VeganAwake

I wanted the truth and nothing but.........so I just kept seeking and seeking and seeking.......then without warning, the seeker died or rather was realized to have never been real! Absolutely nothing was achieved lol ❤️

Its already the case there as well! 😊

Gotcha, yea! Here it just became so obvious that it wasn't real, it's as if it became starved of energy overtime. Like a water valve slowly being turned off. Tension in the body drastically decreased as well! ❤️

Dissolving is one way to describe it. Here it was more like a clear realization that "I" was just never there from the start...... "I" only seemed to be there! It wasn't like forgetting who "I" was or where "I" lived or what "my" prior life was like. At a certain point during inquiry, it just became super obvious that this "ME" character was not a real entity...... It definitely seemed radical and awkward at the time......like a weight of burden lifted off the shoulders. Point being, it was not something forced...... Like you described...... it's more like clearly seeing these layers of personal stories, thoughts, beliefs, labels, etc etc......... simply did not equal a real character called "ME" So nothing really dissolved even. The recognition was just so obvious....... It was more like "huh, there isn't a ME interesting" 😲 It was radical and ordinary simultaneously There's nothing to force........ less forcing more recognizing 🤣😅😂 ❤️

https://youtu.be/pbbv2C4MMcg?feature=shared

Here that revelation of nonduality occurred simultaneously with the recognition of the "self construct/ego", being completely unreal. When there isn't a real observer, who would be attempting to validate or self deceive? It's that damn illusion again lol ❤️

During that euphoric expansion experience, the ego/sense of self seemingly collapses back into everything temporarily. It feels like an expansion of consciousness or a merging of infinity. But then what happens is the ego/sense of self, regathers, sneaks in the backdoor and claims said experience as its own! It could actually be described as the harsher form of ego backlash. The birth of the spiritual ego or higher self is here ladies and gentlemen....yay! And this version of ego knows everything about everything lol. ❤️

@Salvijus That experience of the sense of self expanding to infinity was just spiritual ego bud......nothing more! That's exactly why you behave as you do! Spiritual Ego or Higher Self is an even more difficult illusion because it now uses false or misunderstood experience to back up its illusory existence. That phenomenon was recognized here clearly and early on thankfully! Good luck though with imaginary breakthroughs 😆 ❤️

Think about yourself for a few minutes deeply. Think about how others might view you also. Does what others think about you, make it true? Does what you think about yourself, make it true? Do thoughts make someone period? One person may say you're great and the next person may say you're a dumb shit. All opinions about you, including your own, simply DO NOT make an individual.........opinions do not make anything. Opinions and thoughts are empty of meaning.......they are just like clouds blowing in the wind, or sounds exiting the mouth! So who are you without thoughts and opinions?

Yes, But it seems only when it's clearly recognized there first, does it become obvious elsewhere after!

I've is the apparent issue because there isn't one! 🤣 So there actually isn't a real issue 🤔 Illusions creating unreal issues, is the real issue........what a conundrum! ❤️

Yes exactly, The illusion wants to experience freedom or enlightenment. It can't grasp its not real. It's recognized outside of that self illusion ❤️

@Sugarcoat Those self referential thoughts have been happening almost that entire body's existence...... Don't underestimate the wheel of self-referential thinking

Yup, Nobody is recognizing it.......it's just recognized or not ❤️

That's exactly right ❤️