VeganAwake

Non sleeping/non observing? Sure bud 👍

Yes yes finally!! 🙌 And only after 3 1/2 years Hallelujah, Hallelujah, hall-----el----ujahhhhhh 🤣

Even the slightest smidgen of feeling like there is an infinite observer is still being completely asleep. It's ego hanging on for dear life!

Yep, But that subtle "sense of infinite being"........"the witness to it all" ........is also illusory! That sense of "being the witness to it all" dies with body........no witness here now or after body death 😳

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@CARDOZZO Your definitely onto something that could be life changing. Paradoxically when completeness is deeply felt/recognized, making changes can seem effortless. The self-illusion or self construct is endlessly needy. It never becomes satisfied. It's survival strategy is "more more more" which translates to dissatisfaction and can cause suffering. Something deeper is recognizing this ridiculous seeking fiasco circle jerk. Keep looking into it 👊

Your welcome! Yeah that sounds like a difficult situation. Have you ever considered joining The Netherlands Armed Forces as a musician 🤔 That could possibly be a way to support yourself and possibly your family as well

No, nothing is necessarily bad/good/wrong/right. There can be an end to the identification as the unsatisfied thinker, but its very rare!

Psychedelics can help create different paths or ways of thinking, so can alcohol, marijuana, art....etc..etc.. No need to keep using substances over and over again in my experience! You sound like an out of the box thinker already! You're good! The only way you can find out what you really want to do is through experience. Or you can just dive into something and stick with it. Nobody can tell you the answer because there isn't a 1 answer fits. The things you described are not separate categories.... They might seem that way, but they are not...... It's all life! Like the old saying "where there's a will, there's a way" Ego always wants to know everything and have the advantage. There's no secret truth or better way of living life........free yourself from that belief and do what makes you happy and fulfilled......or don't! It ultimately doesn't matter ❤️

How does someone avoid life? 🤔 Everything IS life including attempting to avoid it 😅 That's like someone trying to avoid breathing oxygen. Nothing matters! So-called spiritual bypassing doesn't matter. There's no actual path which needs to be walked. So-called avoiding doesn't matter. Spearheading your fears and coming face to face with life's greatest challenges doesn't matter. Its hilarious because enlightenment reveals that nothing ultimately matters, yet on the so-called spiritual journey to attain it, everything seems to matter. But its not for anyone. It's the end of that someone that wants to become enlightened.

You think so? That's interesting! What I see is people throwing their conditioned belief blanket overtop of reality and attempting to function from that perspective......... Jim calls it the Dream Story......I prefer Matrix 🤷‍♂️ https://youtube.com/shorts/64EYwyOVWSQ?si=YByFIleko7zMd5A9

Whether or not death is already the case, doesn't matter at all! Changing around names of words or concepts doesn't effect reality. Calling something green instead of black doesn't change how it functions. Calling something death or consciousness has zero impact on what it already is. Calling reality GOD or THIS makes no difference. Nothing needs to be done. There's no ultimate goal. Nothing needs to be understood, recognized or attained. And simultaneously anything can happen. But it's total and complete already. Nothing is missing! How could anything be missing from everything? A conditioned humans opinion about what they believe reality to be, doesn't make it that. Reality is already itself. It doesn't need anything. It doesn't require a cool spiritual name or a unanimous understanding. It's unconditional freedom already but you're more than welcome to call it turkey poop also.....doesn't matter at all.....nothing matters!!! Reality is complete alive, raw Anarchy...... There's no certain way reality is SUPPOSED to be. Whatever is happening is what it's going to be, regardless of personal opinions and wants. Reality never promised fairness, or peace and tranquility. It never promised transparency and understanding. Nobody had a choice of weather or not to come and be a part of reality.......it just happened! So here we are. It's in our face happening now, so what the fuck are we all looking for?

Nobody becomes enlightened. Enlightenment is the end of the illusory identity attempting to become enlightened. Rather its the end of an identity that never even began.......it just seemed to!

It's so immediate and on the surface, that it's completely overlooked. It's been referred to as "An Open Secret". It's surprisingly obvious and simultaneously not, so I understand what you mean.

Yup, Nothing is absolute! 👍