Kiko
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Ok bro maybe, but do you have to be model to have a girl? There are proves everywhere that very average looking guys got the girls..
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And guys i dont want fucking models, just normal girls
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I am trying to fight it every fucking time. Maybe you are right they just smell it even if its not obvious. I have read a lot of content on how to not being needy but it always kicks in.
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No, actually i dont have success with social media. The girls i met are often friends to my friends. To be honest i have never cold approached, i dont believe that i will have any success at this point, having in mind that i cannot get the warm ones
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Its kinda sad, because i think i have good potential and i dont want to waste it not living to the best.
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@JosephKnecht Thank you for the comment bro. Its funny because when i was young i was very insecure and shy, yet i had very big ego, i have to admit that my ego is still big and i always try to fight it.
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Thank you for the comment my bro. I know that needines is bad, still i have to admit that i am needy. However i try to always keep it cool with my interaction in person and text, it is possible that they just feel that on the subconscious level even though its not obvious on the surface. I dont consider myself boring, actually i thing i am very funny.
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Yeah, i know that. Sadly i haven't found my passion yet. My friends are good quality, as a mention some of them rich and high social status.
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Guys for a lot of time i was struggling to came up with the best definiton of sucess and what actually define it. For many people is having a lot of money, girls, status, fame etc. which of course is very shallow understanding of success although it could very easly contain all of these things. For me personaly it was about how you define success is actually success in life. However i thing that i just figured it out and Sadhguru helped me to do that, its very simple: ``Success is living to your full potential``.
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Guys i came across one video of Alex Becker about dopamin and it really make me thing about it. The video is this one: my quiestion: Is dopamin realising and feeling good is the only thing that motivate the mind to do something? Expect your comment and oppinions about it.
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Guys i just find out that 5 meo dmt is can be found to be bought online in several websites, and i am tallking about sites which seems legit ( not some dark web sites or whatever) Can you really order 5 meo dmt online, and even if i order it how they would deliver it to me, in my country psyhadelics are illegal, i am form Bulgaria and really interested in this psyhadelics.
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Would you share with me which is that movie, i may watch it . To the point.. I know what are you feeling, ive been there and for me it happened when i watched The Vampire Diaries. I was feeling the characters as my family and friends. The world there was so magical and beautiful and our world was so boring and mundane. So because of that i decided to stop wathcing movies and series and decided to make my life interesting instead. Right now i allow myself to watch movies only with educational purpose, in my case is because i want to train my english skills by watching it.
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Hey guys. I am 26 years old and afraid of sleeping alone in the house, especially during the night. Last summer i forced myself i mannaged to sleep alone 4 days in a row. It was very terrifying i dont know how i did it. I thought that i will get used to it if i force myself a little bit more but the instead of getting better it was getting worse. The most scariest moment ussualy occurs midnight if i woke up and my mind start imagining all sorts of crazy scary shits. Usually during the day there is no problem sitting at home and sleep, but once night comes my mind enters the hell. P.S I have not visited terapist regarding this issue. I tried some of theese medicaments which dull your anexiety before sleep, doesnt help me.
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It could be anything, i mean even the things that wouldn`t scary me so much can become very terrifing. For example one night i woke up with thinking about the series Twin Peaks. I had watched it long time ago and suddenly poped up from nowhere.
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You are not alone, suffering from one thought from 2012 that i thought that i am cursed to never be happy and i will become very ugly and never be loved by a girl. Since then the thought become so big that is just part of me. I cant get rid of it, every situation which i am rejected is just reinforcing this thought. I have suicidal thought very often i cry for myself. I am 26 year old 6`4 height and i am crying like a fucking bitch right now writing this the pain is so big i just cannot bear it. I AM WITH YOU!
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Hello guys. I have never worked for MLM company and i dont have experience in that so i have few questions. I am from Bulgaria and there is a new opportunity for new MLM Company called Aplgo, the product are some unuqie magic pills blend of natural ingredients, that assists in removal of parasites and organisms foreign to the body and many more(EVERYONE says that the products is really great and its working). But the product its not immportant here. My work as an partner wold be to find people which have to find other people and thats how i earn money. I have to make just initial 200$ investition and then 35$ every month. So what do you think is there any good mlm company or everthing is scheme? I personaly am very sceptical about this things, but i would want to here your opinion.
