still need ever need an infinite enlightment ) you wave on the flow of life the stage becomes fluid to the point of creating your own sort of stage, your own goal, your own happiness etc.. Totaly context dependant with the I just my own definition

@AlwaysBeNice you got me back & At 13-15 years walking for school like

that's why I even slow down on music work, I still do my hour everyday ( or more ) I just live life at my pace. Reading, even flirting this year ( woaw, for a late sex boi like me ) I just projected the idea of being "Trump" and how "unhappy" I would be. So much monney so much fake love, fake friends, fake life and everything. ( or maybe I m projecting ) HO YES ULTIMATE MONNEY ALL CHOICE AVAILABLE !! SO MUCH FREEDOM, THAT S WHY I WORK SO HARD FOR THE PUSSIES while you created the perfect caged world on yourself. You missed everything, no real love, no real friends etc etc.. being billionnaire with a smile is the only truth, every time your teeth grind, you didn't worked hard enough to see it was pointless to work hard to the point of almost physically die. We run for monney for happiness, but without health, no amount of monney will makes us happy. That's only my view, but whatever, if you think a billion is better with a stomach cancer. go get it And I did drug more hard than modafinil mixed with others to work even more and sleep on command, for a almost 3 years, I did close to the 10k hours in less than 4 years, only for the software, without counting the 10k learning aside for this project. working hard for 4 years has been benefitial, it was my love for art and my fear for having a "borring shitty job". so sorry I didn't worked my ass off at 6 and not at 21, you cannot get the life of anyone else though. now I live my way, I don't live from art right now, but I will, monney is absolutely not a thing right now ( I wish a bit more, but each thing at his time ). There is this feeling inside me, I will be "rich" anyway and even if that's never it's fine aswell. ( kind of view ), even with my ass on the back of the couch it will happen anyway, because working is all I know anyway, it's my breath, I have been the biggest lazy pack of shit gamer until 21, so after I become addicted to learn and improve, it's my new addiction to being

My spiritual morning routine "don't be lazy my friend" ./#404

I didn't watch the video of leo on teotl, but I believe it's the same "art cosmic love" than "god", means you kiss the whole creation and understand the self upgrading process, and so don't deny the art for what it is, an art form, life is art. Why would you hate a painting for "being itself" ?

woaw thanks leo, your answer looks more gold than before, it's long talk but very art modulated . & serotoninluv, great as always. experience is key, or you read a lot of pov, or you get self experience with total open mindedness to new experiences/new people. =

looking for those subjects currently : - Fantasy books ( everything than can "stimulate" my imaginative mind ) - sexuality / tantra / love - alternative drugs / nootropics - Science of communication / energic field reading thanks guys I m happy to read your suggestions !

many thanks for the tight answer. for me it makes me very productive at music, something insane. I can't stop producing, it's like I become very OCD with working on art. not that primitive, I would say instinctive, but for me, food & sex are almost after my need for art. As my addiction for listening music goes. I wish I could vape it joseph, time will comes.. so far I don't drink alcohol or others, so I will just try to takes many days off and don't make it an habit again. ( I was "addicted" for 4 years straights ) I tend to have coffee day, nootropics days, and now ; weed day again. I just try to go for music or having a good moment. your theory of mood amplifier is probably true for me productivity is skyrocketed, I m not even "slowed", I become very mindful.

be the number one human in power. create a virus, wash the human genome, keep the antidote for yourself. be perfect, clone your perfect enlightened adn tada

Apparently 5 HTP cause trouble in the long run, should be used cautiously not daily.

Good answers. But now even my Friends are killed if necessary.

omg he is so conscious now, it is almost altering the entire fabric of the youtube reality

helping others is helping yourself sometimes. egoic needs can reflect in many ways, it's not always pure devilry this aswell is legit

I use resonating. then I kick. resonate and break hard. I m a pure manipulative tyran in the tongue of the sleeper. when it comes to love. I would crush someone eyes directly with my finger only if that help them suffer less in the long run. I m the wave and the sea, sorry for you if you crash on me. I send a free pass to hell to everyone that try me with hate. blue and orange dogmatic values, I just crush them with no pity, but recently, I tend to find amusing to crush green aswell. ( especially on animal suffering, aside I agree, I don't agree with dogmatism and hate ) I speak paradoxical truth with yellow.

Not when you are a music writer producer. It's 99% grind & pain & e.s.t.h.e.t.i.c Sometimes the Magic opérate and your mess take shape. If you were aware of the work it takes to put 10 goods pièces of Electronic music. You would better accept a job at a Factory. Sure instruments are a thing that needs world work alone. What about understanding the entire metaphysical realms of fréquency and music. When thing intertwin and mix and you need to keep everything in a relative balance that makes sense " Electronic music is easy " hummmmm lel. Alright it dépend. But we are talking contextual quality today. Music production aimed toward label quality and genuinely original. Purgatory 5-10 years of work at list to a sincere alone mastery. I m talking working everyday. Your break are not because you're lazy but because your ears cry for help