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yes life is a boat, everything that steer your boat and of course you can sit all your life if that's your choice. what I wanted to give, but maybe that was projection of mine laying down on a bench under the sun is totaly equal to sit down and "meditate" even "practice" are a matter of perspective/self contextual create your own yoga

it has how much you give

and sorry if I sound arrogant, I m direct, I don't really know you neither your own path. just a blink, an instinct that some people need to rewire on the path of mastery. Because having glimpse of the ox, it is not only "solvable" with psychedelics. I only did LSD and mushroom for 2 weeks straights ( micro, macro, big ) in my room, alone, music & pen, self philosophy, with enlightment as a goal. I think it help "stacking" your precedent "dual work". dual work is not to neglect at all neither, some should remember to integrate the "better" of the "orange" stage, that is "hard work, pay off"

Some people pay 300$ to listen themself and you put so much energy and true love there for free. You really radiate and shape love from the hearth. This is people like who push me to love. If Shaun is not inspired I m.

nice one will look up

awakening is like that this is not complete truth here, but a good sight

I love you, so I'll give you a trick, learn EVERYTHING THE BEST YOU CAN. Expertise a field with the goal to be GODLIKE in it. not be good, focus on being the BETTER. try to effort so hard on achieving. Get the truth INSIDE and transmut. keep up brother if you want it, you'll get it, if you want a "shortcut" try to find some pure LSD and a dark room, meditation music / pen : paper And be ready to experience everything. Truth has a cost though. But I think you know that. @ValiantSalvatore

the absolute is not a dream or a word or a concept, or a belief. it is what IS in the experience. if you think that is a dream, the wake up could be very hard. wake up or sleep anyway whatever, I m loosing my time here

I tell my friend, it's like tarantino entering your head and pushing the saturator "could be". Maybe this sort of "coral/teal" was good 2000 years ago. this assumption of what is the "god mode". But I m sure you know that and you know this is very dual. could be very different for each characters in the story. Isn't you who talked about being at peace/bliss in the middle of a battlefield ?

You're still sleeping

Agreed. And the funny thing is the 'propaganda' car = freedom Dépend mostly it means screwed. But some need it anyway. optimize your spending

As long as people get hang on 'others' people ideas. Stop all to fucking teach others every corner and embody the knowledge in truth. After your 'nothing is nothing' truth. If that makes you unhappy or blank to life you fucked up. Life is a SOLID dream. Owning your mind doesn't mean the dream is all a fabric. If you stuck in a blank you failed and keep hanging in a garbagic truth whatever it is

sharing the good link https://thethirdwave.co/ good night/day

because most mental illness are related to not being enlightened and having a cup full of shit. yes recontextualizing.

weed doesn't work for working ? I use weed only for working on long project and get the motivation to start. for me weed did it so far. Joe rogan is add. And I think the advice of being in martial art is a good one, you would be in a community, work on some internal rage, and many good things, I practiced martial art for probably 5 years of my life. ( 2 years taekwendo & 3 years kung fu ), just 2 hours a week, but that was already nice for me. not sayin it will cure everything, it just a piece of puzzle you could try. try to seriously sleep max every night, this should be a priority in your life, and without any substances in your blood. your brain need to fix receptor, if you took 20 years an hard drug, it's normal that your brain will take at list 2 years of soft withdrawal and an awful first month. this is counter to what society will told you, but if you want to heal, don't try to do everything, if really focus 1000% on healing yourself. drawing aswell is an active meditation that worked a lot when I was in a awakening crisis play video games aswell if that can makes you focus on others things. they can be a good alternative drug, sort of little rush of dopamine, it will be very easy for a conscious man to leave video games than SSRI, so go for whatever work, put aside the life purpose or whatever, if your are feeling shit this will probably fuck you all the way. I m sure you need monney, but try to reduce all the need for it. and focus on "poor healing way" putting cash never worked for me that's always scam, you can fix many things for free or few $.

how would be your mind if you were born on a island without any humans ? real or not, just go through this mental visualisation without any drug, work hard on what kind of guy you would be and what you would believe in if you were only an human living alone on an island. how would you think your belief would build and stack this way ? would you be angry against the fruit to not being efficient ? of course you can, or not. then it is to you to work upon fruit. most humans need movements, did you read marc aurèle ? stoicism is not in deny of reality, could be that what you lack of right now. I m not saying darkness is not real, but it is and is not.

are video games not already a catalyst for our dark monkey pulsion ? We can't transcend darkness into fairy ? we don't know what we are not aware of. sure there is lot of bad, but porn, probably reduced seriously rape. ( STILL PROBLEMS OFC, but we all try it out ) shoot games allowed people to always kill each others without doing it "for real", violent pulsion catalysed. maybe one day, if no one lack of something, there will be no "darkness" but to see and believe that you have to transcend the mecanic "need/desire" inside your mind. don't comit bs death, take a huge dose of psychedelics then and ask all your questions, can't be worst than your current state, would it be ? maybe humans would transfert their minds in a biologic body without need & lack, and so without egoic need, would that still work, I m no authority on the question. I cannot tell you that is possible, I don't know, but I m not sure it's not possible neither. A world where judgement and hate doesn't exist is very possible, you can maybe not experience it fully in your lifetime, but it's not even sure, internet is changing the collective subconscious in radical ways.

What lack life to be great for you ? All Dreams could be true. You could defeat darkness from the world. At one point embrass it. Then Come back

Yep good stuff resonate. Could you link share the content ?

listen all the video of leo before doing psychedelics, until it becomes a real choice and a reflected one; Don't do them if you're not knowing what you set your mind for.

I want to rewatch everything. But this is a bit old. I m hungry for audio teaching. Robert Sapolsky introduction is great. Will listen again prob it has been years. Does some of you has better content in the same veins ? Would be grateful.

Imagination is a feature of god will. Everything is imagination. Cling to imagination is clinging to truth. Believing all your imagination is true that is delusion. Imagination create the mouvement to real creation

Fuck I m always crying

Would you say that there is a delusion vs non delusional kind ? How do I become wisdom and not deluded ? Where is the difference ?

You are close of something there. Where others are drawn in their own cumulated self mind story.