Aeris

Or I m the expression of nature. And on the contrary I love myself and I just hate others for a simple reason : Not being to my level of understanding and not being able to be on it. Or maybe I m just writting non sense. But if I m writting non sense. Who is not writting non sense ?

Take a toll you're sweaty lol You escaped the Maze but you still have to ground. Not all speaking is 'useless' tho. Concepts can carve actuality. Just you work with cloudbrain

I find that weird to ask, like, please go down on me sort of I like when it's "spontaneous"

you're a deluded on your self concept of enlightment, what if this is not "this" thing you are thinking enlightement is. you put meaning and attribute to this word, but what does it means really ? does it really means this concept of being a self living his life and finding yourself ? what "this" is really about ? really about this idea you are covering ? you know it, cause you're enlightened, so this concept and feeling you put on enlightment is there. it's not because 10 sleepers on the forum tell you what is enlightement including even leo that you should create a meaning for yourself out of it. Enlightement is carved by yourself enlightment could be a process, not a state you can reach and be on.

in the current state of society, it is, people are too OVER asleep, even LSD doesn't work on some hardcore fuckerz. Who would have believe it. it's a very low price for the benefit. I don't see any problem with using drug, they put cokaïne on 1/5 children in america, no one gives a fuck about it, they die, they loose guts etc.. but still everyone is deluded to believe they have a specific shit in their kids, my kid/ or me isn't a good SLAVE, what should I do, bring me this hardcore nazi shit you got to sold. ( or course cokaïne is rebrand with names like adderall/ritalin etc.. > I did it myself, I know what I m talking about, ritalin is way better than regular cokaïne ) "you mean LSD ?" "- no I mean the coke shit to put their brain asleep and addictic, I mean FUCK them ! I didn't say wake them up, Bob, fucking listen Bob, this is about getting monney, not about helping" moral story : Don't put cokaïne/ and SHIT with /////PSYCHEDELICS psychedelics wake you up, they are a counter drug, they have just the fact of being playing with consciousness, only common points is it change consciousness.

so you're enlightened and still believe there is something call drug. I m laughing on my ass

until we create a real process that learn to self process things and upgrade, something that work like instinct, like statistical & feeling. humans are organic robots, yes just a word, you're deluded maybe to believe things are infinite, in minds, MAYBE, but I find that even specific ideas always turn around the same things, it's more probable that we live in a simulation of "infinity" means here is really finite, not infinite. I don't know why @Hellspeed you BELIEVE that AI is impossible, it's 100% sure that AI will destroy humans. Human are themself AI born from something else. we are just an AI creating AI at best, or you discern artificial from natural, but it's not 100% sure that we are "natural" technology is GOD tools, there is no separation between god creating humans, creating internet, that is true enlightment, we are alreading doing the "god schemes" or maybe not, if that was the case, maybe we should play our cards. there is no separation between a nuclear industry and nature, why ? because even the sun is nuclear as fuck and without nuclear no system, no energy, no light. so, it's a duality to believe that what kills human is wrong/unmoral. the world is working toward creating & destructing, we don't know why, and maybe that's just it btw, it is not because the calculus on the screen looks finite, that it doesn't work on another scale of "infinite". means it's not because the AI code is looking like 1-0-01010101010 that it doesn't mean that the whole code is playing on another "tongue" so to speak, our vision cannot see the entire calculus even if we do it, you see where I m riding here ? means even our tongue could self create something else we weren't able to see in his fabric/code. if everything is infinite, so AI code could be, even if he looks like a finite calculus of statistic talking to specific cases. the specific case of code could replicate itself on something we didn't see ( in the case of trying a process of self learning strategy )

what are you calling mindgame precisely ? an exemple ? if you need to play "mindgame" neurotic gf, like 95% of people tho I'm still looking toward science on nofap, aside I do not own the addiction, I kill it, but I radically die on evertything not something easy to share. but that would help greatly some friends to work on no fap specifically.

what an active mind those days

depends context I prefer when you're joking but SERIOUS PEOPLE they are the MOST FUNNIER ! why so serious ?

You can learn while having pure fun. being still even if the whole world around is burning

It's a lot about trial/experience, see the body load after eating, be aware of your own body response. Quantity, quality, context of your genetic ( did your ancestor evolved to eat milk, alguae, or meat ) by quality I mean something broader than high costly food. Balance is the key. sorry to tell you this, but it's a lot of trial and error on years of work, it's not like someone will deliver you a book with all the great answers on how you should consume food, they all push their dogma and their religious eating shit list. if your belly is sick of a type of food, then it was maybe not good food, if you eat a certain food and those days relate with "feeling wrong in mind/belly" then it wasn't a food for you. Probably fast food is not the best way to eat tho, no matter how, but still, why not eating an industrial pizza or whatever, don't alienate your life neither.

