Aeris

I did ritalin for 2 years straight ( and with weed on top of that all day long ) one day you'll now why I m completely out of using those drugs. ( I did without weed aswsell ) can help for some production work like "mixing", but there is two things with ritalin : - big crash / stacking no sleep ( using sort of sleep pills or whatever to sleep ) - high pressure in the ears ( more "high frequency", your ears are more "alert" so opened ), ( and I think all stimulant do it, even coffee ). Not good for producing music long term. now my drug is not pushing my self, but doing all days a total aware session of work, I changed my way to see how I m productive, more observational work and internal visualisation than raw production. I still smoke weed, but less, like 0.2g per day at night, before it was like 1,5g a day

this excite me.

it's not a paradigm shift to be with more than 1 woman. the trick is, if no one complete you, you believe that is self actualized to be fully independant, that is right indeed. but in the meantime, not having solid relation with someone, no spiritual connection, you will always been seeing people as mere experience, however it's your choice for now, maybe a day you'll like a woman enough for not wanting the others. relation "exclusive" are not a thought put by society totaly.

Fuck your sister' mwhahaha joking'

Heeee. I m still an angry junkie

They litteraly pushed me toward good tangible result in my way of processing work and thoughts. I didn't loose my mind. I enhanced my way of using logic. Maybe a misunderstanding Can you define me exactly what is this thing you call 'logic' ? We could then agree

Lol this one is not cosmic He prob never learned anything' he looks more of a red-blue comic

indeed, but unless you're aware that you're not an human/identity, litteraly seen that. anyway, what you call survival we do, but we do not really this neither, we just do things, that maintain this "mind ego driven to survive". I m aware of working on a self imagery, but this doesn't mean it is not aligned with what I deeply enjoy. "true artist" for me, is someone who can only pursue pure beauty for the sake of it did you reach a point when you stopped totaly to cling on your survival ? I m sure psychedelics can put you in those states for a time, but the ego probably come back again & again, just as long as you hold the body or whatever hold consciousness.

hum no, I like dancing on drug for the sake of it, and it's far from a sexual parade to get all the sexy booties. On the contrary, I m probably a survival failure then lel

Any books to dig this subjects guys ?

Who knows if you current so call'd judgment is truly making sense to someone else than yourself / or maybe what you call a 'critical judgement' is a misshaped cloud that you totaly believe is 'reasoning'. Of course if the cloud is all your hold on today. When we say It's experiencing death it is far from poetry. The so call'd logic is just an emotion in the global collective consciousness. When you die you Reborn. You still understand many delusion of the mass and mostly your own and because of this experience with yourself your get grounding in new ways of seeing and so acting. But now you know what you've seen

Being Bowserrr

How can I be possessed guys sounds hella fun and I would so much met aliens That's fucked up to be born satanist you get not that much fun in awakening When I asked the devil inside me. Just me laughing in echo

Haha you're funny. If we live in the false. Why are you doubting when we are certain ?

They show you everything is a misleading certainty Aldous Huxley - the door of perception A good writter describing his experience with mescaline. Hey whatever you're right but the thing is. What you're sayin it does. What you believe it does. This is a thought and pure imagination

Then go meditate 1 month alone. No one stop your way. Shortcut are not Always the 'right path'

There is no such things as right or wrong. Don't need drug for knowing the obvious

It alters a bit' not in the case of LSD in fact it increase " resolving intuition " if you think of something it expand toward this thing.

What do you do in life ?

Psychédélics are différents in the way that they are the contrary of alcohol. You take off the lie-glasses about yourself. It cannot be described It's a very self experience Of course you can prob reach those states with heavy work

No you don't get it. On this added molecular you get that you're litteraly the entire world. You're a dust of star. You're not the human you believe you incarnate. There is 'no errors' in nature indeed That's why évolution bring us to mix with some others moleculars mind leaders are guided to share their body with a part of nature to discover nature. Where aswell' sleepers by will of nature will equaly stay asleep

Weird how people live mostly their life by others standards. I have been since my 6 a 'Fuck schooling me' Before awakening music. After : music and take back drawing I changed but not what I do. How I do Always true

Why would I become more loving and compassionate. I m not sure that being aware has precise features. It's like psychédélics tools. Very relative experience. Relative result

hey me too, please pm me if you do, all data about cubensis B intricate me for my futur set & setting. aside I believe mush are consciousness dependant a lot more than "types of mushroom"