@Inliytened1 Thank you so much for your words. I realized that the sadness and nihilism I was feeling after watching Leo's video were actually a product of my ego's attempt to make sense of this crazy experience we are in. Although the work is deep, it's all a matter of play. The game is not always exciting, but notheless it is still just a game aka not to be taken so damn seriously! Once again, thank you.
@Shaun You are not alone brother! I also found myself deeply confused and sad while contemplating Leo's statements. They sounded so true but they were also so "life threathening" . They were also coming from Leo's experience which we didn't necessarily have of our own. Too much truth in a short span of time can be overwhelming.