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Mysterious, unknowable, unspeakable, ineffable, and paradoxical... Sounds familiar! Those 5 keep cropping up. Testing my patience again and again

Oh and also I would, if you haven't already, experiment with lower doses too! Even as small as 20ug (estimated) has brought on experiences of profound changes in consciousness and meditative states whilst also missing some of the negative effects such as body load, etc.

I've used LSD more than a handful of times and it has really delivered an ability to meditate on the non dual nature of reality countless times and others... not so much. When I first began to trip a few years ago I was incredibly impatient and felt like I did need the substance to reach the non dual awareness. Although, now in hindsight I can see I was not giving myself enough time to integrate my experiences. I now trip infrequently (once a month, longer if I feel I haven't integrated fully) unless I am trying to evoke an exaggerated sense of current mind. I'm often able to have just as profound thoughts if not even more profound by meditating on my psychedelic experiences. Physically LSD is very easy going on your body, and the feeling or uncertainty of being an addict is, in a non judgemental way, irrational. You could just be sensitive to the idea of that perception of yourself. As long as you are able to self-reflect effectively, and are honest with yourself. I don't see much to be concerned about. Peace Bro! ☮️

More specification would be best. But ultimately there are no good or bad decisions. You will label a decision bad or good once it has played out either bad or good. You may just be experiencing the expectation of judgement. *More well-rounded advice as I don't know details.

I would now, after reading that, liken the experiences to a samahdi-like state. And I'm not sure if it relates to the physical aspect but I can feel the body sensations occuring, but occuring on nothingness. I keep trying to conceptualise it as a substrate but that's a thing.

I've read about Samahdi but have never matched that with the experience. Will read more into it. Thanks!

Have you not watched Leo's most recent video? Wouldn't join a cult lmao.

What is your definition of being positive?

What if fear comes from perceiving things as outside of yourself?