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Stop this shit. Better smoke weed ( saved my month of withdrawal ) Did ritalin 3 years ago for 1,5y. was doing 70mg a day. My best tool was weed. I wanted a 'free' replacement ( weed : 15€ per day : ssri are 100% free in France : but very limited and hard too get. No adderall or others. ) So as I wanted to work hard and focus but not stop being on drug cause I don't worked enough to my view ( very orange minded ) My experience is that they makes me feel 'belly toxic' and in the end crash was too intense ( nose clogged ) couldn't sleep without an half sleep pill. It wasn't a smart move

Was great laying down while listening music on my bed. Feel safe and could go deep. I really need to try my own cubensis B. Even while Dancing. ( Mushroom tho ) Sometimes I even got Big realisation while dancing eyes closed around people. ( Time shaping control + distorsion + high visual saturation ) You need more than 100u (LSD) or more than 1.5 ( mushroom ) Or then it will just be like a 'good ssri' nothing spiritual. The ego will be stable. No real growth or Big understanding in low doses

Hard but. Work on being mindful when 'anger' arise. Try a mantra like : everything is fine. Then try to focus on creating a New plan directly focused toward a New 'victorious path'. As I m very very emotional I had and still have to deal with this. Another way is not making detailed plan for the futur and accept the flow of what happens as an exercice to overcome yourself. Start being mindful when you start judging and looking for 'who is guilty' It's not easy it is hard work but you can work and 'tame the inner tiger' as they say.

Sounds interesting on my watch list ( still watching 'the family' )

Death by fire for me. But soul transfert in a synthetic body first

I started to believe that I m directly god. Infinite power. And that I do not lack of anything and that I can be or become everything I want. This and the fact that all experience will be my teacher. My way of stopping any addictions is having a goal that makes my addiction look like stick in my wheels to Roma. Another methods is defying death and addiction in the face. Over abuse. I wasn't smoking weed for avoiding pain. I started to over abuse the thing I liked and ocd on it until association with pain. ( Abuse the thing you like to the point of pain ) For limited belief I prove to me everything by working 10 times harder.

I eat food that makes me strong. Fruit - meat - fish - eggs - veggies. I don't go in details. Got list at home. Avoid all sugars' esp soda. but dairy It's hard. Bakery are everywhere in France. I take few nootropics now. They are costy and prob bs. I never fast cause I don't believe in it. But sometimes I do. Someday I can not eat until noon. And pizza is my favorit hell food. As long as It don't Fuck my belly. I try coffee. Once a week is great. It's all about trial and error and no belief put on food. Someone know a good book on food ?

I've seen a doc in USA where 12 years children were doing LSD basicly. But psychedelics without inner work is like getting power without container

@Ibn Sina well now it looks nuanced and more about différent ideas, more solutions driven. After this we can talk with a larger view of the table - something less 'ego focused'.

This is legit. For me It's about creating a scenery. Empower myself in communication (my way) ( as I m already a character ) Working toward music label with powerful friends ( who are still at bottom but have rage and stage yellow thinking + higher ) Then my music ( that I work on very hard since 4 years. Still not enough ) + psychedelics imagery worked with my drawing ( music + vidéo ). I'll create a self improvement exercice through music- Dancing and scenery ( imagery that work with the music ) All my Friends got same mindset and multi skill + self learner I still work on my skills and those goals everyday. The thing is. I claim as a philosophy ( my Friends too ) indépendancy + having no masters. So I cannot just suck dick around and put the project out. Still in the current society I'll have to be probably under the table' but I'll keep a knife with me. But we share the same idea at the core. Having an impact

For me it was intense learning of everything ( bio + psycho + science + Reading ) + hard art work on music. + Self inquiry and méditation on LSD.

