Aeris

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  1. I would say that same force attract each others at some points. believe it or not, bad boy attract hoe anyway who cares
  2. science destroy humans and we transcend in a body full of serotonine and without needs. see there is a possibility, maybe not for us, but in 500 years.
  3. How can you be so sure that you're enlightened ? If all ideas are delusion does it makes your idea of enlightment real ? Is the non aware enlightened aswell to the master ? What kind of power enlightment has given you ? Could I say that enlightenment is a perpetual process. Or that is corruption of the meaning ? Did you take any form of egoic pleasure from this kind of work ? What is the point for you to speak to the non-enlightened ? Am I enlightened ? If not what should I do ?
  4. I don't believe in democracy. But passive tyranny ain't that bad for me so far
  5. to fight the darkness inside - is fighting the darkness outside here is a reflection of the what I think is a pure inner reflection of the true "love" of a man as god you always wanted to live toward heaven even when you pray to hell. heaven is not here for you, We & I have to work for it. Here is not heaven or hell, here is what you want to make of it. as god we have the power to create systems that are the reflection of nature direct process toward unity & understanding. words are not empty, they always keep the power we/I relatively attribute to them and this, this, is an absolute side of reality. this power into words is only a reflection of our love. this is our choice to strive for our best version of ourself, this will never be perfect, But if you do always choose to think or to act out of love over fear.
  6. all the spiral dynamics video and just life experience, way to mastery/expertise self inquiry/meditation
  7. sounds serious so far from my perspective it could be for a time, I m not thinking of leaving her on my side part, but I don't know what I don't know and sometimes won't know I m trying to shape the present as best as I can ; have no energy to put my mind into self deceiving story about the futur. Could me aswell who isn't serious in the end, the thought occured, but I m floating on the one only adventure : life But so far I feel in love, nothing else to know. I like my boat and where it lands, I don't know if I'll stay here, but it could be, who knows, still not me, I can faint to know. sounds symbiotic, very open minded talks, she is just a bit younger than me, but I believe in the light I've seen so far, she is naturally good at arts and study science, she transcended her neediness herself, we are both in exclusive relation without any need for the other, but with a sincere attachment, even if we do not comdemn people who are into "open". So I believe so far we could build a really healthy relation. ( I m with her since 6 months ) I m just quite new to the all thing, but I have good friends with a tons of experiences on the subject. ( one of my best, talked to me about everything in almost all the details haha ) Apparently I m a good communicator. She is not close to me this month, she had to go back for a job for 2 months ( but she is still student so she come back here, and I'll go vacation to her place next week ) ___ some links https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wave_field_synthesis https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5368249/ https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25534332/ I lost my special one with the all wave synthesis maths.. I m not really for a total maths/music thinking, I think it's ultra good to be self aware of model for music ( mathematic impact, and stacking of harmonic/volume etc etc.. ) they can help shape your organic practice, but that's just how I see the thing, I believe myself that as long as you keep thinking and thinking, you're still learning a new process then, and sometimes this process could even take months with an everyday working practice. btw I got a discord for music/self improvement/gaming/memes talk ( it's 60% english, 40% french, 0.01% german ) You should keep drawing, especially in freestyle !
  8. yep I just had a selfish reflection on this matter, something triggered the box. yes winning the lottery will not help in anyway with getting a real state of happiness or spiritual growth it could even create a contrary paradox and you'll feel lesser. and I don't believe in the human with under dev mind, to give monney to charity especially if you don't sustain your life at the moment, that is the beautiful picture you would paint to why you diserve this monney "more". ( I don't know about op ) in reality, you would not have enough monney if you won the lottery ; because the entire spectrum of stupid possibilities opening in a short time into your brain of what you would do with this monney would be too huge.
  9. it's totaly possible, but it needs a true shift within you. I m the proof you can be trans-rational without any proper survival strategy and no monney, completely lost on the question of "how to makes monney" It doesn't make it easy. But I could be a psych or a lifecoach. But in the meantime, I prefer art. I put all my eggs in art, but I m a underachieving machine in term of material prospect. I produce on average 3 minutes of music for each 1000 hours of work. My strategy is working super ultra hard until deafenisation, insanity, and all that ! I give my 100% for no penny at all , and probably no penny from it before at list 5-10 years.
  10. People who believe in nothingness after death to me could be deluded. Could be that there is only life after life, who experienced true physical death here ? "Eternal return" makes almost more sense to my ego, even from a physics point of views. The universe is more like a giant sand falling machine, You'll not "reincarnate" as in this world/ lifetimeworld , but reincarnate as the entire universe turning upon itself again & again. the only way is truly becoming god and infinite within this framerate and stop the wheel, or maybe god itself can't. explain me how you get " good karma ", what kind of actions will help me increase karma ? I m all sited
  11. Or musician and any works of art. Though this is a goal above monney. Beauty
  12. can you expand on this idea of "partial credit", cause I could use the sentence, life is about balance, it makes sense, but very relative to where I rise the balance.
