VeganAwake

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  1. Well that's the point of my sharing Leo... ❤ There isn't a YOU here to get it, and there isn't anything to get... it's just THIS... It's Oneness waking up out of the dream of a separate self and realizing Oneness is all there ever was. The LSD and mushrooms I took when I was younger assisted with this realization I'm sure ❤
  2. Good luck my friend ❤ That's really interesting because in my experience, once Awakening is truly realised and the false self which ties you to social conditioning otherwise known as The Matrix is seen to be an illusion, there is nothing to go back to. Once the bottom of the bucket falls out it will never hold water again. ❤ That will be interesting to hear how you integrate back into something that was never real to begin with. This will be wild ?
  3. This constant belief that Awakening is just around the next corner is getting tiresome ....let's just do it now then ❤ Please let me know if this gives anyone any insights I would really like to hear your comments. ❤
  4. When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner, and the upper like the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so the male will not be male and the female will not be female… then you will enter the Kingdom. – Yeshua The truth is you don't have to make anything into one, oneness is already the case. Duality itself is fiction, it's the belief that you need two of something to make one but that belief is the illusion. There was never two, the separation never occurred, it was only a fictitious belief created by the mind/ego construct. Duality is an illusion. We see opposites like two sides of a coin but they are really like two sides of a mobius strip - which only has one side but gives the illusion of two. It is our ego that rejects oneness, our spirit that accepts it. Whatever we do we are moving with it and expressing in anyway. Even people practicing deep spirituality for years usually get stuck at this stage and stay here their whole life..❤ See past the illusion...Oneness is all there is. THIS!! ❤ Non-duality is reality!!
  5. Everything you just said, was said within Oneness. And now everything I'm going to say will happen within Oneness...within YOU...because YOU are it...there is not TWO its only YOU!!❤ There is only Oneness... Nothing happens outside of Oneness.. You are the very Oneness in which you are trying to create a duality out of... you can pull out A ying yang symbol pretzels, popcorn, candy this or that light, dark, polar opposites, anything you desire and it's STILL all happening within Oneness...within THIS.... Even if you tried to create Duality which YOU are...it would still just be happening within Oneness. Absolute Infinity doesn't stand up in the court of enlightenment. There are no purple dragons, flying unicorns and pink fairies floating around somewhere.... that's an illusion in your mind, a figment of your imagination just like Duality. There NEVER was ten thousand waves in the ocean it was only the ocean the whole time...you were just bamboozled.. Back to the drawing board youngster as you get older you will be more stuck in your Illusions so you might as well snap out of the Matrix NOW... You're an intelligent guy but don't get smart with me my deep samadhi experience will stomp your absolute Infinity into the ground every time... A samadhi beats an orgasm every time unknown but it was actually me.... I am the spiral wizard of wizardry...get it.. The yin-yang symbol is meant for the dream. Non-duality is meant for the awakened. If you want to stumble around in the dream go ahead I'm just here waking people up.. I love you as well this is out of love but you need to wake up BUD ❤
  6. I run into this all the time bud... you are just trying to escape doing the difficult work of realizing the ego is controlling you...you just want to call it Divine... everything is fine and dandy and great in the absolute.. Awakening is easy and tricky at the same time trust me.. You are a textbook example of you think you already have the answer so you're not willing to be open enough to realize you are completely wrong.( it's called humility) The biggest obstacle to Discovery is not ignorance it's the illusion of knowledge
  7. You cannot have separation between something that's imaginary and something that's real... the imagined duality can be taken right out of the picture and reality will still exist is that clear to you... If you take The Mirage of the soda machine out of the desert there will be no impact... there will just be less things to confuse us...
  8. Wow that was so beautiful ❤ I want to give you a hug ? One thing to realize is during human Evolution our egos function was to Keep Us Alive At All Cost... this evolutionary ego isn't real... and that is what is so trippy it just feels real and gives us the illusion of separation.. do you see how funny this is. It's not a mistake of the Divine it is simply an illusion that we are believing in...? But the problem is this survival mechanism(ego) went a little wild and overboard. This evolutionary ego mechanism took over and started claiming itself as a separate entity and causing pain and suffering. I have to show you this video... plus the guy is pretty cute lol.. https://youtu.be/M_C5Cua9VL8
  9. Haha yeah there's no great aha moments here, my Enlightenment has been the turtle crossing the finish line with the cookie tied to his shell. By the time I get to eat the cookie it's dirty and Soggy... but I'm still grateful I guess it is still a cookie LOL... I am still scheduled to talk to Fred Davis on Friday I will see what he has to say but yeah I totally understood what you were saying above and it hit me pretty quick. My enlightened friend is pretty much assuring me that I didn't get the full realization yet and that's why I'm still suffering sometimes. I completely believe him but at the same time my understanding quickly travels past the state that I am in, or about to reach and also saw the piece of ending or completing the search you describe.. I feel like my full peace and Tranquility/aha moment's/realizations are slowly crossing the Pacific Ocean in multiple waves. When they finally arrive I'm like oh about time what the hell were you waiting for... Haha. I am having a slow boring vegan Enlightenment if you know what I mean
  10. Well my man there is no need to reinvent the wheel there are great Masters Among Us and those that came before us to help guide us. The only real question to ask is have you realized the sufferer is not real. Once the sufferer is realized to be a fictional character the suffering ends. Has it ended for you?
  11. WTF mate I think I got it....this is a trip bro it is a full circle... it's like you just relax back into it and stop the seeking and resistance.
