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I use this topic to add a little question do you still add books to your booklist ? still reading books recently ?

No. The World is so perfect because it is imperfect and so it need rework. It's people relevant what you 'understand' and 'believe' The eagle understand he can only fly and eat mices The turtle can only crawl and eat salad. At best you awaken to understand your Real self that is not the one you cling in mind. We could even say that all is predetermined. God is more close of a vidéo game simulating a movie inside your mind. The thought are part of the movie. And even the thought of you. Who want escape your character to become another character. Funny enough you can't ! Big mindfuck That's the ultimate. Enlightenment is human dépendant. Not a set of value to reach. Or maybe there was value to go for it. Who knows

Why ? Wage slavery will be over in 15 years anyway. Google robot taking over the work. Meh ble bleh Why no one do the work. What should be done should be done. It's not like we are free anyway. Everyone live in his own box of cons and pro.

This post enlightened me in the dissolution process of where is attach my attention and own beliefs systems. This dynamic of teacher/teached. Everyone is teaching everyone cause in a way. The receptor' do the focus and interpretation as effectively. Even précise story of my mechanical still remain a contextual story. I préfer focus on art than explain my brain process that clearly. When 'all' is created / groundless It's hard to convey' patience' effort it become very énergy taking. Good good

I've been Virgin until 25. ( But as a ocd kind of behavior for art. I avoided all girls because of high high expectation ) Then I totaly loose my attachment to the défault human self psychosis and my assumptions about life and my knowledge I had a breakdown on my belief system. Loosing 'me'. Like for instance art would makes me rich and having the hottest girls then I would be happy kind of internal belief. This is pure bs of course. Most people believe a story like this though. Why they have to do or think this way. Cling to ideas for shape a self identity makes you sick and powerless. Simply. No more story on why it should not work. Only pure story on why it will work and if not. Who cares ? Like no one. Acting like a character who defeat all fear. Fearless and come back from death. The ultimate knowledge is knowing most of your knowledge is pure bs. Then you stop self bullshit and go through the flow' of your life. My first sex then at 25. was with a 10/10 girls who just wanted to Fuck me. We did 3 times. I just changed how the 'me' hook fish Now I have a girlfriend since 6 months. Cute & smart & 'yellow' thinking possibility. And I love her and her too. Change yourself so hard that all that is in your mind become a brick that you can hold and choose to let go if It's based on fear. Only choose fearless and powerful ideas. Get rid of the entire feedback loop self talk bullshit. Just flow & be water

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And we created science. Not to believe in but to try to enlight the darkness I ve Seen Yesterday that fat and sugars' desactivate part of the brain on mouse + observation on young human ( then we should trust or not the study ) Simply put fat & sugar physically impair memory. But it dépend your goal. Even poison could up something else benefitial. But It's hard to observe for your own self. But there is truth in your way to inquiry. Just work on self bias. Everything is body context dépendant and goal dépendant.

Wrong because It's an harmonic in the brain. Like a chord of color. ( Pushing 3 ) I can lead a red business at coral if the odds pushed me to do it. You can't be efficient green if you deluded about stage orange progress to self mastery. If the entire society is red/orange. The whole paradox' of life is killing manipulating and exploiting for a greater cause than yourself. Basicly all so call'd turquoise teacher are just brainwashing manipulating people. But being modifyed isn't 'bad'. That's just my interprétation. But everything is an interprétation

that's a view point. that's devilry and killing who created this technology you're using right now to read me. and you keep using it, knowing billions are dead because of the collective ego who run "science" into him. technology has not been created upon tender love as in walt dysney. the devil is not a human, the devil is the very mechanism that makes you breath. the devil is the thing that push ants to create their nest. TADA we are satan & Jesus ! By nature will ! even if bill gates do it for taxes, it still help people. in fact most of the help we receive is never charity. It's only a way for system to work fine and give always better ressource to the top of the pyramid. ( side effect is the "social benefit of society" ) when you're at the top, you just wish the bottom doesn't fall. Even socialism, is just a form of surviving, not charity, not love, not kindness. only egoic needs that aren't fulfilled. we are all egoic creatures, pushing for ours needs and wish.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Effective_altruism + A reflection on 'charity' https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/rwjv8bZfSuE9ZAigH/act-of-charity

