Leo, if possible, please keep your stuff to your best, 2017, when you described what you were actually doing to achieve your higher states. For example, your 65 principles to achieve a happy life is far better than "what is reality," 2019. Please stay with us, thanks. You are awesome, and I love you, but slow down a little. My kids and I need you!!! (18 yro with no sense of wtf, but kindof listens to you). i'm 50 and need to see the absolute. need more help.