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This was an interesting read. I call it self illusion and you call it tensional node. 🤷‍♂️ There can certainly seem to be less troublesome illusions/nodes. What I mean by troublesome for example: the constant feelings of always needing more. More knowledge, more understanding, more peace, more tranquility, more love....more more more without satisfaction. Desperately seeking for something better in the future is the self illusions entire prerogative. Here it was very very exhausting. So much energy being used to seek for something better. It was incapable of seeing completness or perfection. Enlightenment is the end of seeking. Not because something is found. But because it's realized that nothing was ever missing. That revelation occurred when the "I" died or rather was clearly recognized to have never been. It is certainly an energetic shifting/contraction release from upholding this needy self construct. ❤️

It wants to be the one that understands amongst the confused. It wants to be the knower. This strengthens its feelings of importance and legitimacy. The ego/self illusion lives in a world of meaning, purpose and value. ❤️

How do you mean? It thinks it wants the truth because it believes the truth will benefit itself in someway. It wants to be special.

This video is a decent explanation

There really is no softening the ego/self illusion. It will just then identify as a better person. It becomes a good, better, caring, loving, spiritual ego/self illusion. If there is even a sliver of identification as this or that...........it's being completely asleep. Awakening is clearly recognizing this needy construct is 100% illusory! This is only Awakening........everything else is absolute asleepness! No in-between ❤️

The self illusion would never want truth.........because truth points to its own unreality. It subconsciously knows this and so it creates endless distraction 😔

It was a Thanksgiving joke brother, thought someone from turkey would have a better sense of humor.......gobble gobble till ya wobble 🦃

Can't say not real belongs to matrix. The word "belongs" implies there is something real in which could belong to something else real. The matrix isn't something real. It's a word describing the experience of apparent reality through the eyes of the conditioned self illusion. It's essentially saying not real belongs to not real........which makes no sense! Get your ass to nonduality school boy! 😉

The word dreamt implies a dreamer. The dreamer is the same illusion. No dreamer, no dream character and no dream story/matrix........all unreal ❤️

Exactly IT'S unknowable in that sense

That IT which seems to be centered everywhere, isn't actually real 🤔 Thats what nonduality is attempting to reveal. ❤️

These self illusions (which already aren't real) want to identify as a higher witness (which also isn't real). They want to BE "that which was never born and will never die".........but it's actually nothing dreaming up a story about being infinite.......there is no such occurance taking place........& never was. 🤭 These self illusions cant grasp their own unreality and recognize the silly circle jerk taking place! They get in their own way sorta speak (but not really because they aren't real). If these self illusions aren't seen through clearly by nobody, they just keep going in circles lol......... story , after story , after story , after story , after story , after story , after story , after story , after story , after story , after story , after story (Hampster Wheel Effect). ♻️ So in a nutshell whats taking place here is: Illusory entities believing concepts from "other" illusory entities and then adopting those concepts as the ultimate truth. Sometimes these concepts are tweaked to fit into the illusions framework a bit better, and sometimes they are left alone. Then these self illusions seem to continue experiencing reality filtered through this conceptual framework (matrix) Ultimately nothing happened though. Sun was still shining, wind was still blowing, rivers still running and rabbits still humping. ❤️

God is concept mind learned. So if mind is given up, god concept is as well 🤔 ❤️

I used to occasionally speak with Robert on the phone years ago when I was going through an awakening of sorts. He has since passed away but I always enjoyed his videos........check it out

You believing there is a conflict which needs correction is your own internal conflict......it's your self created mind prison 😉

There's no conflict. It's completely normal happenings given the 7.8 billion people on one planet.

Life is the phase and everything is the path. Dont believe the feelings of being off track. It's a pathless path and everything is IT. Sometimes it can fell like rolling a bolder up a mountain. Sounds like maturity is taking its place! Rest well keep stretching and doing physical therapy. prayers for a healthy recovery 🙏 ❤️

Maybe you're the kind of person that keeps chasing a mirage of a cold Dr Pepper machine through the desert. Nothing wrong with that 👌 ❤️

The sense of self/illusion/ego is very stubborn and sneaky. It's illusory survival tactic will even attempt to identify as nothing or the unnamable or as everything/infinity/god or whatever............this is a super common phenomenon when there is a spirituality background...... I have heard it referred to as Spiritual Ego. It doesn't want to die, it simply cant recognize its own unreality. It attempts to survive in every way possible......trust! Recognition doesn't require a witness or an owner. Thats the shocker! There isn't a true self or higher self or unnamed self or true nature self or infinite self or invisible self or dualistic self or relative self All selves are an illusion attempting to remain intact.........it's just an identification preservation tactic of something that's already not there! This phenomenon is either clearly recognized, or it isn't. Even the slightest sliver of self identification is being completely asleep. Enlightenment is when it is absolutely clear that this self illusion was never there from the start. It was always unreal. It's not a denial or bypass or brainwashing or disattchment process. Either it's clearly seen to have never been or it is not.......end of story! 💞

Sounds like a solid plan if you want to be a tired horny frugivore 🤣

No one is here, nothing was created, nothing is witnessing and nobody knows it! It's fucking radical, completely illogical .........total anarchy describes it pretty well. ❤️

There isn't a something or someone to always be............. that very experience or feeling of there being a witness to it all........is the illusion of self. The witness doesn't exist.......it never did! That's the big shocker or cosmic joke! It's emptiness 😱

For me the word God refers to an eternal creator of some sorts. All knowing All powerful Yada Yada Yada Completely shattering this deep seeded belief is required to really get outside of this whole paradigm and realize just how ridiculous of a story it truly is. Hey maybe there's a pink polka dot dragon that flies around the cosmos farting out planets from its anus and belching stars 🤣 yippee, I'll believe that one! ❤️

For example, I have only come across maybe 2 members on this forum since around 2018 that even remotely reflect a clear, solid recognition if you will. And even on YouTube, I have only noticed maybe 7 total in the last 6 or 7 years. Even more interesting is that most can seem very convincing for a while, but then fall back into the dream story/matrix rather quickly. See, its not an achievement or something that can be worked towards with spiritual practices. In fact, just the very knowledge of there being an achievable goal in the future called Enlightenment, seems to be the biggest spiritual/religious trap of all time. The very act of pursuing it only reinforces the illusory experience of being a separate individual that can one day become whole and completely satisfied! But self illusions for some apparent reason, never become satisfied. They endlessly seek and long for something better in the future. Self illusion = Unsatisfactory experience. Either the self illusion ends or it doesn't. Nothing can be done. Its completely hopeless in that sense. Ultimately it doesn't matter at all. Why? because the individual labeling things with a scale of importance,..........Isn't Real! ❤️

It's more like recognizing this needy individual that believes it could possibly grasp infinity, isn't actually real, thus making "knowing" an impossibility. But there is nothing right or wrong with trying either 🤙