Bill Gates create infrastructures for African to food themself. Look his YouTube Channel. Living doing nothing is equal to living and doing everything. Sadghurru is a fucking guru spreading HIS truth. Yes that's a mindfuck for you but for some people that's very natural and themself to work 60 hours a week + Your belief about them :this is not actuality. I ve a Book offered by my brother on the bio of elon musk. ( Could be biased but it looks kind of realistic so far ) He don't work 80 hours. That's promotion for self imagery and looking a powerful orange. When we 'sell our art' to Friends ( me and cousin ) we Always tell 30 Times more hours than reality. Because society doesn't understand the backside work for having this result. It a sweet lie that gives value to orange

Non duality is duality. At the end you can only be your character. He read Books on 'space & futur" I don't remember the name but they kind of like star trek + 'turquoise spirituality'. He had many existential crisis Elon is highly enlightened just like Bill Gates. Look his body. For a tech nerd guy he is taking Care. Proof of balance. Anyway who Am I arguing with. Enlightenment meaning and value is spécific and relative to the one who use the word. That's a process not a room

Elon is greatly enlightened. I know it cause I had time lost Reading about him and his life

The robot will carry soon. And we will only have sex !

Enlightened on which matter exactly ?

That's Real too to laugh at someone coming to murder you. Not a fantasy. A true Sparta mindset. Believe it or not the police spécial agent come my home once. I only was thinking about the style of their guns. No you're not enlightened. True enlightenment' it becomes hard to faint bullshit and looking like the average chimpbrain. The old values means shit.

I still think that self value are important. And that doing nothing and wanting to be nothing is a new form of neurosis. You should create your meaning and wanting to be godly. Wanting nothing that's neurosis and delusion. After total death -> your own castle not 'no castle' But words are meaningless. Most people will follow a delusion that they like. As we all do. Who is the chooser of belief but god himself I m Reading radical honesty. I would tell the truth and be Always honest. But which one ? Telling the truth mean nothing. All talks is by physiology corrupted in lie or bias. All things is lie & truth

That's bullshit. If that's truly a dream then I won't see the problem being a dictator. Plus I always played game mindlessly my whole life. Life is a Sandbox like Minecraft. On the contrary playing hard like if it was real. For having the best exclusives experience. Even if you Say to someone who liked vidéo games at 12 years because life is 'meaningless' You're funny. Only the weak lost 'all meaning' The strong create all meaning

They work on doing the contrary. 'less fat' 'sugar free' - // aswell named 'cancer aspartam instead' ) You mean radical honesty. I Guess never

Of courses. I got it a lot into art. You got it only when you truly enjoy. Kids are always in flow states

They didn't experience a true man like me. Early day I was overfocus on making my gf enjoy before me. Now I start to become a sex god. Synchronisation ! If my gf didn't enjoy it. I don't enjoy it. Early day she was ok when she got an orgasm once in a while ( whaaat I told myself : it's wrong ! ) Weed Can aswell help a lot with good sex for people having physical/mind contraction. I m a neck bitter and I m really serious about early game.

True question. But did we go on the moon with Armstrong ? When GameBoy wasn't even existing. Seriously I don't buy it. But I understand his usefulness to appear' powerful in the cold War context. Makes sense to lie. I believe more in that' that alien on earth. And the fact that usa own massive weapons no one in the public know about.

We need pictures of the spider. Can't do anything without the picture

But put this out of the forum. Unless you're a writter

Music production time of work needed to have a Mastery degree and live from it - 15 000 / 40 000 hours. ( At list 10 years ) First good looking shit after 1 year Your first well ok work after 5 years And real shit Banger After 8-10 years. That's approximative considering how you practice and many factors. But this is more realistic. I m at 5 years+7k hours , soon and I m still deepening my understanding. I abused taking stims weed to work 14h a day. and push myself to the limit. And now I even need a break phase. Hard when it was a daily habit. Ready when ready for music. I forgot about living from it for now there is no rush