VeganAwake

But at least I'm not talking about chickens and eggs 😋

All thats being said is if that Breakingthewall body dies, it's the end of all experience permanently. Its conscious awareness doesn't switch to being another body or being outside the body or anything like that. The physical body/mind is what upholds that "sense of being". So once the body dies, its simultaneously the end of the Breakingthewall character and its complete "sense of being". That awareness will be completely gone. It's already not there but even the illusion of being there will end. There won't even be the awareness of ever once existing. A total lights out infinitly

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There was actually quite a lot of investigating and juggling different perspectives/spiritual concepts between 2014 thru 2022. Lots of spiritual books read and hours of meditation/yoga also. I've taken LSD and eaten hallucinogenic mushrooms dozens of times between the ages of 16 and 19 yrs old. I understand you are an explorer of reality and a seeker of truth. I understand mostly everything I read of yours on this forum topic. We have a lot of similarities and I remember questioning a lot of the same topics I see you discuss on here. Have you thoroughly investigated the investigator? That desire to know, grasp or understand is coming from somewhere. Have you traced that seeking energy back to its source? You seem to have the main pointers of the so-called neo advaitian uncompromising message memorized. Have you actually looked closely within and for your self? Look for that frustrated character that thinks I'm close minded. What does "someone here" consist of?

You know if you don't like the answers or resonate with the communication, you don't need to respond. Just an idea 🤷‍♂️

I have 3 boys bro, 9, 12 and 14 and a girlfriend and 4 of my family members were here at my house visiting this week. I understand why you think thoughts and apparent answers are crucial. I mostly just respond to what seems to spark interest and resonates here.

Everything physically appearing is reality. That doesn't change at all, no matter what. THIS!!!! The only thing completely unreal is the "separate sense of self" and its conditioned imagination. The conditioned mind/sense of self/self illusion identifies and seemingly lives through the matrix of mind or filtered reality. It also overlays reality with a sense of Meaning, Purpose and Value and operates from that unsatisfied position of constant lack. It's never satisfied. It seeks endlessly for a better experience in the future. Yes, it's also considered a survival strategy, but nonetheless, it causes an incredible amount of suffering which is mostly unnoticed until it stops. Like being habitually unsatisfied for 25 years........it's not even recognized as an issue for most.

Look closely for that which is convinced. Who or what is convinced? What is "I’m"? What does it consist of?

There's nobody stuck though. The self illusion is the stickiness/prison Assuming there is a limited local self that is stuck in its belief system, is exactly what's being pointed out as illusory. Awakening is the end of an apparent someone believing in a relative or absolute reality. The human bodies have senses and can also develop spiritually conditioned imaginations such as that body over there. Identification as that body/spirituality conditioned imagination, is the cause of the delusion! It may continue chasing delusional concepts until body death.

It's a delusional spiritual fantasy or egoic imagination. Delusion is always an addition of something. A religion/belief/concept/egoic imagination/spiritual ego Awakening is a subtraction or unknowing. All these ridiculous human beliefs stemming from fear, are recognized as total bs. When all the conditioned nonsense is dropped(matrix), only reality remains!

That's not awakening though. That's a symptom of spiritual ego/self illusion. It mascharades as numerous identities like the body, self, higher self, no self, god........ It's truly a shape shifter.

The experience that you are the body is an illusion. There are bodies, but they are empty of a you/me. Totally empty, no spirit, no soul, no being, no you. Just like deer and rabbits......no difference. When that particular body dies, the self illusion that never shuts up about "being" will be gone also. It's actually not there now. There won't even be the slightest awareness of anything or anyone ever existing/"being".... zip zilch nada. Total lights out infinitely. And in that sense, nothing matters whatsoever in any way shape or form. Not even a little tinny bit. No meaning, no purpose, no value, no being, no you, no me, no other. Infinity means absolutely nothing, because there's nobody actually experiencing it. No amount of knowledge will change this outcome which is already the case. Nothing achieved or known in this apparent lifetime, matters in any way at all. You could cure all forms of cancer, figure out a solution to world hunger, and become the richest spiritual gura in the world......and it wouldn't matter even in the slightest way possible. Every single living organism within this infinite reality will eventually die, never to return. That's the biggest problem for the self illusion. Nevertheless it's inevitable reality. Unconditional freedom, but for nobody.

Nobody knows this. Nobody is "being" or "humaning" It's not personal and nobody becomes enlightened. Reality is already complete, nothing needs to be achieved, grasped, recognized, attained, known, realized, dropped, or transcended. The knower is illusion THIS = being

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I would describe it like the psyche gets intertwined with identity, and then everything feels/becomes personal. When you say "fact of being", what are you referring to? The body? The mind? Both? Look at what makes up this "fact of being" experience. What is it exactly? Does it have a location? What are it's characteristics? Is there anything behind it? Notice if there is resistance to looking?