Aeris

I ve always Seen drug like 'less borring stuff'. There is bad sex. Just here the proof of you' ignorance. you've never been raped quite seriously by a one legged dwarf. This stuff happen

Zen masters are fool of shit

Shouldn't I work only on things inside the groundless context of my life ? Why is that important that I become aware that I crawled out of my own vagina ? Can you be fully aware & conscious and still embrace devilry ? If you shouldn't. Why ? Can we use the mind/thoughts to reshape physical reality ? Do we have any power "mind-matter" or is that an illusion ?

"hell is empty all the devil are here" Truth is like Mario watching himself from his own tv screen. And Mario ain't happy discovering all his life was a game of piece. But funny enough I was aware of my Mario Dynamic at 6 years. I Always lived life for the game.

I wish they never put computer into phone. The whole good programmer who should have done Big games are fucking doing apps. ( Entire game industry unconscious since a décade ) My lp is to create entire universe Good Luck and good job. But for me that's a paradox. To clean your apps. More apps ? Wtf ? I don't use anything unconsciously for me there is only conscious stuff. Especially phone that I use only for : note / Reading Book / read actualized.org / music outside / art station scrolling ( observation art ) Absolute no other uses. How your app would help me ?

You can find on dateapp. People against dateapp are like 'I m against internet and we should walk instead of using car' Date app are fine for the one who master how to attract the right girl with them. In fact everything is fine

Heavy stuff there. Nice I dig it

yes mostly, if you reflect their perspective and show them an extension of what they already know, it just enlarge their worldview. Don't rant about what you know, use yourself as a mirror for their own reflections. a simple instance : I m talking with a green/yellow friend other time, I showed him that having a dictator in an unstable country in Africa could maybe in actuality being benefitial as a "growth phases" of each country. he was talking to me about the fact that dictator should be put out in jail etc.. but he listened to my perspective and find it very interesting and "practical actuality" then I switch on the khadafi/libia war and talked about how a "dictator" could push for the good of his country. ( and he already holded many personnal view on this ). > But I m not for a dictator, neither for a religious leader. But for this "new" friend, that's easy to expand and makes him reflect, he is already a lot into yellow. cause he likes to talk and take different perspective. the difference between me and him, he is very very very social, I m a lot "sporadic social" but mostly alone at home is my way. But maybe I m even wrong about him, he could be full turquoise and be playing at orange/yellow. I would put him at the same level than me or maybe higher, but a bit of a different experience. Sometimes I think that's hard for turquoise to recognise turquoise in early stage (just me maybe, I didn't met a lot of turquoise ) "turquoise perspective" not so sure to not look like completely insane when pointing to them, I think we met mostly people at the general level of our society and then adapt.

thanks for this perspective, I agree, that's why I don't even try to do politics, but for CEO, I try to read between the lines ( really hard, cause "public vs private" ) it's such a show, there is no truth in it, it's all worked in backstage ( eco + lobby ) all you see is the show, no ways to know where the ropes are holded. and ultimately they are hold by humans, humans made by god, all their wills and envy, god. But anarchic and equilibrium need is aswell natural. as natural that the shark is sharking, the dolphin join the others dolphin to keep a piece of water for themself. but ultimately they are all in the water, and all of them wish to keep the sea for himself. as long as nature work, the natural cycle will always be I don't even try to be another animal for instance. I m all for good ideas. But does ideas hold truth of actuality ? From an absolute godly perspective, maybe shitting on the face of your neighbor, will save his life. and wanting to do peace is causing disease and makes people weak. No way to know what's good or bad, better just be and assume all consequences, cause there is no ways to create your own consequences, and sometimes by wanting to do good, you're doing evil on a larger scale. So we project love or hate and shapes our ideas, but that's not sure that our love will create "love" at the others end of the spectrum. But that's good to play yourself in the show.

If turquoise = Yoda Above Yoda is sith Mastery. ( Dark Vador ) I can't stand turquoise anymore even when I was guru and upping people in my community. When you borred at turquoise. You know where you head.

Not all humans. What are the property of something that beat cancer cells ? If we take this aspect. Then people who massively kill people are doctors. Some peoples are tumors. And cleaning your system is more important than everyone dying.

That was my guess. He could be enlightened on more things that we know. If turquoise is Yoda. Dark Vador is coral. Trump is over enlightened for leo. Trump is working on making his country stable and do all the hateful things his entire country wanted. I m sure there is a teaching for America. It's just wood stick hit time

Aldous Huxley was aware that all is predetermined in infinitum. There is a Book he wrote about enlightenment. Telling there is nothing to become. Yes you are true humans cling to meaning like fly on a shit. I create meaning every morning. That is the ubermensh. Free living on my mind rules. Society is the forest and I take the fruits that have been stolen. Cause as god. Everything is mine by right. even Nietzsche couldn't embody his own vision. Seeing' truth After putting meaning in 'will of power' makes him insane + Asylum. Cause this wasn't the whole truth But at his time no one was enlightened and his lifestyle and health didn't helped with his breakthrough.

