Enlightened

and while i'm at it. i really must address. what we call, the 'mumbo jumbo' of the fake guru. and the real guru. you see, in my case, i was an agnostic. I believed in nothing. that i couldn't see. but i saw, many good people, making an effort at religion. and i was born of a muslim and a catholic. and so, i had time, with both. from early on. and to me, it just seemed, that neither, could prove their claims. and so, it was only natural that i should doubt it all. and then, i started to feel, when i became old enough to weather a beating. the rhetoric, that the same people, beat me with. now i not only doubted. i was in fear. it seemed to my young mind. that if i were not careful. i might become one these people's slaves. and that frightened me. but, these are the same people, that cradled me as an infant. and so in my heart, i must have concluded somehow. that they must not know, what they're doing. And in that first realization, the tears are born. i could go on. but what i mean by this note. is that, for each, there will be a different set of circumstances. and so for me to even suggest an actual answer, seems foolhardy and detrimental to your ability, to spot the actual clues and signs, if they differed than mine. which they only must. because it is a known fact. that we each see, an individual reality. this is indisputable now. so i ask you, have some compassion. because, my very being. prevents me from passing on my delusion. and in that awareness, which i possess. i am acutely aware, of any missteps that you or i are making. Forgive little missing words and spelling errors. it seems to me, that i think faster than i can write and edit on the fly. and my thoughts are so frequent and disparate, that i could lose a precious thought when it hasn't quite given up it's meanings yet.

I'm trying to learn, what goes on here. as quickly as possible. and if i'd like to offer just an observation. it seems to me, that only from what i see here. that some of you, if not all of you, have a sense, that something is missing, from the big picture. And so, you heard, either of a supreme creator, and of the buddha. or of both. and now, you figure. you wish the qualities that those figures are purported to possess. I will stop here. because, i can go and on. So, I'll wait for someone, to arrive, at the meaning(s) of this observation. and put it here.

In the loss of inhibition, i must consider the possibility. who's to say. the breathalyzer would not be sufficient.

ivan, what took you so long. lol. i have to run now. the poor dog, wants to be a dog. and all i want is for him to leave me the bloody hell alone. lol. but i should see about him. we will talk, for long periods of time. i know a few ivans. they were all reasonable men. this perplexes me. it must mean, that our names, frame our perception somehow, of ourselves. but, we aren't given the meaning of our names. oh dear me, we are. shouldn't it be, one of the first questions, that we ask of our parents. this is a wonderful line of thought to pursue. it is only with real problems, that need solving, will the totality of your being, become entranced during the exploration, of all the possible solutions. there is always more than one. later.

yes. it means you have to prove me a liar. how does one go about that? this should occupy all your thoughts. 'i'll be back!'

i feel glad to be among you. i think my doggy staring at me, is meant to tell me something. i presently enjoy a wonderful way of life. that will allow me access to your questions, 24/7. Bring it on. Who else can claim, to have a bonafide buddha, as their sparring partner. you should cultivate me. lol i'm laughing louder than you. trust me.

Um. If you all could consider, that if I were what I claim, and did expect a s&*^ tonne of resistance at first. Wouldn't i also expect, that if i just persist, you would eventually ignore me, and only those that saw any truth in my weird way of talking, and coming at you, would remain in my spiders threads.

Hi. Arhattobe. Thank you. for the input. i honestly ask. am i too forceful in the use of the words? or are the words themselves, just intimidating. everything is important.

You must doubt me. You are designed to. Even I, doubt still, everything. And myself, would doubt, anyone that claimed, to have even one version of an answer. As to, 'how to get me there.' ask, let me try to answer, pick it apart. throw it back at me. let me see if i catch what you're saying. i may need to sleep soon. lol.

i can't always be here. but if i'm allowed. i will answer everything as best as i can. i am still only a man. nothing changed in that respect. and this is why, I assumed, i might find some comfort here. and all i've been greeted with, were insults and derision and scorn. It was expected. I only wish, to confront you with what are doing to men. This is called lately, bullying. it is also, somewhat now, of a criminal offense. I would caution you. but who am i.

i have yet to read anything but an 8th grade collage of drivel. will no man face up to, having a lesser capacity to communicate. that they would prefer, to abandon the conversation, than to try to see, if there is something to be learned.

what if, i were here. just to test the integrity. that should exist, on a forum devoted, to the sublime state of Actualization. Clearly, i don't belong.

and to me it seems, lol. that my input, is the deathknell. bahahahah. to any thread, i lend my attention.

i am here to dispense with the mumbo jumbo. i can take anything apart, and put it back together again. so that it's even more confusing. exactly, the way, you like it. but i think all this guru nonsense is hindering man's progress. and there must come a time, when all that is not true, will be revealed. and all that we hope for, might destroy us.

and obviously, i cannot be the creator of the list. i only wish to address each notion. individually. from my perspective.

Hello Moment. My name is wayne. Is there a facility here. for us to chat live. i have many questions for you. or i don't mind. having it all play out in public. but these are such personal matters of mine. it doesn't matter to me though. but it might invite distraction.

Hello friend. is this a joke. I don't quite understand the humor. It's only my loss. Might i suggest you read about the man, known as Buddha. If you have any questions. Let me know. Respectfully yours. (goodness me, i only just read, you have made over 600 'contributions'. how dare i doubt you.)

is there any way, i would be permitted to doubt, the creator of the website. without fear of retribution? Because I recognize an error. In one of your conclusions sir. edited - ill go ahead and point it out then? You presuppose here. That when one becomes enlightened, they become something, other than that which they can only ever be, human. it is not possible, within the confines of our mentality, for the 'machinations/manipulations' to cease entirely. They are always there. They can only Always be. Until you are no longer human. Which would not be possible. Within the realm of earthly science. I can only suggest, you're referring to the same Religion, you forbid us to speak of. Enlightenment is real. It is a state of consciousness, achievable in a lifetime. Not discounting, the possibility, of an infinity of attempts, at previous lifetimes. To suggest, it is unachievable, except by death, is a callous leap of faith. Not dissimilar, to religious faith. it is nothing like death. it is Life. thrust on your shoulders. without you asking for it. it is tears, when your body, has no more hydration. it is horrible. and the most beautiful way to be.

Let me get this right. You wish, for a strength, that is purported to come, only as a byproduct of enlightenment. And you wish only, to enjoy the strength? is this correct?

i do not bother, to read any previous replies. so you'll forgive me. for repeating what might have already been said. But sir, I have to ask, what is the purpose, of this thing you call meditation? What is it, that you are trying to achieve? You see. And in asking yourself this question. You will either be embarrassed or not, at your reply. And I don't need the answer, to your question.

May I suggest something only. That if it is enlightenment you seek. that you spend the time you call meditating. on a worthwhile problem.

I have achieved. What men study their whole lives for, and will never. I humbly make myself available for all questions. In order to confound you. And to get you here. It's f###g lonely. Bahaha. Lay it on me.

The rules of this forum. Forbid me from including, a divine aka supernatural influence, that may or may not exist. That if it did, it could transcend every boundary, you ever imagined. You must always hon, trust your intuition. but with a small measure of doubt. You are not unreasonable, to consider the possibilities. Although everyone around you, will deny you that right. Continue. the way your Heart shows you.

Respectully. Are you nuts? lol. nearly a billion people. Are malnourished on the Earth. And you suggest, our goal ought to be, enjoyment?