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Apparently, 2 weeks without a single video, i wonder what happened to him.

@Arhattobe Yes, he said it is a dangerous drug which can possibly make you trip so that you forget you took the drug ,

Why is Leo Gura promoting drugs like 5-Meo-Dmt? I have watched his last video and he said something about Datura. So i want what others think about that.

23 years old, lives with mom and do nothing for living

What happened to him?

Traditionally, people get high right

I was just wondering why people get high on weed, dmt, alcohol, cigar, and every other drugs.

guys i am not meth addict. I did it once in my life. But i am becoming so sensitive to others judgement about me. My future is cloudy. I have no willing to live anymore

Hello. i am 22 years old male. The very first time that i tried cannabis was 4 years ago then i moved to another country to study. i had been sober for times in japan but in my country my friends were waiting for me to smoke weed and celebrate that i am in my country. i felt that i have some fundamental problems in my life and did not fix the problem. For now, i did dropout from my college. Jobless. My life is just downgrading. But it did not hit the rock bottom yet. Honestly, i have just done meth today. I am feeling so much regret in my heart hiding. But i love my mom really and i am the only person that she has. i am currently living with her. She does not know anything. But man she loves me soo much that if i disappoint her, i will feel horrible. I did try to get my life back. but it did not work. i was very energetic and veeryy naive person. Look, in fact, i am not a hardcore addict but i feel like i am very close to lose myself. i am just resisting. i remember, when i was 17-18 y.o, i was super excited to give value to people around me and very ambitious and bright. but now i am very dark and sad.

So it is being obvious that leo gura is encouraging us to take more psychedelic. I am not taking Leo Gura as the issue, i am just trying to give an answer to the question like '' is taking DMT, LSD, and Psychedelic mushrooms really actually helpful to our personal growth?'' and '' Do we have to take those drugs to personally grow?''

I have been smoking weed, not everyday since last year. I have tried not to smoke again and concluded that smoking cannabis is not for me. But lately, i am considering that how can i be productive, meditate and feel my spiritual part of me getting help from THC in my blood. i am re-thinking that what if i was just failed to do it properly. Actually, i have already had few pots. So i want to hear something you guys?

@PsiloPutty @tsuki Reason i ran away is that when she looked at me and told me "it's eleven seven young boy", i realized there was a clock on the wall and it was not actually 11:07. And then i remembered the store's name "seven eleven". In that moment, i was terrified and scared of that lady because i assumed that she knows something about abnormality and non-dualism. I am totally functioning well here in Mongolia. I have to say that i was extremely lucky because if american government system were not friendly to foreigner (they actually sent me to public rehab center and took good care of me), i could be literally mentally disordered and could not be able to realize that i was mentally disordered. Thanks to U.S Health Care System.@Quanty @No-Thing

@Arman i am totally mentally healthy right now. it was happened one year ago and i just trying to understand the reason why i became and behave like that @No-Thing @Rilles @molosku

Dysfunctional life vs functional life.

I was in America last year and I am still not able to fully comprehend what happened to me during that period of time. Finally one year after, i started to notice that i was hallucinating. But i want a help from you guys to grasp what happened to me. So let me tell you what i remember and the whole plot. The "Work and Travel" Programme provided me with the chance to work in USA for three months. First two months were just normal, doing my part time job, and smoking some weed in free time. But in the last two weeks, I quit my job, because i had enough money, meditated when high, did some exercise routine and watched Leo's video about absolute infinity part 1&2 when high. Everything was just normal before i met a very interesting, homeless, radically open-minded black 76-years-old man in the street. He just blew my mind because we talked about many concepts (Ego, spiritualism, masturbation, etc..) and then he brought me to a church (he told me the church is not just a church like others). When the pastor came out and talked to me, i just suddenly cried. They prayed for me. After that, i asked the old guy '' you wanna smoke some weed?'' and he said '' why not''. We had a more deep conversation. After the conversation ended, i went to my apartment. I cried. I talked to myself. The funniest part was that i thought i felt the scratch of the enlightenment. But here are the thing that i still cannot understand. 1. I went to 7 eleven convenient store and asked the cashier what time it was. She replied me '' Eleven seven" with a big witch-look-like smile on her face. My brain spontaneously thought that " 7 eleven and eleven seven what the fuck''. i ran out from the store. i don't understand why she scared the shit out of me. 2. i posted some strange posts on facebook. i posted a picture of homeless man that made me cry like baby. i had cried for like ten minutes straight. Then i saw my mother's picture, i cried again. 3. i literally thought that someone is going to bomb chicago and i have to go to my country. but then i just did some really weird stuff to people so that ambulance car came out and brought me to the hospital. actually, at this point, i think i have just gone crazy this time. and i really cant understand why i became crazy. it was really dangerous. i could be literally crazy psychopath. I dunno guys. but this all this nonduality stuff got me there. One thing i can really say is that i was suffering seriously.