Dépend what you get in your own enlightenment. Awareness of formlessness ? That you're creating everything each micro seconds of awareness ?

I have perfect teeth and I smoke weed since 5 years. How to : 30 sec morning 5 straight minutes before bed everywhere and especially sides. ( Doing weird mouth move brush ) I use toothpaste elmex. But maybe I have more saliva. And I don't eat many sugar Is dairy that Bad ? I eat a lot of based floor product. But is Wheat in EU the same ?

In France it's the same. I want to work though ( don't find job in my skill ). Even in a stupid coffee. But. If I work 20 hours = 600 - 490 = 110€ + than welfare ( 490 ) When I work I loose welfare. So why should I work at all ? It become stupid. Should I work 140-150h / month for 1000€ ? ( Instead of 490 ) In a meaningless job ? But I m doing 3D. Drawing. Music. Design as my only activities at home. I would be totaly fine with 600 instead of 490.. but I don't see why I would need 50% monney increase for 150 hours of meaningless waste of my life. I m looking for work without diploma and driver licence and no experience. Then After the 600 jobs on the website they remain 5. And they are all 'interim' means limited and pay under the.average 10€/ hour. The RU ( accumulative ) + lesser salary would have been perfect.... I would have done uber eat. But I m obligated with the system to do nothing. I can't study more neither. Especially cause all the job I wish for are 'books' not 'diploma'.

Finaly someone on this forum who see that demon is only 'human' not Hitler. things that need to eat cells to nourrish their own. Things that only think of 'how I'll fulfill my life for having sex and power' How yes you'll deny being a devil. Evil is totaly relative. The more I reflect the more I don't see evil. Surely on a relative and simple thinking It's easy to point evil. Now I don't even believe in a left vs right. I see 'stability' vs 'innovative' Right vs left. And both are Always needed. And the world balance himself. There is nothing to fight against or for. Unless you remain in unconscious patterns. Life will always change and New devilry appear' and old ones disapear. Devil is relative. I can understand Hitler perspective but it does not mean I agree. Maybe what you don't see is that with Hitler there would have been no ecologic problèms and cancer cures. 'who knows' but Hitler wasn't just a devil idiot like Trump. Hitler had 'vision' and wanted to maximize love for his people. ( Not for 'monney himself alone' ) Who is better than a big devil to overtake the loudly devil ? You believe rightness win over devilry ? What is right ? Sometimes the wrong move in an observation is part of the whole success of the story. I m saying only something more evil can kill the 'devil king' Some people ruled by an elit who feed poison everyday to billion of people who die slowly but surely. I m sure pharma lobby is not blushing against a Hitler. doing some passive holocaust everyday wirh everyone nodding is already fairly accepted. That's just some perspective. I won't argue infinitum.

You seams cool though. Stop the self talk tchitchatcha and try to have good time with human around. Too much questions before even practicing is only loading the mind with self failure prophecy. You don't need lot of Friend you need one or two that work with you. Then it Always kind of expand and the problem start to be. How can I keep close with all of them.

I m french send me a letter pack My 3grams of mush failed Yesterday. If it work for me I give back to you fairly. ( You just tell me in pm ) 15-20g is enough for me and you don't loose the whole thing. ( But I can take the whole if you decide not taking them at all.. ) Can't do better.. Paris It's too far :v and no monney before 8 days

That's why my envy for being in an immortal body out of the human imperfection is the simple expression from the will of création that I m too.

No it isn't

very interesting perspective, I want more like this

Then stop that grab a pen. You can still listen audiobook while drawing. It needs paper A Pen and a hand. And no bs why It's not 'useful' I put my head on the front that doing art will open your mind as hard as a psychédélic. What makes the Line having sense. + Drawing is active méditation.

Simple question, but do you create "art" / ? like drawing, music and this kind. you'll be mindblown by the realisation while trying a "mastery" at art. You'll see there is no insight to get ( there is, but no need to be "seeking" for it )

You probably isn't in passion with what you are truly reading about. ( no "deep" meaning for yourself ) But for me, concentration and focus happen more while bakked off on weed, but I m an extreme rare case, most people sleep when they puff, me I work harder and longer without break ( I could do it without weed, but that again, is just "MY" tool that work for me, and there is pro/cons to be doing it, like not becoming a stoner, too much of it, and that's like everything.. ) ( but mostly mental work on computer ) try to find a meaningful vision and things will not seams as work but as something you want to do, just like opening a video game, but instead a wikipedia page ( this can truly happen with commitment ) for book, I m a rare reader, but it can happen that I read 5 hours a day ( and sometimes none for months ) it all depends "my will" and what I m looking for.