  12. On second thought I take that back maybe I could what a trip...?
  13. @silene I understand... you are very welcome ❤ Just realize you can't be anything other than enlightenment/oneness.. You are the conscious space in which everything is contained and everything is happening. You don't actually have a choice so the faster you remove the veil the sooner the seeking will end and you will realize you are IT... This is when the suffering ends ? Seeking is to suffer...❤
  14. Hello Oneness ❤ "When Oneness see's its own reflection in the mirror, Oneness wakes up to itself" Once Upon A Now, Oneness realized, oh my goodness, there is only THIS, and I AM IT... Oneness started to observe and look around to find something separate from itself, but everywhere Oneness looked Oneness just saw itself and it was all Divine. When were stuck in Maya(The illusion of the self) : Simply put, our minds(ego construct) tricks us into believing we are a separate human structure divided from everything else. This belief is an illusion or what's called Maya. We believe we are a separate wave from the ocean. You can never actually seek outside of yourself, because everything is You/Oneness. The fact is, seeking outside of Yourself is IMPOSSIBLE because there is nothing outside of Oneness or Non-Duality. So when you believe you are seeking externally for answers you are just creating the Illusion of duality in your mind... you are really still just seeking within yourself. - The ego construct is not real. - Duality is not real. There has never been Two, there has always only been One and it is You!! - The separation never occurred we were always One. It was just a mistaken identity. - Does Oneness see how funny this is? - You actually Can't Screw Up because it's all only you it's all Oneness it's all God it's all Infinite. - Our minds keep us locked in The Matrix believing in this illusion in Maya, we were never separate it's just our mind tricking us and keeping us trapped in this imaginary prison of separation. - Our ego can be looked at as a dysfunctional survival mechanism that was there to keep us alive but now it's running rampant and we do not see it for what it is. - It's time to see things as they really are and wake up out of our slumbers. ❤ ❤ The truth is you can never be outside of this you're always one it's just whether you're conscious of it or not... ❤ ❤
  15. Hey bro ❤...I completely understand what you're saying about going full circle... I love it. What I don't understand is how could one forget that Duality is an illusion. For example I wouldn't forget that the appearance of the 10 million separate waves in the ocean are not still just the whole ocean appearing as many waves. Now I can temporarily play the unconscious game and pretend like I forgot everything was me but that would probably just last for a short period of time. In fact this game is called the Divine game of Lila. I play this game every now and then and dive back into pretending like I am unconscious... but like I said it doesn't last long although it is quite fun sometimes stirring up a Ruckus just for the heck of it.. I hope I didn't sound disrespectful I'm just trying to understand your point of view it kind of sounds like its just the different way that we perceive things.❤.. When we are Awake we are no longer identified with The Masks we wear ...Our Consciousness shines through them. I couldn't put these masks back on and forget that they were an illusion if you know what I mean ❤.
  16. Let's try to think about this as simply as possible. If you are looking at the ocean from a satellite image and you counted eight million waves in the ocean you would not say wow look at these eight million individual waves apart from the ocean. You would understand that from a certain perspective they seem separate but they're really just the ocean, they always were the ocean, they never were separate. The separation never occurred it was just an illusion ❤
  17. Sorry I did not mean to focus on the eyes during meditation. When I meditate I just listen to the breath, allow my thoughts to arise, simply notice them and let them fall away. I've also had that pressure feeling in the third eye that is normal. I would not be concerned about your progress of realization. Continue meditating and staying in the present moment as conscious awareness within the conscious space of Oneness. When you do a 180 and turn within ask yourself who am I over and over again and see what comes up... Try to find where this sense of self resides within the body...
  18. @Raptorsin7 to make it easy anything that causes pain and suffering is undoubtably the mind-body. Anything that causes happiness peace and joy is conscious awareness or Oneness... You're doing the right thing just continue staying present in conscious space with your attention as the eyeballs of conscious awareness. The more you practice the more you will be able to stay in this Oneness state... aha moments can happen but they can slowly happen as well if that makes sense. There is nothing other than THIS. You are IT. You are Enlightenment itself. PS ..don't try to kill the ego you can't..simply see it for what it is and it will sit down with its nose in the corner by itself.
  19. Of course you can but the mind is conditioned and reacts on autopilot..
  20. The body-mind is duality, it is the defense mechanism between a body-mind and Oneness realizing its the same. The separation the body- mind creates with Oneness is obviously an illusion. Just this realization alone is a big first step....Awareness alone is Curative. Ask yourself what's prior to the body-mind? What you are is prior to language and Body-Mind. You are what does not change. What does not change? The Conscious Space in which everything exists inside of, and the Conscious Awareness that is aware of this space and can focus its attention on it. It is not two different things it is still Oneness. It's Oneness observing itself that's who you are...❤ Let me know if you understand what I said ❤
  21. Duality is like believing the finger, the point, the moon and the distance between the hand and the Moon we're all separate things/events Non-duality is realizing it was always only Oneness happening inside of itself.( big picture thinking) ❤
  22. The separation never occurred. The idea that he could ever be multiple separate(duality) things was the illusion itself... Yes He Is ❤
  23. Matt think about who is trying to become awakened... The character otherwise known as the false self cannot awaken. It doesn't have the ability to awaken because this character is a fictional entity created by the ego construct. Yes there is a real human body/mind but there is NOT a character named Matt which you are trying to awaken. Do you see the problem? You are trying to awaken an illusory sense of self. The person you described as inadequate and plagued by addictions and emotions is an illusion. Your true self is what does not change its what is always here it's the pure conscious awareness that you need to notice and realize as your true self. Here is a video called the illusion of "I" and I would also like you to watch the movie: Samadhi (Maya the illusion of self) on YouTube okay...... trust me on this one...❤ Good luck Oneness!! Become aware ? ❤