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What's this non sense. Seeking what ? On the contrary without doing thé work you stay in ignorance and live plain bullshit as truth. Seeking is what you have to do.

can kind of relate, aside I was feeling insane after my 2 weeks of "micro/mid cro/ and 120ù /lsd" I don't know how much it was, but I got 5g of mushroom / 400u of LSD, and I took it almost everyday alone for 2 weeks. I meditate on music while on LSD and contemplating leo thought/video then I got MANY anxiety, and many kind of things like you, but now, even in the middle of the battlefield I m very calm, I've always been even before all that. all internet call'd it kundalini. I was feeling dead, then beauty, and an extreme feeling of well being that stayed for two weeks ( even sober of everything, including weed ) it was so awesome, I don't know what it was, like a paradigm shift then. I m still go back to my old ego, but it sound like I already experienced a little death for "real".

or just "beyond you" !!! ___ I m straight, but I don't care if people are gay, that's too out far of what my mind is focused on. the better question is what is life & reality, again & again

Watch him embody him Try to feel like this leader talking before a War. From your whole speech motivation and energy to get it or die. It's like an art form. Create everything related to get attention relative to whom you speak too. If you don't eat your own words because they look as good food even for you. It will sound empty without passion without dream. But with it. It become flowing as a river More chance you turn Into a dull & borring singer if you don't like the sound you play.

Non duality is a self state of mind. But It's neither good or bad. It's neutral and your mind go back to his nest or 'duality'.very quickly. Cause the master program call'd : ego Non duality is like pointing to your own movement of feet. But being aware of our foots moving without consent that's a total mindfuck. There is a physical energy shift that happen in spine ( for me though ) It stayed 2 weeks then my ego was wounded. But playing with the OS is very dangerous. Catching yourself is a thing. Until it is not anymore

Go live in France. Get welfare. GG ! No work. But hard to live with ~600$ month. You're right. Some people have been raised to be socially fresh. Not wanting to work is the way. But wanting to produce effort toward your best. Machine will take over the World in 10 years. Everyone will live from welfare. And we will only play do art and having sex. You'll see If this is not the case sooner that's because the cancer with the mind of people who cannot be better than ants. "I want to dig my grave let me do it ! you fucking hippie "" being a slave is all I know." I think there is this tendency toward accepting nature as it is. Nothing is to accept god himself programmed us to reshape everything. We are here to dominate everything. Even the fact of stopping to have to dominate could be in 100 years. Human cease to be biologic monkeys addict to their impulse. We become truly living deity. Just as god wanted.

Yes the struggle is sometimes part of the game, I didn't say it would make it better or worst. both way are good, the lonely one too, cause you can get a real insight in spirituality. do as you wish anyway, good game, don't forget the pack they look very nice. I didn't play it since years now lot of new things.

If you go minecraft, try to find some friends to play with, alone, it's good, it's not full.

Many people learned music on their hands & by head, many of them are not able to create anything pure and fresh without ripping off what has always been set for decades, because revision is not pure creation. In certain domain, memorizing is just dull stupidity. Especially in an internet era. If you brain is like a computer, I've never seen a computer running with a memory loaded with tons of shit. depend your aiming in life. Are you there for fluidity and efficiency or for an heavy load, maybe more possibility but slowed down by the mess ? it's all about your goal, that's why intelligence is such a tiny notion of what constitute a whole person. Who is intelligent, in which domains ? Surely my ego would say : footballer are negative IQ, but if IQ was measured on our practice of using our foots most people here could probably be considered brain dead. ( cause who is a football here ? leo ? ) ( I m just assuming he is not for this instance ) But if we talk about a technical part of the brain able to handle hard process abstraction ( thoughts ) and we point to that as "high intelligence" surely that's a little thing to considerate ( eventually ) I lost myself but I mean, it's hard to tell what "learning" is. it's a process that need to be self handled with practice, something to work on and to contemplate for years. What is the right thing to learn ? what is a good practice ? that aswell is importants questions.

