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If you explain it fast it'll look like this Red will just not care Blue will think you're deluded and should drop these concepts and just follow the word of God Orange will think it's Yellow because it wants to be at the top and that this model has little "practical" use Green will tell you they don't believe in hierarchies and you're trying to opress them by saying there's a better stage to be in Yellow or higher just send them Leo's videos Source: personal experience
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Yes. I would prefer to be meditating for 4 hours in a nice house than in a cave. Or to have some nice bucks to visit Tibet and have live classes with enlightened monks.
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Yes you're definitely moving to Yellow. I'll be waiting for your deep insights here on the forum. Don't forget us!!
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Well, if you drink coffee frequently and then stop one day and do the same routine you'll certainly be demotivated. It doesn't even matter if you like what you're doing. It takes some time to get over caffeine addiction. And sometimes it takes a lot of time. I do find it helps me do boring shit. I've been caffeine free for 15 days and I find it hard to find motivation to do cleaning and more boring tasks. One time I quit for 6 months straight and at the end I was as good as I felt when on caffeine, without the downsides.
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Download Cold turkey blocker and schedule a total block from 2am to 6am or any other good schedule for you. This will allow you to browse and have some fun but when the time hits you gotta sleep.
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He clearly said he doesn't want more suggestions and that's like the 10th one I see here
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So I noticed everytime I smoke DMT I black out if I go too high on the dosage. I have around 10 trips and this happens everytime. To put in other words I can't remember exactly what happened. But yesterday I went and smoked weed before the trip and I could actually remember what happened and to be honest that was frightening for my egoic ass. I surrendered through the whole thing like a boss though Anyone that has used this combination for a greater length of time for consciousness could comment here? I also appreciate any other related comment.
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Espaim replied to Espaim's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
0 tolerance. I smoke like 1 time per 1 or 2 months -
Espaim replied to Espaim's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Definitely not safe for your sense of self But it's physically safe. In my experience, mixing substances increases the chance of bad trips though. If you're going to do it be careful. -
Espaim replied to ShugendoRa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Eat it Use weed if you really want to get mindfucked -
Espaim replied to Halm's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You do already -
It's a nice height to have in almost any place in the world. Don't worry you won't grow anymore probably. If you do you can also become a bodybuilder or an actor and it will be cool as fuck
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Espaim replied to The Don's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, do it. I don't know how much you have researched but there are a lot of schedules you could try. That's a good one. 5/2, 1/2, everyday... just find what's better. I'd also recommend you research about the heart valves implication of microdosing mushrooms. I can't give you any data because I only microdosed LSD. -
Espaim replied to Red-White-Light's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don't see it as dark man. For me it's all beautiful. Maybe if I'm feeling threatened I'll see shit as dark but when I'm feeling better it's all love. Trying to integrate that shit currently. It's hard work. Dying seems to be the best thing that psychedelics showed me so I'm happy if that's the case. When alive I live, when dead I die. No problem in both. -
You seem to be worried. If that's a rare occurence, no need to worry about. Just sleep when you can for as long as you are able to when you get sleepy. Sleep deprivation causes weird psychological symptoms that can distort your view of reality so chill as much as you can.
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Espaim replied to ShugendoRa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I can't say they exist or not. I haven't seen anything though. -
Espaim replied to ShugendoRa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I smoked DMT with two people already. Only one reported seeing all the cliché aliens and morphing and colors and the rest of us didn't. I see some morphing of auditory and visual stimuli depending on the dosage but if I smoke more I'd just pass out. -
IDK how Leo makes a living then???
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Go for it if that's what you think will have the best outcome for you. I would just be aware if that's not a excuse to not do the work of going out and such. No real problem in not having sex, relationships or dating if you don't want to.
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@Husseinisdoingfine Man it's very hard to read the titles of the books from the images you posted. Could you post the original link?
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Isn't that book biased towards neo-liberalism or libertarianism? When I was I libertarian I remember people suggested me to read that book but I never got into it
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Hmmm... I'm seeing a clear pattern here but due to my limited knowledge of psychology lingo I can't delineate what's exactly happening but this seems to have to do with you having a shadow on this matter. I don't know if you opened this thread to come to a resolution to your triggerings. Anyway, if you want to explore it you could use this technique: 3-2-1 shadow work
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If that were the case, what's the problem? Do you think of yourself as someone who takes responsibility for your actions? Do you justify what you do in any way? Do you ever try to get attention? Do you ever try to get people to do what you want? When answering, please cite examples. Be specific.
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Man IDK maybe this will be helpful If you get to the bottom line of organization it's sort of categorization + hierarquies If you want to organize your mind you can start breaking down your thoughts and grouping them together according to a pre-defined template. If the template doesn't accomodate the incoming info you can start modifying the underlying template so new information fits. If you are doubtful about where to put some piece of info I would just recommend to not overthink it. Just do whatever feels right. If that's not the case, follow the guidelines above. My system: I use OneNote as Leo suggested in one of his videos. I started with simple 3 categories. Resources, Goals and Diary. Then, as I was going further I found that I needed more categories to accomodate my spreadsheets and daily trackings, but this didn't really fit into my vision of what Diary is so I created "Tracking Tables".
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Oh boy that's a fucking inspiring video I admit! Don't know where from it came but it is helping me a lot!