Aeris

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  1. can't be , stimulus are relevant to the personnal pov experience. for some an "infinity sign" means, nothing, litteraly. I could draw a dick, the effect would be the same, if the dick represent at a metaphysical level "infinity" for the experiencer. ( stimulus perceived as triggering a specific emotion ) a specific emotion is indeed a possibility. > "thinking on a metaphysical plane" about "infinity", not as a sign or a symbol; but as a form, the form always as a relative self personnal meaning to the observer. reality has only those aspects on a pure metaphysical ground, that is : delusion, oneness, and "nothing & everything"
  2. I got one from my work. 1 year of love in 2 months. But that's real about the dynamic here. People believe they have worked enough to escape Cult Dynamic. It just happen than it create a society within society. There is rejection ( spiral Dynamic ). Racism over certain kind of thinking There is no dualism but people still put devil in forms and point at the devil of other all day long.
  3. It's not paranoia. It's my process. I Always look at the total opposite of one thing. Gandhi probably abused girls sexually Mandela was apparently sexist and beat his wife And Hitler elaborated laws that still protect animals in Germany I just look all angles of a mirror. I wouldn't call it paranoïa. But I lost all rational credulity.
  4. before supplements, I would be careful about that. blood test -> having "chemicals" checked ( body needs daily : magnesium, vitamine D, A, C, K, E ( mostly ) and all the complex B ) you can get from food, that's better, ( banana (potassium), kiwi(high quality C, and natural PPQ ), green veggies(K), etc... ) You need to have a good sleep ( 7-8 hours, and at night is way better, because of our organism ) ( work on skills for sleep better, it's IMPORTANT , very important ) having a daily meditation practice of 1 hour could be more efficient, some brain fog and "brain tiggling" could happen from sugar crash / coffee crash ( or drug crash if you use drugs / alcohol or smoking ) I m a daily smoker of weed, and the "crash" is none to me, mild physical fog and tiredness. I have no trouble with it though, as I try to not abuse it. I would check your body on a big picture, breathing, sport, food, sleep. supplements are really the cherry on the cake of personnal body healing. You should feel "fine" without any, and a bit better while on it. I use lion's mane and phosphatedylsérine for meditation for instance ( not always, but it help, as giving me a ritual ) They help me getting in deep states ( maybe placebo at this point in my practice of meditation ) by meditation I just mean sitting and focusing on breath. It helps recover the energy waste and stress as a direct effect. ( and it allow the witness to grow over the thinker ) having the mindset shared by eckart tolle can help a lot with stress. ( 'stoïcism' )
  5. it's not about the experience, it's a lot about the experiencer. back stage analysis meta thinking about the movies understanding emotions, metaphoric paradigm. there is movies for all levels of consciousness. Here are "very high tier stuff" I would dabble if I was into "self growth movies" Gaspar Noé / Lars Von Trier / Nicolas Winding Refn they are not your yearly dose of avenger Art especially when practiced/understanded at a meta level is VERY HIGHLY CONSCIOUS. 70% of my spiritual work was through doing art ( all types ) Study the meta thinking behind each arts.
  6. Mine are this type of brand. https://www.amazon.fr/champignon-Ganoderma-lucidum-additifs-végétarien/dp/B00FRDE6AK/ref=mp_s_a_1_fkmr1_1?keywords=vitabay+reishi&qid=1574497930&sr=8-1-fkmr1 ( Non gmo / vegan etc .. ) I buyed a tons of suppléments last year and dabbled a lot. Mostly a german brand always do it more for me. I buy product from USA rarely and mostly because of the 'quality régulation' In Germany people are prescribed as médecine those suppléments and ethical laws on condition of production are obligatory. ( And 'german qualitat' is mostly .. legit ) Anti corruption system are way more efficient there. Firstly all mark of suppléments doesn't have any right to sell it with message about possible benefit ( anti lie system ) because without heavy researsh. They call it (liés) I m even careful cause France has sometimes lower quality of products aswell. ( Mostly It's more about the price. ) UK products seams possibly having good products too. But Law are way more strict than USA in Germany or France. one supplément from USA was bulked with titane dyoxide. Who has been banned from France last year for possible toxicity at a micro level. Mostly more costy. Unregulated and gmo and many are 'china imported' ( yes I read a lot about that on internet ) I took probably 50 hours of researsh on supplément + country régulation + mixed with my 'relative knowledge' Germany product are efficient' regulated' and non corrupted. USA is way more corruption friendly at a company level. Not saying there is nothing legit there. But you'll have to dig quality review on your product. And of course self experience. Tell me all your experiences with stammet products ; be careful not be bias. ( Work on a 'method' of self trial and unbiased observations )
  7. I m anti rivalry at a mind level because that is the only way human race stop being a pure disease. Coopération is sharing data and energy for greater goal than one self. On a émotionnal level I still get a rush from feeling better. But that's cloud of the past. Better harder improved. All that is illusion. Things are différents. There is 'I m better' an illusion of the mind
  8. Hey good Luck with that. May I ask Why and what do you consider addiction ? Does porn material escalate ? Does it fuck with your hapiness ? Does it feel like a chain to your life purpose ? Does it feel like wasted Time / energy ? Where could I put this energy instead ? ( That's important ) Why ? Maybe don't go cold turkey. Replace activities with others
  9. You are biased. your comment proved one thing, you read nothing and did no researsh "against him". researsh = plus / vs cons. it's not about " I like it, fine that's good ". If you want Truth, you have to dig deeper all the time.
