VeganAwake

Sometimes choices that seem correct at the time, are later realized to be incorrect. "Nothing mattering" loves preferences and choices. It's the freedom to choose x every time if you want. Wouldn't it be interesting to see the faces of people who spent their entire lives trying to save the planet, only to have a giant meteorite the size of Australia smash into planet earth at 118 times the speed of sound, vaporizing every living organism in an instant? Can you imagine watching that happen from a spaceship in outer space?

@Breakingthewall I get what you mean. I was just sharing the website, because I used to be stationed in the military near Robert Wolfe's home in Ojai, California. Apparently J. Krishnamurti also lived near by. Robert passed away in 2021. Imo, nothing is a recipe or guide to live by........not Ajata, Jim Newman, Tony Parsons, Ramana or Buddha. They are just pointing or attempting to expose something. Let me ask you a question. Did anything matter before you were born? Was anything meaningful or meaningless? When that body dies, do things still matter for the living?

@Breakingthewall It's pointing to impermanence and meaninglessness It's not necessarily a denial of current physical reality but it simultaneously is also. It's a denial of its permanence and meaning. Like a mirage or illusion, it ultimately lacks in reality regardless of the period of time in which it seems to be real. It's not to be logically understood because it's real and simultaneously unreal.

No Abiding Reality | The Ajata Project https://share.google/lPzt0g8rrQA0SdB2r

I knew repeating over and over would eventually reap benefits 🤣

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It certainly helps to have a concensus on what enlightenment means.

Check out this video, "tony parsons what is awakening" https://share.google/ogkilCQuPRXR6tuYN

The matrix is living with a guidance system of reality Liberation is recognizing thats bs 🤑

But at least I'm not talking about chickens and eggs 😋

All thats being said is if that Breakingthewall body dies, it's the end of all experience permanently. Its conscious awareness doesn't switch to being another body or being outside the body or anything like that. The physical body/mind is what upholds that "sense of being". So once the body dies, its simultaneously the end of the Breakingthewall character and its complete "sense of being". That awareness will be completely gone. It's already not there but even the illusion of being there will end. There won't even be the awareness of ever once existing. A total lights out infinitly

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There was actually quite a lot of investigating and juggling different perspectives/spiritual concepts between 2014 thru 2022. Lots of spiritual books read and hours of meditation/yoga also. I've taken LSD and eaten hallucinogenic mushrooms dozens of times between the ages of 16 and 19 yrs old. I understand you are an explorer of reality and a seeker of truth. I understand mostly everything I read of yours on this forum topic. We have a lot of similarities and I remember questioning a lot of the same topics I see you discuss on here. Have you thoroughly investigated the investigator? That desire to know, grasp or understand is coming from somewhere. Have you traced that seeking energy back to its source? You seem to have the main pointers of the so-called neo advaitian uncompromising message memorized. Have you actually looked closely within and for your self? Look for that frustrated character that thinks I'm close minded. What does "someone here" consist of?

You know if you don't like the answers or resonate with the communication, you don't need to respond. Just an idea 🤷‍♂️

I have 3 boys bro, 9, 12 and 14 and a girlfriend and 4 of my family members were here at my house visiting this week. I understand why you think thoughts and apparent answers are crucial. I mostly just respond to what seems to spark interest and resonates here.