Aeris

Sometimes I go too far, but I m sure you can read between the lines of my sneaky trolly mind, I like to taint the all with a bit of my relative truth, that's for the artistic print. On the point to ground myself more in nature, that's my year work, cause I m too much of a computer connected brain, and I need to expand my experience. Working on my relation with my actual gf ! vacation next week on the other side of France to see my gf & the sea - all days for 7 days it has been a while for me, my technical skill is up the roof but my soul crave for something else, it's pointless to force things, as weird as it is, let the flow take you where it needs to take you. THE BOAT IS AFLOAT ! I WANT TO SEE THE DOLPHINS SWIMMING WITH ME NAKED ( me naked < not the dolphins, cause they already are, are they ? ) what about you ?

though you assume people judge your judgement because you are white. I think this is untrue, that is sort of the new white paranoia in usa. And there is truth to it, I've seen some debate talking about that and "white" defending themself with this now. But that become itself a falacious self defensive arguments. maybe on a day to day with "average people", but surely not that much on this forum, this is one of the main thing here, we are so open minded it put in PTSD whatever begginer read us too much hahaha you can only battle with ideas and arguments, put your little ego aside ( I m talking in the sky here, not to someone specific )

ok my turn I totaly think this statement is true : " Hitler was an angel of love who left too soon :'( " https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DPEvvW3XUAAlfpv.jpg do you agree ? @Apparation of Jack

I was thinking of you yesterday on the shower, nothing sexual though. I think I get it that way too, nice post haha how much enlightened ? 99.99% ?

I got my girlfriend and sex after enlightment, so maybe not. it depend where you come from, I never had a gf before realisation of my own internal problems and false dichotomy of consciousness. I was believing in my thought story about why it would not work, and was focusing on that instead of being in the now in full presence. ( And I was too focused on false dream like being rich to be very attractive, so I worked really hard on art haha, even if that doesn't pay any bills, wasn't that much into girls in fact ). It's when I lost all sense of metaphysical reality that I got it. A bit too deep even. I was anti seduction game. And I almost got my gf and my first sexual experience without seduction game, I took very creativ way though that are my way through my experience. I used my own seduction game outside of all internet schemes, and that worked.

Lol I don't care about race, if there was an absolute value of smartness, I would just suppress everyone of the earth that is dangerous to my own peace and liberty, so almost everyone that is not me. this statement is deeply written in all human mind, that's the survival line. be skeptical of your own consciousness, you assume you're more self actualized than me, maybe, maybe not.

I don't want to enter the big debate and makes my point ultra clear. ( I m french, it's not exactly the same, but the politic treat the same subjects ) to build a house, we needed foundation ( egoic foundation ), if everyone can enter in your house, your house becomes not yours, your values dissolve and the values of the big number become the truth in your house. It's a paradox but if we become tolerant, the whole world will turn intolerant. We need to destroy everything that threathen high consciousness society. Because we will ALL drawn if we do charity because green perspective. yellow society would be killing to save more. that's only the orange elit who see easy monney by using slave they import directly in the country. that is immigration right now. being fair would mean no immigrant at all. Makes the boat stable before opening the door to everyone. means if you accept low consciousness in your house, you become the house of low consciousness and everyone start to drawn including you and your beautiful values of peace & love. Red & Blue doesn't give a fuck. to create peace we have to be ultra violent first. that's not my view, that's what I observed of current reality. And maybe believing we can go up that way without blood, that his delusion. we need to be super mega egoic and without mercy, to keep our ego stable and THEN we can try to help others. from a world centric view, sure others are ours problems. Destroying ennemies is how nature created america, the country who created leo & actualized.org. I m not saying it's good or bad, or whatever, I just analyse. We clearly need if we can; provide help to others country to expand themself !

put it simply, go for new experiences outside of the scope of your current activities / daily habits . the experience you fear the most are the one that expand the most consciousness. if you don't have a gf, getting one, if you never played games, go for for one, if you never learned about a religion, read a book about it, if you never learned about psychology or philo, go read a book about it. ( or listen videos about it ! ) Listen music or go to concert you would have never think to put the foots in before. if you didn't spoke to people, go spoke to them, if you never got a hippie friend, go for one, if you never been into sport, go for it. ( martial arts are great btw ) etc.. of course travelling. and sure psychedelics and drugs aswell. They could even open yourself to experience life itself differently.