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Hello everyone. I am wondering why i get very attached to people very often. Before one week i left a job were i was for a very short period of time around 3 months( i left it because of the boss) even the short period of time i got very close to my cowerkers, they were the best cowerkers ever. After my leaving we spent one weekend together drinking and partying, it was great. So now there is lonlieness and bad feelings in me that i will lost touch with them and that they will never invite me somewhere again. I know that you would say that i have esteem problem but i think that my self esteem is decent.. And you know what, my mind doesnt want to fix the root problem it wants to``possess this people`` so to speak.
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Thank you all guys, your comments were very helpful.
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Hello guys, as you may seen the title, i feel very bad and sad when i put down someone. That usually happens when i play football, and someone confront me. In all cases they initiate the fight(words, sometimes physycal), and even though if i am right and i didnt start the fight, i feel very bad when i give this mother fucker what he deserves. I am very friendly with people who are good with me i am not bad guy, and i will never start a fight physical or with words first. In the most cases i make them regret for what they confrontet me because i am big and strong playing very rude and arogant against them. Soon after that when i got home the sadness and regret in me is coming. Sometimes i just want to cry for what i did, dont get me wrong not that i beat them up, i just start play very rude. So what would be the best option, to quit play football. That football which i play is not professional( i am 25 years old and i used to be professional football player for few years)
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Hello guys, i'm coming with issue which i've had my entire life and now i finally became aware and realized that this problem have to be solved. I'm 25 years old and before two weeks i decided to face my fears and sleep alone at my home for the first time in my life. The first few times i knew that is going to be hard but i thought that i will get used to. My nights were terrible and exhausting i was waking up at midnight scared as fuck and trying to watch tv until i fall asleep again feeling anxious all the time, i'm afraid to close my eyes i dont feel safe at all. All my lamps in the apartment are turned on and also the TV, because if the tv its not turned on i cant stand the stillness. Instead improvment my situation was going worse and worse. I decided to go back in my parents house because i just cant stand one more night. I have visions of things i've encountered in my past like scary and crime movies, last midnight at 3 pm i woke up scared as fuck thinking about one of the characters in Twin Peaks movie, the guy with long hair who killed Lora Palmer I was so scared man i was afraid to move and leave my room. Whole my life i've been afraid sleeping alone, i remember that when i was younger i was afraid to sleep alone in my bed (not my room, but my bed) if in the room had person and its not in my bed i was also afraid. Gradually i get used to sleep alone in my room when there are people in the house. When i was younger my relatives were telling very scary (fiction or not) stories, and i think that this is one of the roots of the problem but not the only one. I realized that in my case courage is not enough the problem is deeper. So what would be the best things to do to deal with this problem. Maybe the most important one will be to visit a therapist. I forgot to mention that all this 5 days which i was trying to sleep alone i was taking sedatives before sleep ( not strong ones but still) and that didnt work also.
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Actually i cant imagine sleeping alone in a house, for me is much scarier than sleeping in apartment. I dont think the reason is the home i live in. I cant stay awake in silence during the night because if i hear some noise i just freakout, there have to be some noise from the tv when i'm alone because i think that i might hear something that may scary me.
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Hello guys before 2 months i started a job that i wanted very much. Guys im so fucking stressed not that the work is very stressing but i just cant handle it. So much challenging situations that are maybe not challenging for the most of the people but for me they are, like speaking in English which is not my native and im very uncomfortable, giving presentations and speaking live in social media on some topic. I think its ok to give up, its just too much for me im thinking of talking with my boss that i cant handle all of this im not ready..........
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Hello guys, as you can see from my title i have big anxiety from being judget and criticized. This fear occur very often in my work, where my boss or my coworkers are to asses my work.I just cannot take critics from others i try but i immediatly put my shield.I have also very hard time when somebody is watching at my work while is in progress or its done.
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Hello guys , i started internship in a company which i wanted for a long time and in industry which i want to grow. Everything was great since today on my 4th day , when i had to write email to my boss about why i learned today . I just made two mistakes in email one typo and instead uploading pdf file i uploaded word file .He become so angry and told me that he forgives smart mistakes but not stupid ones , and this is my last warning . I feel so bad guys , how could you work if you know that if you mistake very small think you could be fired . I,m putted down guys what is your advice?
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Kiko replied to winterknight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Does conscious actions are spiritual practices?