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He's not driving down the highway in his underwear though, this is exaggerating what he is doing to suit your own emotional reaction. (Imo). This isn't a judgement, i just think this is what tends to happen with these things. I do see the other side, and yes I don't know leo but i am not trying to explain his behaviour or posts. I am letting the man be. I dont think he cares for retaining people that would leave because of silly reasons. As this work is more serious than that and the work can be separated from him as a person. I do see the other side but nothing on his insta seemed like repulsive craziness to me. In fact the repulsive craziness, to me, is the backlash he has had / is having. This backlash isnt really repulsive though, i think it was pretty expected, and very telling ?

The guy who teaches you how to overcome procrastination is the guy who still sometimes succumbs to procrastination.

Then maybe your idea of an actualized person needs some work. He's just posting on instagram and expressing himself. An Actualized person may not care to censor themselves regardless of which position you think they may hold. If he wished to post these things what is wrong with that, I dont understand? If you need a nice, cookie-cut, role model then there are many you could find! Leo is definitely not that and never pretends to be. I think so anyways

I thought Leo's posts were more authentic than most of the shit i see posted on Instagram? I don't know why people think he has gone crazy, just seems like the social matrix gone crazy ahaha. How can you judge Leo without knowing him? All this outrage about his insta posts seems crazy to me. ?

The placebo effect is nonsense also. But plausible nonsense nonetheless.

Thanks for the advice, i probably wouldn't ever use a trip killer. My most healing trips have been from being able to exert control and 'land the plane' if you get my metaphor. Just controlled breathing and reassurance from myself that the experience is temporary even if the experience of time has gone haywire.

I have been researching the safety of MDMA in humans, short-term & long-term. And there isn't too much solid consenus. I've just basically done a lot of googling, reddit, trip-reports. The basics I've worked out to keep health optimal are: Ensure you're taking supplements to minimise comedown symptoms. Take a minimal dose, but effective, i.e. in the 80/90/100mg range. Don't fall into repeat usage under any circumstances. (At most once a year). Ensure your stuff is clean and tested. I don't plan on using this substance purely recreationally and will probably do this in a controlled apartment setting focusing on areas I feel I am blocked emotionally, mentally, psychologically. My main intention is to access states of healing that I've not yet experienced using LSD, shrooms, or other psychedelics. I did have one experience a few years back in a non-optimal setting & uncontrolled dosage due to a friend 'wanting me to have a good time'. This resulted in a couple weeks long imbalance, chemically induced feelings of sadness, and small amounts of anxiety. I have never experienced any negative longer-term effects since the comedown had worn off. And it had definitely been a larger dose as I had found out from my friend afterwards. This was incredibly teaching and while I did learn a lot from the mdma-induced 2 week long comedown; I would not like to repeat this. I know there are posts about MDMA but nothing too recent and up to date. Can anyone provide any info on how to take this more safely or is it pretty Impossible to judge? I'm a newbie when it comes to MDMA. Just don't want to do any long term damage to myself as that would contradict the self-actualisation aspect to the point of this whole experiment. Literally any help will be appreciated if you're willing.

Thanks everyone who replied. Really will take into consideration what you've all said! love ya's! Thanks for your compassion & amazing answers.

O Thank you for clearly articulating this! I think this is what I needed to hear. Really useful information ?! Such a nice way to explain the ideas. ❤️

Thanks for the reply! Means a lot!

Confusion is good, sit with the confusion for a while ? from confusion comes clarity.

I think the phrase 'God is an infinitely reincarnating sentient being'; more refers to God being every living thing (everything) at once. Not sure if you'd reincarnate literally if you are being it all at once. My understanding is that you won't reincarnate because you aren't even really in this incarnation. There aren't any other incarnations to re-incarnate. Just you. If it's all you anyway who are you going to re-incarnate into? Hahahaha.

Not really a solid rule but Leo mentioned it in another thread somewhere.

Why is Solipsism often associated with loneliness, detachment, and feelings of indifference to the outside world, why may it be interpreted this way, with this kind of spin on it by some minds? I have even known someone who had this experience. Since discovering Solipsism in my early teens and contemplating throughout my twenties; having lots of new insights etc. I have become less lonely, less detached, had less indifference to the world. The reality that 'other' doesn't exist is not sad or negative. 'other' doesnt exist because all is the self. And if there is nothing but self then there can be nothing outside of the self to compare it to. This is the same as it not existing and as there being no self. This doesn't mean to say we act as if, or believe that there is no self as is conceptually understood though. We still play roles and get along with life as we did before just fully recontexualised? Can anyone else share their thoughts or their own personal experiences / insight with Solipsism? I do see the irony & paradox in this thread. And while I'm not really looking for confirmation or to change my mind, I welcome any thoughts anyone would like to share, or questions. Excluding Leo as he doesn't want to speak on this topic anymore & that's totally ok.

Sorry just seen that conceptually talking about solipsism in isn't allowed in here so can be locked / deleted.

When you say "There is NO NEED to rob them of their lives and perception as Leo has been teaching", what teachings of Leo are you talking about? I understand & appreciate your reply!

Ok dude. Try a different consumption method. (1) Lemon Tek. (2) Shroom Tea Both have kicked in within 15 mins. I'm fairly experienced with psychedelics. & Even this kicks my ass sometimes. I think the science is that the psilocybin breaks down into psilocin. Saving your body the digestive work and extracting that sweet sweet nectar.

If you seek, you shall find ☺️???

Or microdose San Pedro cactus powder. Like MDMA, the active ingredient Mescaline is a Phenylethlamine. Very social, euphoria boosting, consciousness increasing, present moment awareness. There is definitely a more social aspect compared to shrooms or LSD I find. Without the negative effects that MDMA can produce too! No bad comes downs (San Pedro or just Mescaline)

I think 'stupid and fun' is just refering to being silly & not taking yourself too seriously.

What does that feel like??? I've been sitting in the dream-like nature of reality for a few years now. It's just pretty obvious & peaceful now. At first it was terrifying and awful but it's more freeing than anything but that took a perspective shift & a leap. I'm still sitting in it & contemplating in it regularly but I can't see where the road will go? (roads in dreams don't have to lead anywhere ). Even acquiring more in this dream doesn't make me fear the 'dreamness'. It's just fun in the dream! Do you have any pointers that could guide me to investigate further? Or maybe you can tell I'm missing something by what I've said? Would be appreciated . I understand that the whole of reality is a dream. It is not physical. It is not mental. It is pure dream stuff. No atoms. No particles. No conscious entities. No cups. No night & day. All dream. Not sure how to put into words my understanding of it. Even understanding is a dream, nevertheless a useful one in the relative domain. Am I speaking out my ass? I get nobody can validate this but myself & I know I have, but I could be self-decieved. Feedback helps a great deal sometimes . Even if it is dream feedback.

Just clarifying! I feel like I've had direct experiences of the dream nature of reality. That's not too much of a shocker! Thank you for responding though .

So the Relative here is that they have their own perspective and are creating you; & the Absolute is that I am/ have creating/created them?

How you gonna prove existence?

It's multifaceted! Theres no contradiction. And even if there were, that don't mean shit? You never experienced a paradox in your life???