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@K VIL I just want a memorable name is all. I know its my ego trying to survive.

@freeman194673 it’s my life not theirs.

thanks for the advice guys. I decided I’m going to change it. I feel better about myself if I change it.

This song nicely represents the actualized individual.

Porn is super useful. Its how I learned to have sex. You want it banned? I'm still learning about new sex positions till this day.

Not really. After all I've been through and being treated like less than everyone most of my life, the more I continue on the life purpose course the more meaning my life gets. Humanity needs self actualizers. Its true what they say, the prodigy needs havoc.

I never dated in highschool because I had many insecurities about myself and low self esteem regardless of being found attractive by many of the girls in my class. Because of this all the guys in the school would tell me I would never get a girl. skip highschool and now I forever have that image of those assholes that ridiculed me dating in highschool when I couldn’t. I’ve always felt less than because of this. How everyone lived their youth normally while I missed out on it because I was so underdeveloped.I refuse to settle for mediocrity. I must be better than those shitstains and anyone else that ever put me down. I have to have more money than them. More status. And definitely a more quality wife. This is why I gave up on dating and am just focusing on my life purpose so I can one day develop myself enough to get a trophy wife. I dont want to settle and fall in love like everyone else does. Its too late for that now. I need a woman most men cant have or afford. I’ve thought about letting go of the past but the truth is if you get enough recognition and success your past comes back regardless. I’m trapped in a mental prison. All I want is to be normal but I feel like its too late for that. I constantly feel my enemies’ eyes on me.

Thanks for your support guys. I think its time to for me to swallow my pride, forgive, and let go of my past. Enough of this “they did this to me so so now I must do this” mentality. I have to stop caring what people think of me and letting others opinions of me guide my life. Time to take control of my life.

The magic is in the mystery.

I’ve heard fame isn’t for everybody. And I’m conscious of successful people not being happy. Is there a route to follow your life purpose without getting famous? I haven’t bought the life purpose course yet. So I still don’t know what mine would be or how the course is. is life purpose about leaving a legacy? I don’t want fame. But part of me wants to be a somebody. Is this what the life purpose is about? Being a somebody? Is there a way to follow my life purpose/gain success without necessarily putting my self out there?

@Vipassana I cant get myself to create change if I never receive credit for it.

Why is this? What makes me so great?

My conversation skills suck. How do I improve them ? I don't know what topics to talk to girls about. I don't have much experience with women and this sucks if Im going to go against guys that have years of experience. Please help.

Leo is always saying how being connected to being is one of the most important factors of life, but I can’t find any information on how to do that. Any advice?

I don’t know if this has been asked yet but, how has your relationship with your family changed?