I totaly understand that perspective, when I was a lot into reality and left video games 5 years ago ( but soon I was back on a computer for electronic music.. all my area of skills is on a computer ) I was like, yes, weird to watch someone fully connected within his mind to a screen, it even could look horrific, I totaly get it. it's like all things, you need equilibrium. I even believe than taking a line of cokaïne to a certain point of life could makes you grow. ( don't do that, but in fact, that's already the case in america.. adhd meds, another name for medical cokaïne... ) one of my rules, is everything you need for feeling complete could be an addiction, ( and I m not out of them ) It's a lot about balance, restriction based on judgement will never get you that far. or it's mainly because you don't know how to take a profit from it then. And that's fair each life need his experience for him to blossom in his way. I would say that there is always two coins of the same piece, there is low consciousness game, high consciousness game, lower consciousness player, higher consciousness player. And the player is even most important than the material at hands. And for all things, not only games. In all things you can find good or bad, what are you extracting ? For me it's a lot about upgrading the accuracy of the gold finding machine, what kind of gold are you looking for, and there is gold everywhere and nowhere. You're the gold finding machine !

I played online games, and worked on team to achieve goal, I talked to many people from differents opinion and behavior ( sure gamer in the rootcore, but every human is a bit ), always judged on their techniques and talking, cause we couldn't see them in real life ( no physical judgement, only soul judgement ). When you got interest in video games more than in life itself, you see everything, the matrix of the game, you overthink the code, the algorythm and how the physics of it work. I think it mainly depend of the interpretation, but most games can give you a simulation of a side of reality that you can expand your knowledge on. In fact I even believe that video games are in possibility the more powerful technology we got to learn faster. Some world are so metaphoric of ours we can retrive and rethink even the "solid reality". they teach me how to learn, and strive for a goal. When you work 1000 hours for just a title in the game, you understand what "farming" is, and that's a feature of life aswell. There is too much to contemplate in video games I could write a book about it. And metaphorically speaking, video games are an extension of what we can see in reality, a huge part of reality is in video games. They are reality, they are not separate. I don't play anymore that much cause they are all very "ORANGE". but that's just because I feel that I have learned enough from them for now, I don't play not because I find them low consciousness, but I have no more interest right now for them. as an Artist I can create pure visualisation of 3D model from my mind, there is no real distinction between games & reality. the only things that change is "HOW" you played thoses games. All activities are a waste and all are meaningful, depending the interpret firstly. All experiences makes you grow, and this one is powerful as a dmt trip. For me that's totaly logic that someone like leo was into level design gaming. They are one of the most closest things from god understanding right now. Technology is an extension of god will. having to work in team, create equilibrium, sense of goal, harmony within the team mates. ( reduce conflits, upgrade harmony ). I didn't play wow ( running for power ) I was more into guild wars ( running for esthetic and "prestige" ) Skyrim is probably one of the top tier game for personnal growth to my experience. especially for "noobs" when you butcher soldiers and burn them naked in the fire cause you stole their clothes, that gives you perspective.

could you guys elaborate on the fact of being an enlightened being. I want to know if I m enlightened or not

CV : very super enlightened master, looking for his servant stage blue for some inner work.

it's almost impossible to hack a multiplayer game. you would need to bypass your client right to allow you the "administrator rights", or give yourself the moderator/administrator right. by creating a new account that is not recon by the source computer / matrix. There is way to hack this kind of game, but that's not easy, and depending the physics you could still not hack everything around, only some part of the game. just food for thought