  10. Serious lol though. There is a lot of porn where the girl talk about her real life before ( a friend told me, of course) There is truly people that just don't care about everything I guess. Girl that like to think of being the catalyst of millions man's pleasures. And for some men It's a curse-blessing
  11. Internet didn't change anything. It makes people in early age very méta. My brother of 16 teached me spiritual advices and asked the good questions that makes me think even more. ( As a 25y old ) I've seen old people living like PNJ bot. No thinking at all. Méta sound like fart. Have seen the contrary. I ve a Friend smart introvert but so 'doing' oriented. He got some result but hate theory. And that's easy to see this is what he lacks. People learn all the lessons of life in their own ways. Some never. And now the older doesn't know how to disconnect while the young try to quit the high drug they have been blindly put on when they were unconscious kid. Funny. Layer of unconsciousness differ for everyone. It will go full circle
  12. One of my friend who fap almost like 3-5 times a day since decades, doesn't judge for sure.
  13. Your reactions to life are a lot like mine in many aspects haha. In this case. You were the real danger !
  14. Look for yourself. I still listened the podcast. https://www.google.com/search?q=paul+stammet+scam+reddit&oq=paul+stammet+scam+reddit&aqs=chrome..69i57.16071j0j7&client=ms-android-xiaomi-rev2&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8
  15. The truth is all thinking is projection to the relative. We eat tons of red pill. But most people didn't eat the one that tell that everything is bs. That all conceptualisation remain the imaginary thoughts of animals There what we have is ALWAYS relative observation. The truth is that all thinking is 'imaginary
  16. I read a lot that Paul company is a bs scam. He use story focus a lot on market etc.. I don't think he is a sincère Guy. Something about him makes me backward. Selling app Selling sites Coming two times Storytelling And I mean my bs detector is really struggling. To me he is crooked in somehow
  17. depletion from any major chemicals will create imbalance. thanks for your answer. I don't really use words to point to my work, I practice daily now, from 1 hour to more, everyday. no machinery, or anything. I don't even follow any rules. legs laying down, head on the chair, and I can enter deep state of nothingness by just being there. I don't appreciate the words of others that describe most of the time nothing to my experience. most of mental depression comes from an identification with thoughts ( as being the thought ) deep meditation turned on easy for me after doing mushroom / macro / micro and some drop of LSD, I was on acid for like 2 weeks everyday. then I got backslash, and then I started to have a sense of "how to meditate" creating a deep space within myself until I disapear entirely ( do nothing meditation ) but sometimes I use "focus" when I start to wander about any thought, I keep looking on the breath, then I start to forget looking for the breath. I can almost induce state of egodeathness by sitting more than 10 minutes. It's not as strong as psychedelics though. My goal is clearly to change my state of permanent awareness radically from what I m aware of today. Maybe reach the potential of psychedelics without any; And I try to always enter in deep states until I feel that my brain melt away
  18. this all talk to debate about "power". manipulation game from both sides to my perspective, the op is full of shit, the girl is full of shit and the society is ultimately even more full of shit. I think thing should be seen clearly. the guy want sex for no particular reasons ( needy ) ( doesn't seduce in "being" ) the girl want a GOOD guy to have sex with ( genetic unconscious selection + mental expectation distorsion per society imagery / this apply to men aswell ) the supermarket want to keep his power to sell and keep clients. So there is no one to blame really, from my view everyone was just doing his egoic thing
  19. I wish to met yellow that speak less relative matter. I m listening his Book on YouTube. 'stealing fire' Watched most of the podcast above. The thing is there is too much relative content in their speechs. Maybe Daniel Sch. is way more clean when It's about talking.
  20. Yes I was thinking it would be a topic to blame the people who still have it.
  21. Run for your lifeeeee This isn't an exercice