Cock blocked sensory data

Coral leo- forget 'teal+jesuslove'. Darth vader is the true love. I m claiming it since years and be put on the side for claiming it. It's holy war against all forms of stupidity. And the better way to do it is ; all ways and tools at your hands. 'clean your room' the World is our room. Tada love circle is completed. Let's start boiling skulls for dinner <3

There is no atoms

I did the same. Try to draw a million point on a paper. Circle 1000 of them. Imagine no one have a clue about reality and 1000 of them like to spread all days their best 'scientific view of life' of course none of them base his knowledge on anything but 'absolute truth' not a perspective created by their life upbringing. You is a point. Your brain focus on the basic beliefs as lenses on some of these points. Each random point formes your 'unbiased' worldview. When we say science is shit. It is not an idea. It is pure solid absolute understanding of 'truth of life'. We all come from the same exact path than you. Eating billions of knowledges will not makes you truthful it only makes you another telling point on an Infinite Map of possibility. There is no way to prove something unless experienced with your soul and body deep in the bones. You know things with head. But reality is not a collection of cloud-model. Readings 1000000 science paper doesn't make any points. It only prove a story' a fantasy in the head of one. Sure there is truth in science. But does it work on Logic or faith. Everything is pure faith- Logic is a belief. Not a godly rule. An illusion of sense in a chaos of nothingness. Absolutely everything is a cloud. When we told that the experience of a 'me knowing things' is a delusion. It is realised just as hard as looking the fire in the sky burn the retina. This is a self belief about what the nothing is. Do you think that Reading quora 100 years would makes your opinion stronger than everybody ?

I was here at a basic only to increase my business and understanding of music. It turned wrong lel

I got it too. I think It's related more with breaking the spells of your mind bs. ( Fighting internal fear in the soul ) ( I got it too at a physical level too si I believe you. Especially when I was meditating last year + doing self inquiry ) Could be wrong I m no expert in 3rd eyes knowledge

And ugly man sometimes then outplay everyone by being more smart because no girl want them. They got time to be way smarter than everyone and get a better life by reading and having time to work That makes them having more monney and fuck more girls than poor guys. Anyway equality is a myth at a planetary level. Life work in scale. There is no equality between animals or between atoms. I m not sayin you're wrong. Hold the view that sounds the best. But Is it really the best one ? Is it the truer one ? Only you Can find that

Maybe the way the post is written without counter nuance then. If I talk about A vs B. I'll take both sides of the debate and not put all my weight on one side. Everyone will think I m fully A if I only argue that A is truth ( from a surface perspective ). More I'll not identify myself with ideas or trying to make them look truer and people + myself are easily bias and projection etc etc..

@Ibn Sina 5% truth and 95% never talked to a woman ( or only at surface level ). ( I agree on the sport athlete part ) And your view is 99% bad experiences + closed at home. But there the view on the ugly/beautiful is very very cliche and non real. Sure this is a belief from movies. And even if I take for a sec it as true. Do you think both part truly enjoy being together. Do you think they Can look through the eyes of each others and say : I love you ? Or would it be more like : hey honey get the servant to give me a cocktail Wife : AaSK him yourself you dick Ok It's a blue-red-orange dysfunctional couple. Like most of people though. Édit : you got a gf. But so what are you looking at I m not féminist. I m selfist

Don't walk too slowly at night

Me too I just become a total jestering troll. And dance music catch you like a trap for body. Try not dance on edm while on psychedelics. Too hard for me

You put words on one of my réalisation. Great post. Can someone Beat you on this ? I see many people talking responsability. Especially leo. Cause maybe the thought of being a cells acting in a mathematical way is too heavy to carry on. And by cells It's just imagery - meta. I could use any words This sound as truth to me. Even if that's a mindfuck to know that you're a stick in a storm

Read Picsou life'

Can you expand on that. Spiritual ego ? Why it wouldn't work ? Hypothetically if it work. What kinds of understanding would change their actions ? got a similar idea like spread lsd on an entire country ( but similar experience already happened at the scale of a town ) https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/1951_Pont-Saint-Esprit_mass_poisoning ( Still this case is not maybe psychedelics )