Skyrim Minecraft Assassin's creed 2 Portal All games

yes the whole world is "interpretation", but some interpretation are very looking tangible though. like for instance, I totaly understand how you feel about that matter, not probably exactly as you do, but I m sure we share some sense of the idea

good insight, I need to work out on this myself.

radical honest truth. if people become toxic with you cut them out.

natural, fresh, and whole, is a perspective, to lack something, you need an understanding of lack vs full. whole, vs empty. to see something as big you need to create a duality. between a full cup and an empty cup. from a god perspective, there is no chemical, everything come from "here" and everything is alien. food is alien, whole food is alien, looking at your hand is not physical, if you look at it for like 200 seconds, and don't try to think, you'll MAYBE get the ultimate. Then project this ultimate awareness of your hand, and imagine all "science actuality" is in fact, deeply created by minds, minds of human, that are picking tiny fragment of infinite interpretation of the nothingness. Nothingness that is all the things around you since you're "born". Until you realise ultimately that being born is aswell a thought in the now. there is food bad for some, good for others, and there is almost no way to know for sure what's good, that's the ultimate mindfuck, that's why thinking looks more & more like a tool and not like a toxic need that will help me figure out reality. It could, but for this, I need to be aware that I m handling a tool, that I m and I m not the thought. The most self belief people inflict to themself is believing being this or that, like, I m a black, I m a french, I m a dentist, those sort of things, but in nothingness that is the ultimate reality, there is no such thing, and you'll ever be nothing, just like everyone else. & a carni or vegan diet, both could be healthy or killing you, it will depend, of your personnal reaction. Poison is Cure, the cure is sometimes poison.

Love is the movement of the Infinite god through you. God love himself and hate himself. God isn't perfect. God want to be perfect. For me at list. It seams like god is a growing You are free to hate or love. But choices create your reality

god eat skulls for dinner. I m god is the only true result of all the maths possible. The creator of all things. death never existed, cause life never existed. All words have no meaning Nothing is real, unless you attribute meaning to real The only thing that matter is me, because others are just an illusion of me. > All those sentences are interpreted by the reader

After stage turquoise stage coral ! Who is more enlightened. For all we know Hitler could have been enlightened and abused stage red/blue thinking to work his way out. For me a good way to know is. Self value - focus Level of Mastery in his own domain People who never liked art ( to the point of tears ) or created art : totaly non enlightened. Creator' mindset There is only art in the end. So no art no enlightened.

I don't run and I hate moving. Funny thing my body is perfectly balanced. I m just without heavy muscle. Running is useless I would better learn how to create an électric impulse to makes my muscles growth without physical effort. But I push up tho for not looking like an ant

Niceu desu ka would play it

They try to cure me with free ritalin instead of free weed. My technique is basic I m very joyful and all that But that's just spider work - I do love - push and crunch. If you just crush people hang you. Push and pull is the best. You bow you slap. Do it again Double phase Then people project You crunch. If life is not meant to be good enough for me. Then why. Put them all in a synthetic brain. Doesn't change the state of all the slaves outside. Break them free even if they die outside. No monkeys should be rised in a prison

Show her Leo gura first vidéo

Your idea. I m so borred with life at 25. It would not surprise me. If imagination is not Real. The only way is make it happen. Ordinary people and mass suck. Everything that makes me borred suck. Simply : Everything that threaten my way of how I want life to be should be erased not accepted. As a product of the Matrix god. His will is my will. There is nothing to hold on. Ordinary people are equal to your own delusion. There is only you. Shaping. Or you bow head ' or you shape Fuck people that threaten my way of thinking. Or they go to my level or they suffer trying to reach it. The one who can't they are born to serv me. Just like a dream serv you. That's why waking up is relative. For all you know ( your mind ) Hitler and Trump could be aware of everything. Imagine you surrend all meaning you can still cling to old bs. Like being ordinary. When someone wake up. Doesn't make him a saint. A player walking

so it isn't real it's just my junky addiction to chaos ? good way to see things, but what is there remaining when you're out of all addictions ?

There is no more paranormal ? Like hard synchronicities. Massive surge of energy. Was I just more psycho than others ? How do you explain the energetic shift similar to psychédélic that I experienced for week ? there is more ? Or that was just the 'rewirering process' ?

got you, didnt know about the 10 times : I buy it 2 months ago, just a little thanks for having been a part of my journey anyway, I didn't even really care for it, but you tackled my curiosity, books sounds great but very limited with my own actuality. I liked books & video games, and now I m reduced to "practice & practice", langage itself become most of the time a problem more than a powerful communicative tool. aside Ralston that I m on slowly but surely, I m not reading that much neither. With awareness of "duality" it's hard to translate the wisdom properly for one self, cause there will be practice/context needed to actualize it anyway.