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It's also happened that if I start and not finish there is pretty much no point in beginning doing that, so how do I reconcile this? I know it sounds very vague and general, but I don't know how to be more specific about this.

@thepixelmonk could you elaborate? I am not getting it this far

@thepixelmonk I didn't say fail. I said not finishing. This is a really good example btw, I am trying to explain something to you, and if you don't get it there were no point in doing that. Also yes, we do learn a lot from failing/not finishing, but it's way disproportional what would be if I did finish the thing.

After watching Leo's video "Fake Growth vs Real Growth", I got that I have no experience of real growth. Or that litte much that I can't even remember that. Does anyone here has a experience of real growth? Tell the how this was happening to you. I need some examples cuz I'm no idea how is it.

Isn't that fixed? As far as I know there should be a formula to calculate the exact amount of meo in hcl form.

I was quite surprised that google give me literally zero content on "How to deal with pet theories" search. I thought it is quite popular topic because all of us have pet theories and of them are wrong. I mean they are right, but only in a certain context. So there is a time when you inevitable start to notice the flaws, but still insist on using it because it's a pet theory and I just like it to much. So far I think it's just trying to look objectively when they don't fit and trying something else. ps this is half-baked post, but otherwise I am not going to post at all

I mean how much am I willing to do emotional work?

Better for posture in every other way, yet barely used.

Well, of course it's not all about taking the risk, but it seems like it's impossible to progress without taking risks. I mean we can progress without taking the risks, but it's not as efficient as with risks. Also I am talking about "strategic risks"(whatever that means), I am not taking about being reckless, it's something else. Is there any interesting resources about it? (books, articles, videos) I never seen taking risks as a strategy, so I want to explore this domain.

just realized that i was stupid enough not check out his other stuff before asking

I suppose to write something in here.

@Identity what's this test calls exactly? can't find anybody doing that in my country, so is there like a international name for this test?

I want to make music, but unfortunatelly I wasn't born with what it takes to be able to make it at the level I want. How do I deal with the frustration that comes from this? WARNING do NOT try to cheer me up with stuff like "you gotta try harder" or "it just takes enormous amount of effort to make" etc So for this thread we are going to assume that you have to be born with it.

The problem is that you of those retards who thinks they could learn everything. This is very cliche example, but I use it anyway. Perfect pitch. You can't learn it. I used to be like this "You can learn anything" just to learn after a decade that no.

I am basically afraid of starting any project or anything like that because if I don't finish it, it will be a huge waste of time. Please don't bring the "But even if you didn't finish it, you still learn something from it etc". Yes, it is a thing, I will gain something even if I spectacularly fail, but in this context it doesn't matter. It feels like lifting something very heavy to put at a high shelf, if I don't lift it enough I need to start again. There is always this thing "If it's not going to be finished, there is no point in starting it. Start only if you are going to finish it. I know I am not going to finish it, so I don't start. This text is a very good example of it. I try to understand how it works, I put some effort and if I didn't get to the bottom of it, all the effort of me writing this text will be wasted. ps I see it's poorly asked question, but if I don't post, it's even worse, you know why.

btw I believe that books about procrastination is just a form of procrastination, you can't avoid the labour, yet there is something actually useful could be said about the subject

It's a feature. The funny part: to understand that catch-22 is not a bug, but a feature, you already need to understand that catch-22 is not a bug, but a feature.

Is this look interesting only to me, or just I posted it in the wrong time and it got lost in other posts?

I was able to feel what other people feeling on DOB and some sativa weed. ps drugs because, shit could happen on not psyches as well)

When I experience something I also experience it's opposite. for example: when there is lenght there is right and left, when there is white there is black but what if I my experience would be a white screen and that's it where is the black? ps no idea if it's understandable but I can't go closer(well at least now, maybe I could explain it better in the future)

why do I feel bad if I cross my legs or hands on 5meo?

Like this for example.

I've found that some people tell to not do them because they fuck with your energies in the body I am looking to what they have to say about it because if that's the case then I shouldn't do them

ye I start liking it but when I just got it was the most scary thing ever. Imagine someone tells you that you will be executed tomorrow it's kinda like that

MDA is a great psychedelic. Don't dismiss it as some funny usless reacreational drug with somewhat psychedelic properties. This is real. It could be the best and the worst trip of your life. --- This is the first time I started question reality. Just a little. Leo was right. If even all craziest conspiracy theories were true, It's nothing compare to this