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Go treat it just like its meditation. Don't try to escape it you will suppress it and it will manifest in who knows what way. I got recently same situation and I was trying to escape it and its not good to do that. Instead feel you are hurt and that's fine. When emotions calm down now its time To analyze what should I do next time better. If he was narcissist, please be careful because this kind of people can make you go crazy, so don't try to analyze it too much and try to find faults in you, sometimes guy was abusive no need to find your faults there. See it as a process be patient. Hope this helps much love <3

mircodosing mushroom helps you open up and feel energy more. But no i wouldnt sugest full blown trip at club

Follow your hearth What hearth says?

it's not reiki read more info on the website

Only thing that helped me was Ayahuasca

For realization and helping others.

Late night for now

Hello Leo i am listening and following your work for years. I am familiar that you have problems with you stomach so I am just recommending this, if you want to try something that worked for me. I didn't have same issues as you but I got healed after couple of sessions and know people who healed many complicated issues. Maybe it's worth a try ? https://mohanji.org/learn/mai-tri-method/

Vegan whole foods as much as possible

https://psychedelic.support/resources/mdma-assisted-therapy-guide/

look at MAPS studies

https://www.reddit.com/r/microdosing/comments/n3tx6a/everything_you_always_wanted_to_know_about/

EDIT: test 2 plugged 15 mg nothing then 30 mg 25 minutes later nothing happened 2cb works wonders so it's not the ROA possible sceenarios fake substance (less likely) immune to 5meodmt The next attempt will need to wait for some time but it will probably be plugged and if it doesn't work smoked... Not looking forward to an aggressive experience that's why I wanted ROA to work in the first place

hahahah it's not my website at all.... just found it on reddit while browsing microdose and thought of sharing it because many people on this forum use psychedelics

Just found out this website could be useful for some https://www.halugen.com/