Totaly what I explained to a friend It's good to read you rewording things. I agree on everything. But did you use Mexican types ? They were absolutely not like others more euphoric and into reality. More strong than LSD. My entire expérience of reality was melting and distorded I could feel a control over the speed of Time with my mind' and everything was slow mo and saturated like a Tarantino movie. Truth is I smoked weed on it. And I think it makes the trip more visual & funny & less ' ultra conscious'

pure mental if you don't practice

All the facet of adhd are my worst habits. People with inattentive ADHD make careless mistakes because they have difficulty sustaining focus, following detailed instructions, and organizing tasks and activities. They are easily distracted by external stimuli, and often lose things. They may leave projects unfinished and appear not to listen when you speak. so I use weed, it makes me focus some would say that is a bad habit cause I smoke it in the EU way, with 60% tobacco. ( btw, stop smoking pure, that's a total waste, but yeh thc oil is my futur goal ) I don't see anything wrong with me really, it will depends what I go for in life. I never feel that the 10000 hours of video games I did was a waste ( some of it, but very little ), I m proud and happy of each hours "wasted".

You need : mushroom 2g or more. findind a bunch of hippies Friends A lot of music Move this body Contemplate !

Yes and even people who find that life matter more than death. No one never die. Dreaming and being is absolute non sense. Créatures eating shitting taking shapes atom talking fucking ass. It's incredible. It is non sense that there is nothing After death. Because maybe you can't kill yourself. Having an opinion is always painted with the human ego mind who think through the lense of his survival and basic script. Maybe you'll have to live forever as a soul and there is real others dimensions. No one can claim It's true or not. But if It's Infinite in the absolute and there is no time. It means that the Logic of such universe. No death possible & eternal repop like in a video game. Humans are nature and so their thoughts are nature itself.

what is the goal of achieving such a result ? just curious, I m looking for a yoga that would help with the fact that I live mostly sitted on a chair.

Maybe it could with a really really sharp mind. Don't forget mind is aswell god and nature itself. Deny the mind is dangerous aswell as taking mind for real Mind has not to be demonized but tammed and improved. Starting to not trust mind is a step toward improvement

This aswell is a side of reality. You cannot project into thought what is not at first ' inside the mind ' Personal context relative note : If you see shit everywhere it is maybe that you're full of shit ( haaaaaaaaa )

Don't be mean. But never remains weak. See I m not strong of body. But I could laugh on dead babies raped. When someone Fuck with me. I'll look for the trigger point to push them in a existential dread. Disrupt their reality. Take their beliefs and make them eat their own tails. It's love in the end. Free individuation and a ladder to join my level. You don't need to be violent in the common sense. We get what we seed. Best way is avoid taking your Time and focus on low consciousness talks. Or take an accurate lenses. A better question tho. Why your réputation at work means. Is that important ? I fight once at school because a kid was lying about me and fucking my way to survive stable in the establishment. He talked talked and I crush his head in the physical sense. Don't do that. I just mean. I know what was this feeling. But I couldn't avoid school

Language is meaningless in the absolute. But in the relative it helps works and project complex abstract process. If doing that is useful or useless is a matter of perspective to 'me'. But I think of langage now like magic energic spell. It means prob nothing just point an internal pre process. Your sub beliefs no matter what they are. Dual non dual. Words are meaningless. All this whatever x & y or scripture or culture or everything in the manifestation before writting a thought. All this in the end is aswell pure complete air. From a god perspective Einstein is equal to the one who likes to smell his own farts. To me the absolute is that there is none. I m walking and thinking on pure Sand. If my thinking delude me to believe in a 'logical process' deeply now. I know it's my 'truth'. We are like Galaxy we expand toward Infinite nothing ! All my sentences there are aswell groundless relative shit. Just like yours. When you are 'more aware' It's only you who scales yourself based on the Rootcore. On nothing ! But aswell on everything. If we can think. So the universe does it. If that's holy natural or what. Depend. That is all beliefs in the end. you put on a relative beliefs and make it absolute. Who is the one who pretend he can understand life only through a séparation of the self/body. Maybe the 'materialist' have a side of truth. We are clearly operating from the dna scripture of the universe. Even thinking all this is 'god will' Destiny / biology. Prior to thought there is maybe 'body' who allows thinking. Believing one or the others ( spirit vs body:brain ) is only a relative belief. Both are true and wrong. Nothing and everything. Or maybe I m just on a belief system

Turning point !