I do the same. Add it that I try to talk or reword what I m reading. Even share what has been said with rough memory Add to this the need for a momentum - a true desire/passion for the material at hands. ( It help having this deep focus ) I don't read a lot though. Only legit and needed stuff. I m more into audio And I mostly use my mind to use my time on working to not 'waste my time'. Optimal reading

I don't believe in sleep schedules anymore, the human mind is organic, you don't need neither to sleep at night, BUT you need to sleep in a very dark place. Although I believe you should never use a clock if you can. My sleep-hack : brainstorming~ - avoid all light in the room when asleep, stop having big light in the eyes before sleep ( like 1-2 hours ) I mainly draw and listen podcast. ( not talking about avoiding screen, use flux and this kind of apps aswell, just very low light if you still read on your phone ) - having a natural temper, no artificial heat is better, it depends of what works for you, it's good to watch the ° tho and see what fits. - for nap it's about having less than 20 min of YOUR full cycle ( that is between mostly 90 et 130 minutes ) - The perfect tight would be, sleep when you're tired. - coffee is still fluing in blood after 12 hours, so your only and first cup should be in the morning, and avoid stimulant is better on a long term. Do not make coffee or stimulant an habit, more a poker card. ( and work better this way ) - Do not smoke weed before sleep aswell / it fuck REM sleep if you're high - Better avoid all drugs if your life and discipline/goals allow it. - Do not eat before sleep aswell ( 4 hours before ) and something not heavy on the body load. - You can use triptophan or herbal sometimes to help fall asleep ( do not abuse it, but if it can mind help ) - Use asmr or lower noise to help focus the mind on something else than thought ( if ruminating thoughts are still a problem ) - Do not use any types of medication to sleep ( EVEN melatonin, & highest dose efficient is 0.3 MG, you read WELL ). WORK harder the day. ( or take 1/4 of what is advised use the LOWEST dose, a total poker card. ) - Food to take before sleep ( natural triptophan ) black chocolate + walnut > activity that helps before sleep like : meditating - reading - journaling - podcast - drawing Do not use your bed when you don't sleep in it. ( habit of mind, your subconscious will believe bed = getting dynamic / not getting sleep ) Aeris x-x just what I find working for me.

find someone who you find is fucking good at speaking, find many guys good at speaking. simple as listening leo carefully, he speaks well. follow them, watch them, repeat their ways, adjusted to your tones and what you think is suited for your own voice. and if you want deep accuracy, you can watch in multiple langage "great speech" to take inside the energy of a "good speech". I would listen aswell on dialogue in series/movies, cause actors are worked on to speak clearly. You can try to read books and record yourself, Then listen to yourself without judging and just finding the harmonic content that doesn't fits in term of speed/ emphasis on words / syllabes. giving dynamic to speech. On a subconscious lvl, > knowing your subject, & "don't really care for being judged" being self confident and moving. this really help for a surface speech to be intrinsicly well directed. I have always been a good speaker, but sometimes I m just too lazy to explain my mind to others, cause I m too much adhd for instinctive speech that I didn't prepare or see clearly in my mind, it can looks confusing and I can reword my self a lot. Resume : Find great speakers from all kind of background. ( EU, ASIAN, US ) / Listen audiobooks or content likes movies with well speeched actors. - Tones ( low/high ) - Volume ( who are you speaking to, are their ears receiving ? ) - Rythm/dynamics - Harmonic content, emphasis on syllabes - Usage of words, don't over use words that no one can relate to ( depending the context ) ( repeat or not repeat a sentence ) ( known words, specific words, value of a word, impact of a word, order of using words ) - Use silence to makes people allow space to reflect the words that have been said. Bonus : undertanding music is a good way to improve aswell. Maybe there is more, that's just some lead

the last paragraph makes me think of what I told my brother yesterday. tho it doesn't mean we should accept to live only on a weak system and accept it. ACCEPT IT, live it, and if you can, kill it

good views, but in the case of a mental affair, like I sell you with a smile a defectible object, is different than non manage your monney correctly.

my head

Honest This should be known by the common. Very authentic answer there I can sense A full episode on ego projection and differentiation between authentic projection carved in love vs falsehood devilry projection

I don't know I only use to listen music mostly without lyrics or just angry sample. ( Mostly angry current dubstep noise ) When I was listening metal as a teenager I didn't understand a word in rap or others genre. To answer I think everything you do is written somewhere in your mind' you just can't Access it. People who use to sing along a rap lyrics though totaly mindfuck themself.