  13. Interest in art is pre philosophy ? - Lot of sex with everything breathing or not (total enlightenment)
  14. I don't deny race but what's the point of knowing this for you ? What does it change ? If there is a point to make that's probably cultural values. Genetic play more a role of passive. For me there is race and if they are one thing about them they all succeed equally in stupidity Does that makes everyone stupid ?
  15. Please I m all for it' I enjoyed a lot Robert Sapolsky introduction on YouTube if you know about why not create a free Channel on YouTube with donation ? I know it's a bit of work but it could still financial help. you have I believe a really good teaching when you write. You enjoy teaching and I m sure you would convey your experience to share on your own unique view on those subjects. Lots of your powerful posts are losts in chunked data of this forum. Spiritual biology 3.0
  16. my girlfriend is born with a perfect cat, that is a good surprise because I didn't ask anything, but I watched a video once on the fact that a lesbian girl was drawing all sort of cat-girl engine. May god be blessed I got even a better cat than in porn apparently, now that I compared. And my bias toward woman with big boobs HAA STILL THERE I CAN FEEL. I hate fake boobs anyway, that bother me to touch plastic don't you ? but I m still having deep emotional issue, I find that the B is good, but I have a big desire toward D, I don't understand is that a sigmund freud thing ? it kind of ultra excite me, this big boobs are the thing I m always looking for when I fap, seriously I m not addicted, It's inner work for the real thing. I really need to inquiry why this need for big boobs, my gf has beautiful boobs, but they are not big enough to ULTRA EXCITE ME. I need to penetrate her mind and stop the visual neediness, but I m an artist, am I lost in this boobs quest ? Why that's only meat in fact, plastic, meat, whatever, but damn. Anyway I lost my self a bit there
  17. and sorry to hear about your girlfriend, but who knows maybe that's for the better... never regret old times and past.. build present for the futur. Maybe that's for met her again in the futur but on other circonstance, maybe it's the end page of a chapter. I doesn't experience yourself, but I hope you're still doing well anyway. But I m sure you are hard enough to get through, probably more solid than myself.
  18. if they overdose that regulate the lazy ones. problem solved. free weed aswell would be great. free weed and universel income forever I vote day & night I don't believe people would do nothing, at worst they do nothing 4-5 years, then they all go for self actualized & new meaning, this is how it truly works. People could work from through passion and put harder quality and even result from this. ( fear of dying is no more there, fear of not having food, and it makes the QI or functionality goes up ) and it makes people efficient. And it will give more monney value to "dirty jobs" no one will do it for surviving, but for getting more. And if no one want to work at mcdonald, I m sure they will be people to work in it. But seriously UI can only be real in a more green/yellow society. Orange is too blind for seeing more than the hole he is digging for society, in fact, for himself. this is a paradox I totaly believe than giving a free income that allow you to live fairly, will push you to engage in true passion and give yourself full. then there will still be "wageslavery shitty job" BUT, if I take a mcdonald. 90% of people work at mcdonald because they need to survive, if they have the monney to survive, this put value on the fact of being a burger seller. means you'll get & the universal & the job you had. it's an infinite subject, but too me, universal income if not today, it will happen anyway. 10 000 humans can have lesser work value than one creating the technology to replace them all. I could argue for 10 hours on why it's good to have universal income. Of course their will be cons. But I think when you study sociology or my self, I cannot believe people would become couch potato on heroïn. That is a fear non sense based argument. Of course their will be this, but there will aswell be people working hard to create community around purging the world from his pollution. Of course in reality, that means, equilibrium of gold and many things to rewire. In the current america society, or a EU country, I m not sure it would work currently. But in 5-10 years. it could be.
  19. And do that, I think I'll keep doing it, but I'll try to find a balance and I believe in the phase of life. Each one his steps I suppose. Funny, you take my place, I'll try feeling yours haha Drawing aswell this year, put my focus a bit outside and more on the visual aspect of life, I quite enjoy drawing almost everyday, but only when I feel for it. Sometimes I suppose there is phase of life where we are meant to be alone, we should not be afraid of thoses times at all. if you need any help to understand anything about computer ( unless you want to create your own server and complicate things, I m not really good at programming, I can just point you place to learn things ) If I may help. you pm me. I think you probably not that bad, but you're right, exploring technology is a bit like exploring the mind, you'll see so many connections between technology and the whole process of human minds, that's always good to get a grasb on it, technology is always close to art and we live a lot in a technologic worlds. Will depend how you use it. there is many things to learn from technology no low, no high you're are the conscious one ! If things doesn't look like gold behind your hands you better work on your midas king skillz, bitch