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Espaim replied to eggopm3's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
10ug-125ug depending on the day -
Espaim replied to Nak Khid's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Maybe. Is a stage orange person that is doing the measuring? -
Espaim replied to Alexop's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Read this page thoroughly: https://tripsafe.org/how-to-take-lsd/ -
Espaim replied to Alexop's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Start as low as you can so that you're not bored nor anxious. This means 50-80ug. If you're confident go with 100-125ug. If y'all are not comfortable have someone to take a lower dose(50 ug less than the other 2 people, like 100ug, 100ug 50ug) or have a sober one to guide you people. If y'all are not comfortable at all then definitely someone should be sober. -
Espaim replied to Brahman's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
How have you arrived at this realization? -
Espaim replied to ShugendoRa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Shadow work 3-2-1 shadow work Love Love your loved ones Forgive their faults Accept them as they are Love your enemies Forgive their faults Forgive their wrongdoings to you Love yourself Forgive your mistakes All the times you were rude All the times you bullied All the times you hurt someone Forgive your shortcomings Your height, weight, hair, personality, diet... Hugging If you're into hardcore mode (this will actually be way easier than it seems) Love Hitler and your mom equally Watch or read about rapists, murderers, thefts, cult leaders, drug traffikers, pimps, addicts or anyone who did horrible things to you and love them as much as you love your family/friends/bff/(boy)(girl)friend Randomly tell people in your fb or whatsapp you love them -
exactly!!
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Being an English as second language person I can't even understand half of the ingredients in your list That's a pretty healthy diet already. Going to use this as inspiration. I know you asked for advice but I couldn't go without commenting.
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Leo she is sucking my dick!! Is she just being polite for not letting it dry?
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I second this. It helped me see through a lot of shit in myself. I had to stop though because I was getting nauseus everytime when I dosed after one month.
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I can't relate really. But I'll share my perspective as it will maybe give you a greater breadth of perspectives. Never had any relationship or sex. Not even the basic things like holding hands. Still, I don't feel the insecurities people of my age generally feel when they're this way because I don't have the burning desire to try those things. I tried to dig deep on psychedelics to see if I'm repressing something but nothing relevant came out. Well, there it goes. This pressure is self-created. There's no absolute need to have someone to be married or settle down as a rule in the universe. This seems to be a fear of loneliness projected as pressure. You may dig deeper and find what's the core issue that causes this feeling. Because I have no access into your psyche. Even if someone in your family said this straight: "you should find someone to settle down with", you still have the choice to impose this request in yourself or not. Is there a problem in being a ugly duckling? In a objective or absolute sense, if you get what I mean? How does it feel to be an ugly duckling?
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Not in any absolute sense Only if agreed.
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For how much time in a row have you eliminated gluten, dairy, corn and soy?
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I don't see any significant amount of protein here. If you could specify what you mean by pulses it would help. And you may be intolerant to some food or food type like gluten or dairy. If this is the case and you're intolerant to gluten having wheat as a major ingredient in your diet isn't going to help you in any way.
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Lol I wish LSD helped with fatigue.
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Okay man you're right. @iceprincess Go to a doctor and make a general bloodwork. If it seems to be all okay, focus on the lifestyle changes cited above. If not and if your doctor wants to put you on meds choose Modafinil over other options first as it's the lesser evil. Adderall, Vyvanse and Ritalin will be a wreck in your system for sure. Also, if you're into illegal shit LSD microdosing could also help you. And the best part is not addictive at all. It's actually anti-addictive.
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Holy shit. Now that's inspiring.
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Lol I got it wrong here. It was 0,1g. 0,4g would have left me traumatized.
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This thread is going to be dedicated to all my insights from my DMT trips. I have a reasonable amount of DMT (changa) with me and I plan to post every trip report on this thread. I'm planning to trip every week for more or less 25 weeks straight on Sundays starting tomorrow.. If I see this is taking a toll on my mental health I'll stop. For what purposes am I going to be tripping? Understading of reality Rewiring of brain system and habits Equipment Old dirty water bong Torch lighter Set and setting Always at home seated in my sofa at my living room My dad knows what I'm doing and he has smoked DMT himself (he has tripped on mushrooms too). He can help me if shit happens so I'm stress free at my home. Planned protocol for Tripping Sundays Wake up at 7:00am Brush my teeth Stretch Meditate for 30 minutes Check if I have something bothering me that day If yes, do not trip Light incense Load bong Just do it After the trip Take notes on my trip notebook Share them on this forum Eat lentils as always
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Espaim replied to Demeter's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Everytime when I take shrooms. Sometimes when I take LSD. Never on DMT. Always on the comeup. I just think of it as a release. For me, the emotions that I feel on the comeup are things I've been neglecting about my emotions. -
Trip #2 Dosage: 0,4 g Minutes meditated: 10 min So this time I weighted the dose. I was feeling pretty bad today and I just decided it would be a good opportunity to have a trip. I smoked some part of the Changa and I somewhat left my body. I was like a common psychedelic trip. I felt like everthing was warping and morphing in my room. I heard a voice in my head that told me to take more DMT so I took it and I had a great Ego Death. I was out being god for around 5 minutes before the effects of the drug weared off me. Then I just didn't know what to do. I smoked the rest of DMT that was on my bong and nothing exceptional happend. I found this to be a profound trip because two etities told me to slow down on psychedelics and healed me. I am a fucking addictic to psychedelics. I use them as escapism to my life. I don't really like my current awareness so I recur to psychedelics to have something different. I'm currently drunk asf. I'm pretty lost. Please help me god.!!!!!
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Espaim replied to Elshaddai's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I cannot remember anything clearly if I take a high dose of DMT. On LSD I have almost all the spiritual realisations possible (as spoken on Leo's video about 30 facets of awakening.) And I feel like I'm somewhat sober. -
@Leo Gura I have very similar problems to what you have. I have a great deal of empathy for you. You mentioned in your health video that you can only eat 5-10 foods. What are those, if you could mind to mention them? I'm considering trying an alternative diet. Anything that can help with my chronic fatigue.
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Espaim replied to Elshaddai's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I only tried Changa. When I breakthrough I cannot remember exactly what happened. It's sort of a blurred memory where I can only remember two or three events. I can remember the comeup and the comedown. If I do low doses I can remember what happened but it's nothing special when compared to mushrooms or LSD. I use Changa because the source I use changa is cheaper than pure DMT. I don't know it's cheaper why but I don't care.