Do what you want. The 'karma' is very real. Not all buyers will appreciate. You'll not win long term if one decide to physically broke you because you scam him. Do not do others what you wish not get. It doesn't mean you cannot act red. But consciously Fuck people. It's sure that once the seed will be very angry and if your life is worth 500$ humm If someone scam me joyfully and I know where he lives. I would burn his house without him knowing I would even do it for him to not link me. I would find him on fb aswell. And when I m vengeful It's only if justice has to be incarnated by me. Which is rare but when I act 'red' you wished not be my ennemy Don't think everyone people you sell things are weaks monkeys. The more dangerous could look the weakest.

I never followed leo, leo has been the reflect of my own inner will to pull string from the universe through the use of my innate force to find answer to my questionning. I m not thankful for leo to be real, I m thankful to me to having makes leo a part of my reality. ( Am I truly joking ? ) I only watched how to makes a girl squirt 2 months ago. Shame on me

escape from ?

I m reading two books currently. all the answers for most of the questions are there : REALLY clear in thoses books, Robert_Greene_Mastery Anders_Ericsson_Robert_Pool_-_Peak__Secrets_from_the_New_Science_of_Expertise I was already aware of most teaching in there, but that's good to reframe and read more consciously ! why some people can work 150 hours a week without having needs to go for others activity, kind of answered totaly. ajasatya, your work seams very interesting. good luck with this, you're right about your own empathy. I probably looks devils and red, but most people here believe they are at a higher mental dev that where they really are, including myself. but not everyone is led to this path, for me being a bridge from orange/green to yellow/turquoise/coral through music and art is more my path. it's hard to push people to go into the dark night of the soul as my own LP haha I had to abuse, drugs, alcohol, and everything to just see the groundlessness of my habits. I still do drugs and shit, but I m not really addicted to it, maybe I still want to do weed. That's my toxic point and I probably have others, but everyone has pro/cons to his personna and have still work to do on whole the tiny fragment of ego backslash. I just tended to abuse aswell, leaning and achieving ( especially video games, that looks like simulation of real others worlds experiences, pure psychedelic life view ) , sooo I just abused everything to the point that life purpose work is the only pleasure remaining meaningful now. and having balance in my "humans affair" like having sex and calmness is part of the job at doing the LP. Balanced life is the way but enough talk, I m gonna bed

funny haha exactly my thought on what is truly a "stage coral", he doesn't embody "looking evolved" because the situation is not above yellow right now, so he knows his place in current nature states ( society is nature ) a man so : he knows most of his problem can only be resolved by himself for himself according to his personnal situation in his current context. you should act orange/red if you want to help people to go at higher tier one day, doesn't mean because you totaly look like a red/orange that you are not coral. remember what leo said, you cannot understand stages above your own, only project what you believe people are "into". You could aswell not having this goal at all, but be aware that peaceful lifestyle doesn't come from the sky ( or maybe .. ? ) when leo looks not open minded for instance and devilry occuring in him, it's not, he is just doing his own agenda, and that's totaly fair & clear to me. ( see what I m doing here right now ) being passive is dangerous to the world ( or maybe not, but it could still be a "waste" ) life purpose could be more like pushing society to go for a yellow mindset at all cost. anyway after psych, you feel that the world will go where it has to go, because everything evolve as an entire sea & all my talks are not trying to convince people, they provide exercice in my communication skills that I m working on currently. ( and I m happy if people can reflect on upgrading their thoughts and experiences for themself, or even point to my flaws ) so maybe some people will be driven just to live a passive life, it's not a problem neither, they can still inspire some active people to pursue their actives goals. And anyway, everything is ephemeric, so everyone, takes a sit, maximize your pleasure ( be aware I m not sayin it in the materialism orange view of it ) > and try to not be groundless and meaningless for the rest of your days. giving pleasure to the entire society assure you to be around more "evolved" people. so helping people, is litteraly helping yourself. Maximizing joy is not about having more materials/girls. or maybe you should just accept the man sides of things, and embody more your feminine and be the man-girl you should be. So you are exactly who you need to be right now, and no one has to follow your evolved path. ( and if so, why should people evolve to be likes you ? is that truly "open minded" ? ) for me a part of being man, is about to be competitive but as healthy as you can ( & respect your rivals )